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Why Are Black People Stuck?

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(ringing phone)

Me: Hello?

X: Hi Truth. What are you doing?

Me: Working. What’s up?

X: (sighs) What happened to black people?

Me: What do you mean?

X: It’s like we’re stuck. Every avenue we turn, every direction we go down, everywhere we go, we’re just stuck and can’t get out. What’s wrong with us why we can’t come together and just do this?

Blogging has taught me some things over the years. The most important ones, to my understanding, is how desperate, lonely and sad most black people are and how desperate, frightened and mediocre white people are. The two observations are 100% intertwined as one cannot exist without the other. So the question remains:

Why are black people stuck?

This seems like an easy thing to answer.

Slavery

Police Brutality

Poison foods

Poison water

Chemtrails causing illnesses

Poor employment opportunities

High incarceration

The list goes on and on.

During my re-education process, I came to the conclusion that despite the claims of our alleged inferiority, if the same practices were done to any other race of people, they would have surely died off by now. This is one of the many underlying reasons why all races that side with white supremacy have a raw, seething envious hatred for black people.

Removing my emotions, a very hard task, from logic has put me in a different state of mind.

Therefore what I’m about to say will be difficult for you to hear.

Why are black people stuck?

Because some of us want to be.

Life on The Plantation has become so comfortable, so easy, so jovial, why would anyone in their right minds want to leave? You get:

Food ( that’s filled with poison)

A nice home ( that technically belongs to the Queen of England)

A sexy car ( with high interest rates)

Beautiful Clothes ( made in China with the cotton sprayed with poison)

Money ( that can’t seem to pay all the bills so a second job is in order)

And all the sex, sex, sex, and more sex you can handle. Especially the best sex ( in your mind) on the planet:

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The only drawback for all these (false) advantages is the loss of your African self, your African mind and your Soul.

We must remember that even during slavery, there were slaves that REFUSED to help with organizing Resistance, REFUSED to take part in overthrowing the Evil Pale Demon, REFUSED to help send important messages to other slaves regarding the status of their sold loved ones and REFUSED to partake in any activity, big or small, that helped with their own liberation.

We must remember that always.

Why are black people stuck?

Remember him?

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Neanderthal, masonic, wiccan-priest joo, tommy Hilfiger

Hilfiger once stated that he didn’t make his clothes for blacks to enjoy.

What was our response?

First we complained. Then ranted. Then screamed at his racism. Then we rushed out and bought MORE of his clothes to prove to him,” I can and will wear your $900.00 jeans, you racist fucker!”

Why are black people stuck?

I get letters from readers all the time. Some give me permission to reprint them with anonymity. I got one very nasty letter from a female who repeatedly chastised me for feeling the need to “arm myself” on days where my resolve isn’t strong. She scolded me on why, “…someone like yourself who preaches black power should wrap your hair and spritz yourself with Florida Water to ward off negative energies. Why do you need to do that if you’re so powerful?”

I read her letter and wondered two things

In the time it took to her to write me a very lengthy letter to challenge me, what else could she have done? And secondly, what person engaged in warfare DOESN’T arm themselves from attacks? Even our ancestors wore protective amulets while they slept:

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Why are black people stuck?

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Why are our children and adult females rapidly disappearing from us?

Because we don’t give a damn about them.

Name one race on this earth that would allow this to happen without raising Cain? Without going door to door and PHYSICALLY knocking on each door, in the rain and snow, to ask each neighbor, “Have you seen my son?”

Do you think our Spiritual Enemy would allow their Military Manufacturing Center AKA The White Female to go missing WITHOUT his (alleged) knowledge?

But black people are too busy to care if their children are home, if they ate, where they’ve been, the names, first and last, of their friend, and their ENTIRE school schedule with ALL the names of ALL their teachers.

Why are black people stuck?

Black people have become too complacent with our bondage.

We now enjoy our poisons.

It feels good to drive around in a $90,000 BMW to let the world know, “I’ve made it.”

It feels good to live in a house worth $500,000 to let the world see, “I can live like this too.”

It feels good to have all the false comforts of this ill-gotten, Eurocentric society to let yourself know, “I can be like them too.”

There’s just one problem with this way of thinking.

If you have to beg for these things, you’ll never be free.

That’s why you see communities of EVERYONE ELSE working together except black people who always find some excuse to not work together.

“I don’t like her.”

“I don’t like Trinidadians.”

“She thinks she too cute.”

“He’s not man enough.”

“I heard bad things about him.”

