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The Occult Reason Behind the Rise of Global Anti-Blackness

Demons exist on this planet.

This topic, however controversial, has been discussed and prophesied in every faith system since the dawn of Man. Whatever you call them…devils, djinns, vampires…they are real. They suck the life force out of us and have the ability to put certain thoughts into our heads thusly feeding off of negativity. Have you ever wondered why, for no reason at all, almost without warning, you’ll suddenly think of a past pain, disappointment and brutality even though it occurred many, many years ago?

And the sensation of that past pain is just as strong, if not stronger than when you first experienced it? These moments are not by accident. Demons need the strongest, most reliable, renewable source of energy on this planet. And that energy can only come from one continuous source.


Our plight, pain, tears, anger and suffering, is a food source for the evil that currently resides on this planet. When we’re in constant pain, constant agony, constant fuss, constant disarray, Demons eat and drink and dance and thrive. I’ve sat back and watched over the course of, maybe 3-5 years, the steady but noticeable rise of anti-blackness…especially female anti-blackness, and was dumbfounded at what I witnessed. I saw beautiful, smart black females being debased and utterly sexualized for the world to see, sometimes by our own men, all for fame and money, and I knew that there must be a correlation to this phenomena and the evil that lurks in the distance.

If you’ve been reading the works of Adolf Hitler, Albert Pike, Margaret Sanger and Prescott Bush, you’ll know that His-Story is not new. In fact, whites are shamefully redundant. There’s nothing new under their sun. In fact, all that you see in today’s world has ALREADY been done…they’ve just repackaged it in a pretty, new wrapping to fool the masses. The rise of global anti-blackness is their last and only tool. They’ve run out of ideas and are now scrambling to find a new way to rid the planet of something they cannot control.

The activation of Melanin Power.

Anti-blackness is being propagandized to a new and heightened level so everyone, including our own people, can kill us off to prevent the rise of the Black Messiah. With the changes happening in our solar system and the two suns now being seen and reported, they know that time is running out. Black female contempt is a necessary tool to aid them in their plans. And, sadly, there’s no better way to kill us off than to hire our own kind to do it. That way, it relieves them of all responsibility and keeps the focus solely on the one race propagandized to be the “problem” for all huemanity.

Anti-Blackness is a farce.

The roles of the angry black man lashing out at his woman and the domineering, never satisfied, neck-snapping black woman  is nothing but a carefully planned ballet to aid us in our own destruction. When we watch tel-lie-vison and listen to the music being pushed at us, we absorb their sound waves and their subliminal messages. We pick up on their demonic energies and become enraged, lash out at each other and then, only then, can demons feed. Carbon is the primary life force on all planets. Nothing can exist without carbon. Rocks, trees, water, air,….all forces of carbon. When you become angry, melanin, or what they slyly call “adrenaline” is at its peak. It enables you to “fight or flight.” Keeping you enraged, fighting, cursing and at constant dis-of-ease (disease) is how they eat.

Demons need as much help as possible in order to accomplish their task. That’s why they have secret meetings and discuss how the sun will affect melanin and what it means for them. Black hatred must be pushed on a global scale! When we see that everyone, of all races, of all nationalities despise us, we absorb that negative energy and spiral into a depression. It is that depression that keeps evil alive and functioning.

The end of this year will bring about many changes on this planet. That also means changes for us. The Beta Test with George Zimmerman was just that…a test. Soon, there will be another test on a much more heightened and publicized scale. My dreams tell me it will involve a female. Black men in the public eye will be ordered to mock her and her unfortunate situation causing the gap between black men and women to widen.

Of course, I could be wrong. My dreams are often unclear and the “flashes” I receive are sometimes blurry. I’m telling you this because a false flag is coming. And it will be greater than the Trayvon Martin Scandal.



Dear Truthbetold Part 4

I received this letter a few days ago from a black reader. It saddened and somewhat shocked me because it was not the first time a black female admitted this. I discussed it with a good buddy of mine and she gave me her perspective on things. May I say something? I’m somewhat surprised at the overwhelming amount of pretty, educated, friendly yet lonely and unhappy black women out there.

One would think that as long as she met the “basic” qualifications for a partner and was acceptable to bring home and meet the parents, men would be lining up, or even fighting, to grab her. But from what I’ve been reading, that isn’t the case. I’ve been thinking about this post for a few days now and I almost didn’t publish it. But I feel it’s too important of a topic NOT to post it.

I’d like to speak my peace on this disheartening topic, just once, before I let you have yours.

No matter how much men feel that they “run” things, we all know that The Universe is female. Without Her, life as we know it, is gone. Historically, the black female has been overwhelmingly loyal to her man. Some strayed for reasons of her own but most stayed. Why? Intrinsically, she understood the game. The day that black women “take the bait” and give up on black men, for whatever reason, the entire game is O-V-E-R. 


“Im a black woman whos been reading your blog and comments for awhile now. Despite your multiple posts on black love and forgiveness, Ive decided to give up on black men entirely and start dating women. Ive concluded that many women feel trapped in the black game. Black women supposed to be the ones who are always there for our men but they never seem to want to return the favor. Its almost like they expect it. They only notice you if you dress a certain way. They want you to put out as soon as they meet you and if you dont, they leave and find a woman who will. Then they curse her and call her a slut when there done. Im tired of the sex games with men. Im also tired of being the one to foot the bill. I feel like there looking for a reason to date and marry anyone except black women.

I also notive that when there with a white partner, theyll do anything to keep her happy. But they never do that with us. Frankly white women can have them. Many of them have nothing to offer a black woman anyway. Women are much more patient and loving when it comes on to relationships. Sorry fro the long post but its just how I feel “


The Zimmerman Experiment

Honorary White Man George Zimmerman

Hitler conducted many experiments throughout his planned and permitted rise to power. The Khazars, once deemed subhuman, were given the highest level of success and integration before their extermination. They were made to feel as though they were fully accepted within the Aryan Race and intermarried freely. During the occupation, multiple experiments were carried out just to see the reaction of the masses.

Wearing the Jewish Star as an identifier:

And mandatory vaccines and blood/ DNA tests quickly come to mind. Studying Hitler and his “secret” ally, Prescott Bush, has given me a new understanding of Sun Tzu’s The Art of War. History repeats itself over and over again because Hitler called it:

“Luckily for us, the masses do not think.”