You know exactly what I’m talking about.

Why are black people stuck?

Because we’re not ready to be free.

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The War Between Black Men and Black Women: A Simple Study in Zio-Feministic Psy-Op

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A black reader responded to my “21 harsh truths” post. With over 3,000 reposts on Facebook, this post is hitting a raw nerve with everyone. Here’s what he had to say. Pay special attention to the parts I “bolded”:

“Black men who hate black women hate themselves,” not 100% true… those that do hate Black women it is because black women expect too much from their black men, and when their black husbands or boyfriends can not deliver they(black women) start the whole black male bashing thing. (common in a lot of Black movies) Black women are arrogant and think they are heaven on earth. Black women are angry and bitter and are always comparing themselves to other women whether they admit it or not. Black women think that their hair and nails make them the elite of society. The black men that do hate black women hate them because they cannot control them. While your statement may carry some validity it was only part of the whole picture.

“Black women who hate black men have no self-respect,” again not 100% true… those that do hate black men because the want that big house and fancy car and become bitter and upset when he can not deliver or live up to her expectations. They hate black men because a black man(almost any man especially black men) will look at another woman or any race and comment or high five while she (black woman) has to get just about naked or be an easy lay just so she can get noticed. The black women that do hate black men hate them because they cannot control them. Again while your statement may carry some validity it was only part of the whole picture.

Do not misunderstand I agree with a large percentage of what you posted, but what I also saw in a lot of generalization. There is a huge difference between a Black person and a “Nigger.” Your post fails to show that… while yes White America may see us all as “no-good, low-down, dirty Nigger,” it is up to us to know the difference and teach that to our children as the schools and society isn’t going to do it. Then and only then will we reach and full obtain what our ancestors fought and died for

****************************************************************************************************** Since the “war” on the black family structure isn’t going away, perhaps it’s time to tackle this monster head on. Some of the things I will mention here will no doubt offend but since this topic is always coming up in one way or another, I feel it’s due time to air out the dirty laundry. Researching Zionism has given me great insight to its offspring: Feminism, Racism, Pedophilia, TransHuemanism, Transsexualism and Colourism. Of course all are ideologies of the white supremacist system.

What is my definition of white supremacy?

It is a system that functions universally that aims to destroy the Original Hueman in the three aspects of life:

Spiritually

Mentally

Physically

Some may ask, “Aren’t you oversimplifying things?” No. In my estimation, if you do not have the Spirit, the mind and the body, nothing else can be manifested. Breaking the African “Ba” (soul) begins and ends with the African Woman. All life stems from her. Therefore, she is the main focus in the equation. I do not need to go into vast detail about what has been done to the black woman by both white AND black men. Books, movies (the Colour Purple), art, articles and TV series have covered that ad nauseum.

What I’m going to say are 2 simple and truthful, yet hurtful facts:

1. Black women are angry at black men. Are we justified in that anger? Yes. Is it entirely his doing? No.

2. Black men are angry at black women. Are they justified in that anger? Yes. Is it entirely our doing? No.

In order to break up the black family structure, black women were sought, beaten down and targeted for mental and physical elimination. Hitler wrote his entire manifesto based on his struggles and desires to cleanse the earth of lesser life forms. Throughout 500 years, Zionistic propaganda brainwashed the black woman, through white feminism and white misogyny, to believe that the black man is “her enemy” and her “career”, the one that white supremacy ALLOWS her to have,  is more important than family. She is brainwashed to believe that her sexuality is “up for grabs by the highest bidder” instead of it being an expression of God.

For the black man, he was and still is made to feel, over the course of 500 years, emasculated by the powerlessness he feels by NOT being ALLOWED to protect and provide for his black family unit. Therefore, the black woman’s intentional  and permitted success and education would ultimately tear the black man and black woman apart. Black men need to be and feel in control of their family, their life and their future. By denying him that right, yes…I said right, he turns to other ways, legal and illegal, to feel masculinized. What are those other ways? Selling drugs, joining gangs, which is his way of having a structural family unit, sexing and marrying out of his race, abusing and using women for his carnal pleasures (rape culture), black on black crime and other lower vibrational acts.

The black woman, who is rightfully the head of her home and children, needs to feel safe, valued and protected in all areas of her life. By denying her that safety and value, she seeks attention in the form of excessive shopping, permitted and planned career advancement, material worship, sexing and marrying outside of her race and feeling the need to reduce herself as a sexual plaything to “keep a man.” The traps have been set for us since we we’re kidnapped and brought here as commodity.