Social experiments have been played out via the Jewish media propaganda machine as a way to closely watch our responses, read our thoughts via blogs, tweets and text messages and to have a full understanding of exactly WHO their target audience really is. It is my innerstanding that black people, since the dawn of creation, have been at the forefront of white people’s thoughts since the day they laid eyes on us.

Zimmerman, a Masonic Jew, conducted a social and esoteric experiment for the world to see. The one officer, from the very beginning, who claimed OUTRIGHT that he did not believe a word of Zimmerman’s story, was quickly removed from the crime scene and, in the fashion of the occult, disappeared from the face of the Earth never to be heard from again. Jews, Charles Manson and Bernie Goetz:

Also conducted “experiments” which, for the most part, failed to bring desired results. Last night, whilst relaxing with a cup of tea, The Creator, in Her/ His Imminent Glory, gave me a “flash” of reality. I saw an image of Zimmerman grinning with his father. When his father looked up, his eyes “changed”. The media would like us to riot, burn down and essentially rip each other in half. They would like us to venture into new “riot territory” and bring our 500-year-worth anguish into WHITE suburbia. They want us to stew in the same rage as the King and Till murder. They want our melanin power to become so potent with cortisol-induced anger, that we’ll take it to the streets and unleash ourselves. Then…without warning, they’ll have no choice but to bring another experiment, The Boston Bombing aka Martial Law, into full effect.

Zimmerman’s planned murder of a young melanin-rich boy and staged acquittal is leading us into another Black Holocaust. Now that his PERMITTED freedom has been viewed all over the globe, yes…people from other countries do watch AmeriKlan tel-lie-vision, what simple message does that send to ANYONE of ANY race regarding black life?

That black life is worthless. That black people are worthless. That you can shoot ANY black person for any reason, for any offense, real or imagined, and GET AWAY WITH IT.

What message does that send to us?

That anyone, anywhere can now claim “self-defense”, and kill our mothers, our grandmas, our 2 year old nephews or us in the name of “protecting white life.” This experiment, which was televised and blown up on purpose, was not done for naught. It was done as yet another way to push forth a White Supremacist Agenda. What is the name of that agenda?



How White People Perverted the Swastika

Ancient Swastikas: A-Rhodes (585 BC) B, C – Greek (500 BC) D – Greek (615 BC) E – Peru (300 CE) F – Woodland Indian (1000 CE) G – Greek (300 BC)

A friend of mine, who recently came back from India, brought me as a souvenir a red headband encrusted with a gold thread, a Hindu devotional object. After a closer examination, to my great surprise, I found it to be covered with tiny swastikas. Forgetting completely about the true meaning of the sign and looking through the prism of my Polish historical heritage I was shocked (and at first terrified) with my discovery. So how did it happened that this ancient multicultural symbol of ‘good luck’ has such horrid and evil connotations in the modern Western culture?

Signifier: swastika is a symmetrical cross with its arms bend usually at right angles. In geometric terms, it is known as an irregular icosagon or 20-sided polygon.

Sacred Swastikas in different cultures

Signified: the word swastika comes from Sanskrit and literally means ‘well-being’.

It describes a lucky object or a mark denoting good luck. The symbol appears in many ancient cultures with different meanings attributed to it: image of the supreme god, solar symbol, symbol of fire, union of the male and female sex, harmony. It is a historical sacred symbol in Eastern Religions. In Buddhism swastika represents eternity and it appears on the chest of some statues of Buddha. In Hinduism it represents Sun’s rays, upon which life depends. As well in Christianity swastika is used as a hooked version of a Christian Cross and appears in many ornaments and church decoration.

The swastika was adopted as a symbol of National Socialist German Worker’s Party (NSDAP or the Nazi Party) in 1920, and in the 1930s, after Adolf Hitler’s rise to power, it became a commonly used symbol of Nazi Germany. It was during the Second World War when in many cultures worldwide the connoted meaning of swastika changed. From the universal genuine sign it suddenly became a racist ‘Aryan’ emblem, a symbol of the Nazis and their atrocities. “The Nazi movement has become such a strong sign that many of the cultural signs to which it linked itself were retooled to be entirely identified with that movement. This re-purposing affected the swastika.”

In 1950’s French philosopher Roland Barthes broadened semiology by the term ‘myth’ which he described as “a peculiar system, in that it is constructed from a semiological chain which existed before it: it is a second-order semiological system. That which is a sign in the first system, becomes a mere signifier in the second.” As the sign becomes associated with a concept, it becomes a signifier and produces a second sign, which is detached from the original meaning.

So following this method: the swastika (sign) is a crooked cross (signifier) and in pre-Nazi times symbolizes ‘luck’ (signified); when Hitler decided to use it as a symbol of Nazi Germany (sign) swastika (signifier) became the symbol of hate, racism, evil etc.

{Thank to you speloona for this post}


Black Hair And White Domination


I’m sure I’ll be railroaded for this post as it will anger some of you.


It’s time to wake up.

The European told us right from the beginning what he thought of our hair. They are “dreadfully locked.” Hence the term Dreadlocks. Resembling the lion’s mane, some cultures like the Masai, have the women totally bald while the men sport long locks past their knees.

Since the white man/ white woman is the very opposite of everything we stand for, it is safe to surmise that whatever he introduces into our culture is deficient, destructive and deadly.


There is a reason why our hair has been a source of constant pain, mockery and suffering since the European gazed at us with burning envy. Our hair is God’s antennae. Spiraled towards Heaven, it “communicates” with our cousins: the soil, the trees, the rocks and all of earth’s creatures. You have the ability to look into a creatures eyes and feel their happiness, anguish, love and loneliness. Why? Because the Holy Creator gave you the ability to “pick up on a certain vibe.” Your hair is literally alive. It feeds on sunlight, breathes in air, grows strong with Vitamin D, grows weak and falls out under stress and botheration and “drinks” in water every time you wash it. Like all things living under the system of white domination, it must be controlled or destroyed.

Black women (and some men), every time you burn your antennae, you “kill” your receptors, absorb toxins into your brain and tell Mother Nature that you are not interested in Her commands from up above. What toxins am I talking about?

Rat poison


Phosphoric acid

Ammonium (ammonia)

These chemicals are absorbed through your scalp (your skin has many “holes” called pores) and it infiltrates into your lungs, kidney and liver. As you know, I’ve been in medicine for 11 years. You are able to live with one kidney, but you CANNOT live without a liver. Your liver is God’s filtration system. Once that has been desecrated…I’ll let you finish that sentence. I’m going to say something to the females (and some men) that read this blog who will no doubt scream at me in anger but…before you lash out at me, know that I only have your best interest at heart.

The reason why we plaster chemicals in our hair is directly related to self-hatred.

You hate your kinks and curls and corkscrews because you secretly wish you had this:

Yurugu’s woman

Lifeless, flat, limp hair that cannot hold its shape and has no connection to the Most High. Due to our mental disease called Stockholm Syndrome and the European disease called Projection Syndrome, we wish to emulate the very thing that wishes more than anything to be like us! Since people who suffer from Projection vilify the trait they do not like within themselves, they attach negative qualities to the outside world. No wonder we are caught up in a spiral of madness!

The AmeriKlan govern-Nazi gives Asians ridiculous amounts of money in the form of grants to open businesses in your areas, in your towns, in your countries to sell you instant self-gratification in the form of rat poison because they know that you hate yourselves. Blacks are the weakest and most vulnerable targets of every immigrant group that migrates to the Divided Snakes. They know almost intrinsically our need to assimilate into the very culture that despises us. Within years, they open shops and sell you your hair care products, laced with poison, to not only take money out of your community but to assist you in your suicide. I’ve seen sisters forsake the rent, food and their children’s education just to buy a hair weave from an unknown source for 1,200 to obtain “white femininity” for a few weeks. Our self-hate runs so deep, that we’ll risk tumors:

Brain cancer

To distance ourselves from our roots. Black hair is currently a multi-TRILLION, yes, TRILLION dollar industry worldwide. Everyone is in on the game. The relaxer cremes are made in labs and then transferred to various “black areas” with a pretty, mostly light-skinned female on the cover smiling brilliantly to give off the impression of happiness because she now has “manageable” hair.

Since I pay strict attention to the European mis-education word salad called “English”, let’s dissect this:

When your hair has been “managed” by their poison, that would mean that it was “unruly” before.

Since the name of their chemical is a “relaxer”, then that means that you were “tightly wound” before.

Why would they seek to “manage” an “unruly” thing? Because, that is apart of their slave mentality towards us. We are beasts in need of  “managing.” We never left the plantation. Not in their minds. And…if we insolently try to resist and keep our natural hair, they “punish” us by:

Refraining employment opportunities

(And if we do have jobs, we are targeted for termination)

Refraining to give us apartments to rent

Labeling us as “suspicious”

Labeling us as drug users

Labeling us a mischief-makers

Spying on us in our neighourhoods

Paying Tel-lie-vision personalities/ rappers/ actors to call us ugly and undesirable

This is all apart of their master plan to dominate every Dark Matter People on the face of the earth. What they will never tell you is quite simple: The day that Africans wake up and start loving every single thing about ourselves, their psychological hold over us will be over. By keeping us in a perpetual state of mental slavery, they continue to crack the proverbial whip across our backs.

We, in our need to appease them, give them power over our lives.

You’ve been asking me from day one, “How do I fight them? How do we even begin to resist their war tactics?”

My answer has not changed:

Stop playing their games. Shut down their companies by refraining to buy false hair. Shut down Asian-run industries and love your own hair. Stop buying their products. Stop catering to them and cater to your own people. We are the only group on earth that DOES NOT understand this simple strategy. Love yourself. All of yourself. Especially the greatest asset God gave you.

Your hair.


Sorry Seems To be The Hardest Word

Your pride is your downfall
Your Achilles heel
Working like a beast
To break down those walls
No thought to how I feel

“You’re the best…”
That’s all I ever heard
But for you
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Content with malcontent
Happy being miserable
You drained me dry
And left me spent

Try, try, try
That’s all I ever do
You see what you wish
It’s all about you

Like a hungry beast
You gorge yourself
On my feast
No thought to
Me in the least

Old and gray
Angry and cantankerous
Is how you’ll stay

Never knowing true peace
Which suits you just fine
As you slumber and dine
With no peace of mind

I’ll move on
Away from here
With thoughts of you
Less and less clear
Which is exactly
What you wanted to hear

If misery is a female
Your cries and wails
Will draw her ever near
As you hold her dear

I coulda, shoulda ran the moment I knew
After all, you did tell me, didn’t you?
Stubborn to the core I stay and tried
You left me alone while I cried and cried

Vanity is your sin
Your cross to bear
You always win
You give in to your fear

“I don’t wanna be this way!”
Is what you say
But I do declare
If I may?
You love this shit
You live for it
Alive and well
In a tormented spell
Can’t you tell?

Anguish too!
According to you
What else would you do?

No more shall I wait
I’m done with you
Sorry seems to be the hardest word
Fuck you


Projection: A European Madness Disease


Since writing my “Stockholm Syndrome” post on black mental sickness, I thought it was time to do the European counterpart. Since we all agree that blacks are mentally ill due to our introduction and indoctrination into a deviant white society, I’d like to explain White Sickness. Whites living in their own self-created white supremacist system suffer from a deadly disease called Projection:

Psychological projection was first conceptualized by Sigmund Freud, a homosexual, pedophilic, cocaine-addicted Jewish Freemason, as a defense mechanism where a person subconsciously denies his or her own negative attributes by ascribing them to persons in the outside world instead. Thus, projection involves imagining or projecting faults onto others. The original idea was that projection would allow for reduced anxiety by allowing the expression of the unwanted unconscious impulses or desires without letting the conscious mind recognize them.

From the beginning of time, the European, delegated to the caves in Eurasia, has been dependent on the African for knowledge and survival. His-Story and media propaganda would have us believing that it is Africans who needed help and guidance. When I began the painful process of un-learning my white mis-education and re-learning who I am, why God created me and what the future holds for His People, I wanted to inhale all that was placed in front of me. My quest lead me to the creation of the one word that cannot die:


What is the real definition of a nigger in my estimation?

A nigger is a low-down, dirty, good-for-nothing, shiftless, lazy person.