Tel-lie-vision has depicted the new “norm” of a modern-day family. That family is usually white, broken, homosexual, beastial, carnal and spiritually diseased. Since we, Africans, are mentally ill from centuries of mitochondrial DNA-induced trauma, we now equate the filth attached with the Eurocentric behavioural patterns with our own. No longer are we proud to be “God-fearing” and “modest”. We display Eurocentric misogyny freely and equate that with masculinity.

With more and more black men intentionally incarcerated (The Patriot Act) during their reproductive years, the black female is left to raise her children by herself and leave them in the hands of The State. Thusly, the cycle continues. Feminism (Zionism) has given the black woman a false sense of accomplishment and the black man a sense of low self-esteem. Since we are unable to identify the culprit of our demise, we act in the exact fashion that we were staged to behave. With utter disdain, disrespect, contempt, hatred, animosity and ill-will towards each other…which is nothing but a projection of how we feel about ourselves!

May I admit a secret?

There’s not one day that goes by that I don’t have to fight myself on this matter.  The evil is all around us. It permeates the air. I must fight myself not to go down that wide road of hating my own people. Which, as you know, is really self-hatred. My way of fighting, as best as I can, is pretty simple. It consists of 5 things which I try to practice daily:

1. Help those that ask for help…within reason.

2. Show kindness when it is due.

3. Remember that you, conscious black man/ black woman, were once asleep too. Try to have a bit of patience with those that are struggling. 

4. Accept that everyone will not make it…including members of your own family.

5. Stop identifying with the Eurocentric culture which is, by design, destructive to the African. Learn who you are and the healing with eventually begin.

Is there anything you wish to add to this article? Any thoughts?

Working While Black

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This is just my observation. But in the work place when an black person is quiet and keeps to one self , I thinks this makes whites uneasy. Or when there are too many black employees together they find a way to break that up as well. I think black people freak white people out in the workplace…is this some carry over from slavery? Do they think blacks, like during slavery, are going to revolt and cause an insurrection?  —–  Mary Burrell

I say this with no exaggeration. Working in white corporate AmeriKlan has taken years off my life. On Sunday nights (and some weekday nights, depending on my shift) a wave of insomnia and terror overrides me. I am filled with apprehension and cold, paralyzing fear of entering my prison plantation called The Hospital. I toss and turn, anticipating Demons who will tear at me, lie on me, meddle with my machine, obstruct my dictation, interfere with my patient load and virtually try to destroy me.

I am the sole black in a sea of white people who fear me, envy my abilities and hate the ground I walk on. To say that I’ve developed a psychological trauma is putting it lightly. I make every effort to codify myself around them, to protect my hair and thusly my aura around them to no avail. They flock to me. Stare at me. Criticize me. Ask me questions that no sane person would ask and drain me Spiritually and emotionally. Without my strong faith in The High Creator, I would slip into the mouth of madness…or become someone that would make my mother weep.

I say this with no exaggeration that working in white corporate AmeriKlan is akin to a slave plantation with overseers in every corner, every hiding place, every crevice. And their number one goal is to bring you to your knees.

Since my blog is designed for us to heal, learn and share, I shall give my family an opportunity to vent out their frustrations and ask questions about workplace violence. Yes…you read correctly. I call it like I see it. What is being done to us is violence. It is real. It is Deadly. And it is a very effective from of menticide.

Do you have a story to share? And can you help Miss Mary and answer her very astute question?

Unwanted Roommate

Pale Horse

 

Underneath my blackness, lives a visitor

She is The Pale Horse

She whispers to me “Nigger…get back! You’ll never make it!”

I close my eyes

fight her

punch her

kick her

pull at my brain…make her stop…Pleeeeeeeease!

I wanna be in peace and live in ease

But she cackles her deathly grin and sneers

“I’ll never leave. I’m here to stay. You’re stuck with me, I’ll never go away.”

So I run nowhere with quickened feet

Only to embrace my imminent defeat

Scream with no voice

Cry with no tears

Sleep while awake

I’ve done this for years

Accomplishments  forsaken with a dirty glance in the mirror

Her reflection stares arrogantly at me

“Told ya. You see?”

I call upon the ancestors for strength and I win…sometimes

But I’m tired… worn out…immobile… atrophy has set in

May I sleep forever?

Will I smile never?

Too much to be done all at once

How do I rid myself of my unwanted roommate?

She’s here to stay

As she says, “I’ll never go away.”

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