Africans who built civilizations, who created math, astronomy and science, taught the European everything that they know from the importance of bathing, to fishing, to building houses, to farming, to explaining why they should not kill and ingest each other, have proven that they are not niggers. An African, by my definition, cannot be a nigger. A nigger is someone who:

Depends on the hard work of others to grow rich while they sit back and do nothing

Is unable to be satisfied no matter what amount of wealth they acquire

Cheats, steals, lies, kills and rapes their way to the top

Does not understand the basics of huemanity

Does not understand the importance of Spirituality

Does not have any respect or value for flora and fauna

Controls the media with lies

Sells guns and drugs to children

Embezzles money

Spawns children all over the Earth and do not care for them

Rapes children in pedophile circuses, including their own

Kills animals for sport

Drops bombs on certain neighbourhoods due to envy

Creates human and animal zoos

Flings a newborn baby into the mouth of a hungry alligator

Gives a complete stranger their babies to suckle and raise because they cannot do it themselves

Practices bestiality

Steals resources from other countries

Blows up fault lines causing earthquakes

Drills for oil and kills innocent animals

Practices Necrophilia

Practices scatophilia

Creates deadly diseases in labs

Experiments on humans for pleasure

Elects fraudulent politicians

Writes laws which contradict morality

Creates toxic vaccines

Builds private banks to keep the money for themselves

Crashes the stock market for their personal gain

Privatizes prisons for personal gain

Obliterates the constitution of marriage with pornography, homosexuality and feminism

Plants drugs at crime scenes

Castrates men and women and use their body parts for trophies

Poisons the food and water supply with chemicals and metals

Has plastic surgery to obtains features they criticize others for having

Creates soundwaves to manipulate the weather

Creates drones to spy on people

Creates drones to drop bombs on other countries

Kills their own family members and blames it on others

Creates addictive drugs under the guise of helping children concentrate

Sterilizes men and women without their consent

Walks into other people’s Holy Land and takes it

Kidnaps people and steal and eat their body parts

Brainwashes people through predictive programming

Builds ovens to cook humans

Creates a mafia

Writes laws that delegates where you will live

Writes laws that delegates who much you’ll earn

Writes laws that delegates how you’ll be treated

Writes laws that delegates where you’ll be educated

Segregates neighbourhoods, towns and cities

Dumps sewage in your neighbourhood

Feels that the holocaust of a indigenous peoples wasn’t “all that bad”

Eats their young in ritual sacrificial Satanic ceremonies

And intimidates and threatens to kill ANYONE who dares to expose them, including their own kind

Now that you’ve seen the true definition of the word, the question is: who does the word best describe?

Projection, a mental anomaly, is born out of the desire to escape realism of oneself. It is a necessary tool for the mind to obtain some form of structured “normalcy” within “abnormalcy”. If, for one moment, the abnormal mind should ever face the reality, mental decomposition is surely imminent. Therefore, Projection becomes a psychological clutch that is used to proclaim innocence, piety and wholesomeness.

There is, of course, a tremendous downfall to this disease. By seeing the worst in others because you are unable and unwilling to see the worst in yourself, you unwillingly create your own Karmic destruction. The Law of the Universe states that everything destroyed by malicious intent shall be replaced with the destroyer themselves. The upcoming catastrophes will offer a Karmic balance for the lives lost by evil.

Since studying and understand the prison system that Africans are forced to live in (for now), I have gained a feeling akin to pity for my oppressors. Even though they have projected their worst attributes onto us, I know that Karmic Law, not the law of man, will seek Justice. As somewhere deep down, my oppressors know it too.


Renta Dread

(Thanks Charmaine for telling me about this!)


Why The Black Female is Our Last Hope For Black Liberation

“We need black women to take the lead…”   —– Jabari

I had a Spiritual awakening (yes, another one) last week. I saw our young black sisters wearing pants down to their waists, mimicking their boyfriends, and frankly, I became disgusted. I saw our sisters in Asian shops spending hundreds of dollars of rent money and food money for synthetic hair weaves and plastering ammonia and aluminum on their scalps to have the “nice hair” that will make their oppressors more comfortable. I saw our sisters in beauty shops allowing Korean women to pluck their eyebrows and attach fake, acrylic fingernails made with trace amounts of rat poison and manganese so they can have “pretty hands” because they are not happy with the hands that God gave them.

As I wandered around, I became more and more aware that the entire world is waiting for the true revolutionaries to step up to the plate and lead our revolution to freedom. The world is waiting for the one person whose strength and power is limitless. Whose love is so fierce that she will fight to the death for her family’s survival. The world is waiting for the Black Woman to realize her role in this Universe as the Earth Mother, the Creator of life and the knower and seer of all things. The Black Woman is the one who shall lead the masses.

And that’s why she is currently being destroyed.

I’ve advised you to study and understand European His-Story which is built ENTIRELY on the male principle of Yurugu. Inhale their military tactics. Study their xenophobia…even within their own clan. Understand why they are xenophobic. Study their ways of thinking and how they rise to power. Hitler made this excellent and truthful statement to one of his advisers:

“First You Get the Women, Then You’ve Got the Children, So Follow the

What is taking place in our black homes, black schools and black communities is just a facsimile of the past. Whites never change. Accept that as a fact. Stop making excuses for it. Stop looking for a “good white person” because they do not exist. All whites under their system of white supremacy have one interest only: Their own survival. Once you overstand that, then you will see that the black female is our last hope for survival.

Africans are the only true huemans on this planet. What does that mean? Simply, we have both the male and female principle that lives in all of us. That is why we can be harsh yet loving. Tough yet understanding. Swift yet forgiving. Aggressive and merciless yet soft and yielding. We are nature and soil and air and all other elements that make this planet alive. But…only the female can give life. That makes her and her alone the dominant principle. Evil knows that once the black female has been lead astray from her black man and her black family, all hopes of redemption and survival is lost. That is why she is currently being pushed through the media to date, fornicate and marry out of her race. That is why her natural looks, hair, lips, body type and colouring are under relentless attack. That is why she is being encouraged to abort her baby. Have you ever wondered why when a white woman is pregnant, not only is her pregnancy celebrated but she is revered to the highest degree of womanhood?

Open your eyes.

The black female is demoralized into being a subhuman, sexualized figure. Hitting her is encouraged. Masculinizing her is pushed through “black feminism”, which is rooted is Jewry. That is why she is being given employment opportunities and educational opportunities that were once designed for men. That is why she is being brainwashed to hate her man, her family and herself. And that is why she now sees the white man as her “intellectual partner and saviour.”

Once she has given up and begins to see the black man as her enemy, the black race will be exterminated. This is, of course, all apart of The Plan. What plan is that?



Michael Jackson Tried To Tell Us The Truth


The Niggerization of the Negro

“Truth, have you noticed that our people have gotten worse in the last 20 years?” I stopped sipping my tea and listened to X, my older, conscious friend. “I mean, we’ve dissolved into debauchery in a way that I’ve never seen before and I grew up in the time of ‘Free Love’!”. I thought carefully about my answer, “In what way?”

“Well, we seem to only care about fame, sex and getting money. Our children are taking pills prescribed by the school principal, our girls are identifying with rappers and strippers and our boys are growing up with no respect for women, no respect for God and no respect for themselves. We’ve got schools where our children can choose to be male or female, we have no fresh produce, a McDonald’s on every corner, we’re fatter than ever and the worst part is…we don’t seem to care. We’re falling fast. And I’m scared…Look, all I’m saying is black people are gonna die if we don’t change quick.”

I was quiet as my friend ranted her anguish at our people slipping gladly into the belly of the beast. I wanted to comfort her but even one comment about how “we’re getting better” would be a boldface lie. I too have seen my fair share of our girls wearing next to nothing in the streets, our boys sporting pants that show off the top of their buttocks, gangsta rap about raping 13 year old children and our resistance to anyone that dares to point us in the right direction.

Once upon a time, at least to my memory, being black stood for something. It meant something:

Black Solidarity

You weren’t just a colour, you were a direct extension of God. An Original Human. The First Human. You were proud. Almost defiant and ready to defend your blackness. You couldn’t explain it, but you sensed being black was almost a purpose.


Nicki Minaj

Our entire struggle has backslid into a symphony of slackness. And, perhaps the scariest thing for me is…We seem to enjoy it. And we’re teaching our children to enjoy it. And their children will continue that circle of spiritual defeat until we are no more. I wonder what will become of God’s People? Will we magically rise up one day and exclaim, “Oh my gosh! I’ve been living my life all wrong. I see that now. I must begin my journey of self-discovery before it’s too late.” Or will we continue our cycle of infectious indoctrination and slowly perish?

Let me ask my readers, honestly…what happened to us? How did we go from Black Pride to Worship of Mammon?


Open Discussion #9

This arrived in my mailbox.

HI invisible women. Let me put this clear to you. Racist both white and black racist people are usually dumb. Im surprised that everything you said in your post is absolute bullshit. I was like , will she say one thing that makes sense and is correct. Guess what you disappointed me because everything you said is complete crap and there is no truth to it at all. We should work on fixinf problems with rascism and not spreading them like you. But guess what. White woman are the most beautiful woman on earth and I bet you feel that way to so you take your frustration out on the internet. Most black people are waaaaay to stupid to accomplish anything out of value but you have some smart black people. YOU WISH TO BE WHITE AND IT`s obvious. I almost feel sorry for you but I dont. You said that white people are trying to be black, guess what. That happens one in a million while the opposite is one in one hundred people. SO

FUCK YOU cunt!

if you were amrt at all you would LOOK AT WHAT THE JEWS does. But ohhh too bad YOU`RE STUPID!

Dear white people,

Ever since I opened my little shop, you’ve been craaaaazy, ain’t ya? Keep the insults coming. You are motivating me to succeed more than I can ever tell you. At this rate, I’ll open 2 shops just to piss you off. By the way, please continue to show my black family who you truly are. In the words of The Hon. Elijah Muhammad:

“I don’t have to convince you the white man is the Devil. He will convince you of that himself.”


The Next Boogeyman

Last night, I watched Space Traders again. For those of you that never saw or heard of it…here you go:

So….Here’s the question:

Since we all agree that whiteness cannot survive without an inferior to subjugate, if blacks were no longer the Global Boogeyman, who would be next in line?

I’ll leave this up for a few days so you can discuss and debate.


Darkness Matters

“Research Melano-Tan Injections.”


“Melano-Tan. You need to see this. Whites are gearing up for the next stage in their desire for blackness and their war against us. It is very real. Why do you think we’re being kidnapped?”

European man injecting Blackness

That was the advice uttered to me by Dr. Yaffa Bey. I called her to ask for business advice since opening my little shop and we spent an easy hour on the phone discussing the power of words and their ability to cast spells, our mis-education system, the term “black“, which really means “white“, our Spiritual enslavement through European demonism, the curse of Ham, which isn’t real, The Khazars who claim to be Jew-ish, why we can’t “snap out of it” and what the future holds for melanin-rich peoples on Earth.

She gave me so much information, my head spun and I was instantly taken back to the first time Neely Fuller and I conversed. Dr. Bey explained why whites have so much aggression, anger and hatred towards us and how they are planning to wipe us clean off the map. What I’m about to say is going to shock you. In the words of Booker T. Coleman, “Don’t believe anything I say. Do your own research. I could be lying to you.” Whites are kidnapping us, melting down our organs, cutting open our skulls and eating our pineal gland in order to become “powerful” and injecting our melanin into themselves.

What is Melanotan ll ? 

Melanotan II is a hormone that stimulates your body’s own melanin production, giving you a deep and natural tan without  the dangers of harmful natural sun exposure or excessive use of tanning beds.

Melanotan ll was developed by researchers at the University of Arizona many years ago. They discovered that one of the best defenses against skin cancer is a natural tan. It was found that by making a way to make the skin’s tanning cells (melanocytes) produce more tanning pigment (melanin). By using Melanotan ll the risks associated with skin damage would be eradicated and a beautiful and natural tan could be achieved.


Melanotan 2tanning injections is a research peptide and so we have no way of knowing how each individual will react, if at all. We know Melanotan ll works naturally with your body making everyone’s experience and results different. We know that certain skin types groups will usually get very similar results.


  • Females: 30 mg package
    (Very fair skinned may need the 50 mg package.)
  • Males: 50 mg package
    (Again, very fair skinned may need the 50 mg package plus a 30 mg package.)

IMPORTANT NOTE:  Melanotan ll has short-term side effects. You may experience varying degrees of  nausea, loss of appetite, facial flushing, increased blood pressure, aching limbs and increased libido with the first few injections. Side effects will subside  after about a week. Take your Melanotan ll with food.You may also experience an increase in color of existing moles and the appearance of new moles. Once you have stopped taking Melanotan 2 the moles will disappear and/or go back to their usual appearance. { taken from melanotan }

Now that you’ve read this, now that you know, now that you understand why you are hunted and feared, now that you know why the white man hates you, desires you and wants to be you, will this new knowledge empower you to open your eyes to who and what you really are? Or, will you continue to be mislead?


J. Edgar Hoover: Stockholm Syndrome Sufferer

 J. Edgar Hoover – who covered up his black ancestry Picture © FOLKETIBILD/KULTURFRONT

“Not all slave masters abused their slaves – Some actually treated them like family and bore children by them, like the Mississippi plantation owner, William Hoover. He had eight children by my Great Grandmother, Elizabeth Allen. One of those children was my Grandfather William Allen, and one was his brother, Ivery Hoover, who later had one son; J. Edgar.” Millie McGhee, author of Secrets Uncovered, J Edgar Hoover – Passing For White?

A new book entitled Secrets Uncovered, J Edgar Hoover – Passing For White? has been published revealing that J Edgar Hoover, the head of the FBI for most of its early history from 1924 until his death in 1972, had black ancestors. The author, Millie McGhee is an African-American who says she was told as a little girl in McComb, Mississippi, USA, of her familles links with Hoover, described by the author Edward Spannaus, his article The Mysterious Origins of J. Edgar Hoover as “one of the most virulent racists to hold a top government position” in the USA in the 20th century.

She says that her grandfather told of her of a “very powerful” man in Washington who was related to the family but did not want the links to be known and passed himself off as white. She reveals in her book that this man was Hoover, who was born in 1895, was apparently anxious that no one should know of his black origins.

McGhee, a former teacher in Los Angeles, contacted a genealogist in Salt Lake City, Utah, for help in tracing her family’s history back over 200 years. Her research shows that Hoover’s grandfather and great-grandfather lived in a segregated black area of Washington and were once classified in a census as “coloured”. In the search of census records into the family of his father, Dickerson Naylor Hoover (who died in 1921 after a long illness) both the Hoover and Naylor families were living in areas of Washington D.C. – then itself a mostly segregated city – where blacks and whites were listed as living in close proximity. Some of the white Hoover families had blacks living with them, not as servants, but blacks being of the same occupation, such as “butcher” or “clerk.” There are also alterations and other oddities in a number of the Hoover family census records, and also in the racial listings which were then included in census records.

According to McGhee, her relatives were warned of “dire consequences” if they spoke publicly of his background. She said that as a little girl she believed that they would be killed if they mentioned the secret.

“Is this man so ashamed of his race that he would spend his whole life passing for white? . . . How has our race offended him ?”

She says that his obsession with the assassinated Civil Rights leaders Martin Luther King and Malcolm X, stemmed in part from a repressed anger about his secret life. Apparently, although members of the Hoover family have contacted her and said that they are not angry about the disclosures, McGhee’s own family were unhappy with her decision to go public, as, understandably, they never wanted to be associated with him.

According to Spannaus, apparently it was well-known both inside and outside the FBI, that there were rumours about Hoover’s possible black ancestry – which were widespread during his long reign. There were also reports that Hoover deployed the FBI to track down who was behind rumours of his black ancestry – just as he did regarding rumours and reports about his homosexuality. The American writer Gore Vidal, who grew up in Washington, D.C. in the 1930s, told the writer Anthony Summers that when:

“Hoover was becoming famous, and it was always said of him – in my family and around the city – that he was mulatto. People said he came from a family that had “passed.’ It was the word they used for people of black origin who, after generations of inbreeding, have enough white blood to pass themselves off as white. That’s what was always said about Hoover.” (Anthony Summers, Official and Confidential: The Secret Life of J. Edgar Hoover, 1993).

Summers also found evidence that blacks referred to Hoover as “some kind of spook” and even “soul brother,” and realized that in some black communities in the eastern part of the USA, it was generally believed that Edgar had black roots. Hoover’s ancestry was always a subject of speculation within the FBI, because of his lack of documented heritage that was always required when someone joined the FBI. Wesley Swearingen, a former FBI Special Agent (from 1951 to 1977), and author of the 1995 book FBI Secrets: An Agent’s Exposé, said that it was always viewed as a mystery the lack of documented evidence on Hoover’s background:

“Because for all the FBI agents, they’d go back and check everything about your family, your relatives, and everything else, to make sure they’re squeaky clean . . . and here, the Director, and nobody knows really where he came from . . . agents would get into topics like that where they on a surveillance or something, when they finished the crossword puzzle, and had nothing else to do, and they’d start talking about Hoover . . . all the agents would get onto the subject of his real tight hair, his tight, wirey hair, and speculation that maybe there was a little hanky-panky in his family . . . and then his facial characteristics were really unusual

A young Hoover

Spannaus has done excellent research himself, which along with McGhee, have also confirmed that there are substantial discrepancies concerning Hoover’s early biography. He observes how:

Strikingly, there does not appear to be {any} contemporaneous record of Edgar’s birth in Washington. Hoover’s own autobiographical account – on which virtually all biographers have relied – states that he was born January 1, 1895, at his parents’ home on Seward Square, in the Capitol Hill neighborhood of Washington, D.C., with a physician, Dr. Mallan, in attendance.However, despite the fact that it was legally required to report a birth to the District of Columbia Health Department, and that this had been done for the first two children born in the family (Dickerson, Jr. and Lillian), there was no certificate of birth filed for Edgar by Dr. Mallan.

The entry for John Edgar Hoover in the Washington D.C. index of births was clearly added at a much later date, and the certificate number contains the suffix “D” – signifying a delayed filing.

Thus Spannaus obtained a certified copy of Edgar’s actual birth certificate – which was not filed until 1938, when Hoover was 43 years old ! The verification of birth is provided by an affidavit executed by Edgar’s older brother Dickerson N. Hoover, Jr., who states that he was present when Edgar was born, and that he himself was 15 years old at the time. Oddly, Dickerson’s affidavit does not mention a doctor being present, in contrast to Edgar’s own account. He found out that, curiously, Hoover had never applied for a birth certificate until after his mother’s death in February 1938. It seems obvious that his mother Annie Hoover – if she in fact was his mother – would have been by far the best witness, rather than a 15-year-old boy.

The writer Anthony Summers, described Hoover as “the offspring of a disturbed father and an ambitious mother.” Apparently the relationship to his father, Dickerson Naylor Hoover, was virtually non-existent. He was never known to have ever spoken about his father even to his closest friends. His relationship with his mother however, was one of extreme dependency. As a child, he was described as “high-strung”, “sickly”, and even “excessively fearful” by relatives. He was said to have a terror of separation from his mother, whom he lived with until her death in 1938. As Spannaus notes:

“Of course, were it the case that Edgar had already been separated from his real mother at an early age, and Annie Hoover was actually his adoptive or surrogate mother, this psychological profile would be entirely consistent with such a scenario”

Spannaus also found indications that his Dickerson and Naylor ancestors (through Hoover’s paternal grandmother) were involved in a post-Civil War “underground railroad” which was used to assist light-skinned blacks to make the transition from black society to white society. (An academic study cited in McGhee’s book, reports that more than three-quarters of African-Americans have some white ancestry, and that at least 23% of white Americans have an African-American element in their background.)

Hoover’s obsession with fighting those who were struggling for black liberation from was an state of apartheid in the USA up until the 1960’s is well-known. For example, in 1956, in the wake of the US Supreme Court’s decision to end segregation of black and white children in schools, Hoover fought with Attorney General Brownell over his proposals for new civil rights laws and enforcement provisions. Hoover declared that “the specter of racial intermarriage” was behind the tensions over “mixed schooling,” and he on one hand attacked the civil rights organizations, while defending and praising the racist and Ku Klux Klan supporting White Citizens Councils in the South. It was also in 1956 that Hoover launched the FBI’s COINTELPRO(Counter-Intelligence Programme) which targeted civil rights groups and leaders, among others. Hoover’s FBI was literally an unofficial extension of the illegal racist groups that were burning down Black churches in the South and lynching Black people – At the time of Hoover’s death in 1972, blacks still constituted less than 1% of FBI special agents. In the early 1960s, one FBI agent reported that:

“In about 90% of the situations in which Bureau personnel referred to Negroes, the word ‘Nigger’ was used and always in a very derogatory manner.” (Richard Gid Powers, Secrecy and Power: The Life of J. Edgar Hoover, 1987, p. 367).

While at George Washington University in 1917, Hoover had became active in what is politely called the “Southern Fraternity,” the Kappa Alpha Order – according to Spannaus others have likened it to the “college auxiliary of the Ku Klux Klan”. His “official” mother, Annie Hoover was the honorary “housemother” for Kappa Alpha at George Washington University, and Hoover remained active in it for the rest of his life. Many of his closest associates at the FBI were also Kappa Alpha members. Ironically, Hoover’s remarkable career path would undoubtedly never have been possible, had it been known to have had black ancestry in his family background. In the decade of his birth, so-called Jim Crow laws were re-instituted through the South. Under the infamous Democratic Presidency of Woodrow Wilson (when Hoover began his career in the Justice Department), segregation was reinstituted throughout the Federal civil service, which had been exempted from Jim Crow laws. And under the prevailing “one drop” rule, any amount of black blood or ancestry would exclude a person from most positions or careers – and certainly from high government positions.

Hoover had first waged a campaign against Marcus Garvey and the black nationalist movement from 1919 to 1923. He launched the infamous campaign to destroy Dr. Martin Luther King when in 1957, Hoover ordered the FBI to monitor King and his Southern Christian Leadership Conference, when it began a campaign to register eligible black voters in the racist South. Throughout his life in the 1960’s before he was murdered by persons unknown suspected of working for the US government, the FBI ruthlessly targeted King. Thus, it is no surprise that when the news came through over the radio that King had been killed shot in Memphis on April 4th, 1968 there were jubilant cries of “They got the SOB!” that reverberated through the Atlanta FBI office. One former FBI agent recalled another agent shouting “We finally got the son of a bitch!” (Curt Gentry, J. Edgar Hoover: The Man and the Secrets, 1991, p. 606; Anthony Summers, Official and Confidential: The Secret Life of J. Edgar Hoover, 1993, p. 364). Hoover’s FBI also waged an total war against other Black liberation figures such as Malcolm X and the Black Panthers – 38 of whom were killed in suspicious circumstances.

It is clear that McGhee’s book has contributed substantially to understanding the complex figure of J. Edgar Hoover – we can only wait and wonder now if the FBI will change it’s official history to reflect a more accurate picture of his life and his time as the head of FBI when it ruthlessly attempted to crush the black liberation struggle. He is certainly a person who does not deserve to have public buildings and institutions named him. 

{Copied from: The secret life of J. Edgar Hoover}


Black Family,

The insanity of the term “whiteness” that the European coined for their betterment, their unearned privilege and their false white solidarity will be their own downfall. It has become more obvious to me that the utter hatred whites have for us stems from utter hatred of themselves.


Are Blacks U. S. Citizens?

Indigenous Americans

I had the most awe-inspiring conversation with my very good blogger-buddy the other day. He stated with utmost certainty that Black AmeriKlans are NOT U.S. citizens. The comment caught me off guard. I allowed him to speak his mind about this controversial topic and he said a mouthful!

So now I shall ask you the burning question:

Are black Ameriklans citizens? 


Subliminal Messages

Black Family in the Media

“Miss Truthbetold, have you noticed anything different now that your eyes are opening?”

That was the question Neely Fuller fired at me not too long ago when we spoke for the 4th time. I was embarrassed at how blind I was to all the hidden clues and messages that were being thrown at us by the White Supremacist Media.

Not only do I notice “anything different“, I can now spot the hidden messages in EVERY TV program, cartoon, advertisement and commercial. Black family, the media is the number one weapon being used for our mental destruction. Most of the time, we are totally oblivious to this Zionist Agenda Dr. Wright aptly called “Menticide.”

Look at this picture I found in a random article on Yahoo. Believe it or not, they are everywhere! I just picked this one simply because it was first. I will not give my opinion. I’ll just allow you to speak your own minds.

Can you spot it?


Excerpts From the Talmud

Holy Book

Researching the slave trade and how it was financed, I was not shocked to discover the Jew. Not one to believe anything I read, especially if it is written by Europeans, I did my own research of the Jew-“ish” peoples and stumbled upon The Talmud, their Holy Book. You can learn a lot about a peoples from their religious literature.

Please take the time to read these excerpts:

“A maiden three years and a day may be acquired in marriage by coition (sex) and if her deceased husband’s brother cohabits with her, she becomes his. The penalty of adultery may be incurred through her; (if a niddah) she defiles him who has connection with her, so that he in turn defiles that upon which he lies, as a garment which has lain upon (a person afflicted with gonorrhea).”
His wife derives no pleasure from this, and hence there is no cleaving. A variant reading of this passage is: Is there anything permitted to a Jew which is forbidden to a heathen. Unnatural connection is permitted to a Jew. By taking the two in conjunction, the latter as illustrating the former, we learn that the guilt of violating the injunction `to his wife but not to his neighbor’s wife’ is incurred only for natural but not for unnatural intercourse.”

 “Our rabbis taught: If a woman sported lewdly with her young son (a minor), and he committed the first stage of cohabitation with her, -Beth Shammai says, he thereby renders her unfit for the priesthood. Beth Hillel declares her fit…All agree that the connection of a boy nine years and a day is a real connection; whilst that of one less than eight years is not; their dispute refers only to one who is eight years old.

“Rabba said, It means this: When a grown up man has intercourse with a little girl it is nothing, for when the girl is less than this, it is as if one puts the finger in the eye, but when a small boy has intercourse with a grown up woman, he makes her as `a girl who is injured by a piece of wood’ “.

“Rab Judah said that Rab said: A small boy who has intercourse with a grown up woman makes her (as though she were ) injured by a piece of wood (1). Although the intercourse of a small boy is not regarded as a sexual act, nevertheless the woman is injured by it as by a piece of wood.”
“R. Papa said: It excludes an animal, because there is not adultery in connection with an animal. Raba of Parazika (5) asked R. Ashi, Whence is the statement which the Rabbis made that there is no adultery in connection with an animal? Because it is written, Thou shalt not bring the hire of a harlot or the wages of a dog etc.; (6) and it has been taught: The hire of a dog (7) and the wages of a harlot (8) are permissible, as it is said, Even both of these (9) – the two (specified texts are abominations) but not four.

I think I’ll stop there.

I acquired this book via the internet and settled in with a cup of peppermint tea and began reading. After 15 minutes, I threw the book onto the coffee table and went out to get some air. Truthfully, I did not finish it…I couldn’t…my stomach did not permit me to. Over-standing what I have read has given me greater insight for the image degeneracy that plagues the black community via the media. ALL of the networks on tel-lie-vision are Jew-“ish” owned. As are the majority of record labels. As are the majority of literary/publishing/newspaper companies. 

And we wonder why the black man/ black woman/ black child is being portrayed as animalistic.


My Battle With Drapetomania

I remember the day I realized something was wrong with me but I couldn’t put my finger on it. I was in a meeting at work and the boss was speaking about our quarterly performances and monetary departmental gain. The Spirit commanded me to look around the room and what I saw shocked me. I witnessed everyone staring blankly at the speaker, slack-jawed, nodding in unison at his every word, even the ones that made no sense, agreeing with his hypothesis on how to make more and more money, never uttering anything against his policies and it was then, at that precise moment, that I realized I was a slave.

The notion stunned me into stillness.

Why did it take me this long to realize this life-altering conclusion? How long had I been a slave? Then it hit me…

From the day I was born, my purpose on this earth was to enrich and serve white supremacy. I stumbled from one despair filled job to the next, running nowhere, trying to find a way off the plantation but was lost, exhausted and was about to give up. It was purely by accident that a passage in a book caught my eye one day. It was describing a field hand who exhibited my exact same symptoms.

Drapetomania was a supposed mental illness described by physician Samuel Cartwright. In 1851, Cartwright explained that Drapetomania caused black slaves to want to flee captivity. 

Cartwright described the disorder – which, he said, was “unknown to our medical authorities, although its diagnostic symptom, the absconding from service, is well known to our planters and overseers.”

He stated that the malady was a consequence of masters who “made themselves too familiar with [slaves], treating them as equals”.

When I stumbled upon my diagnosis, I felt exhilarated, confused and angry. Happy for my diagnosis at last, confused because never in my life, had whites EVER treated me as an equal and angry for the fact that no black person had ever told me I was a slave.

Why hadn’t someone, anyone, said to me, “Hey Nigger…you’re one of us. Screw your education. Screw your job. That new house you just bought? Screw that too! You ain’t worth shit ’round here.” I fell into one despair-filled spiral after another since my self-diagnosis. I ran nowhere. Took job after job only to end up on someone else’s plantation with an even tougher overseer.

I struggled for freedom. I wanted some other black person to pass me on the street and see that familiar look in my eyes and smile and wink at me and say, “Don’t worry…I have Drapetomania too! I’ve been wanting to flee from my plantation for 20 years…wanna get together and work on a plan?”

But no one came. No one winked. No one smiled and offered any solutions. I was burdened to fight my illness on my own. There are days when I still struggle with my disease to the point of praying for wings to fly away. And there are days that the plantation doesn’t seem that bad. But I know that’s all apart of the illness. To fight and struggle in confusion with everyone…including yourself.


Interracial Agenda

If blacks would stop having sex with whites, the entire system of white supremacy would go into shock——Trojan Pam

Tragic Arrangement

Miss Pam’s quote was burned into my brain. The onslaught of our people marrying and fornicating outside of our race will only end one way:

With our complete and total destruction.

The white man, understanding that his woman is the last “hidden” weapon in the war of white supremacy, will lend his woman to the wealthy, black man for 3 reasons:

To breed a child

To accumulate as much of his money as possible through (a planned) divorce with alimony

To bring that newly acquired wealth back into the white community for their betterment

My friend asked me the other day, “Truth, have you noticed the barrage of interracial coupling on TV?” My response was, “Not really. I don’t really tune in to the propaganda machine.” So she was nice enough to send me these:

Any thoughts? Do you believe in an interracial agenda?


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