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A Big Thank You to the Black Family

“I’m so mad right now!”

 

 

I sat at my altar and asked for some very specific things.

For me, for my family and for my people.

I said to myself: Be patient…wait for conformation…it will come.

And here it is:

 

{Janet Adamy, Wall Street Journal, November 29, 2016}

More white people are dying than being born in about one-third of the states, a new peak in a trend that is reshaping the social, political and economic landscape of the U.S.

Research released Tuesday by the University of New Hampshire found that the number of states where white deaths outpace births has climbed rapidly over the last decade, rising to 17 in 2014 from just four in 2004.

These states extend beyond rural areas known for their withering populations to include those with large metropolitan areas, such as California, Massachusetts and Pennsylvania, as well as otherwise growing Sunbelt destinations like Nevada and Arizona.

The figures exclude residents moving from state to state and the arrival of immigrants. In a handful of these 17 states, the white population still rose in recent years because whites moved in, said Kenneth Johnson, a senior demographer and sociology professor at the University of New Hampshire who co-wrote the research.

And in all but Maine and West Virginia, these states are still seeing more births than deaths overall thanks to growing Latino, black and Asian populations.

White women are having fewer babies, and drugs, alcohol and suicide have helped push up the mortality rate among middle-aged whites.

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The research, believed to be the first to measure the natural population decline of whites by state, used data from the National Center for Health Statistics to examine white births and deaths from 1999 to 2014.

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 States like Florida, with its stable of retirees, have watched white deaths outpace births since the end of the last century.  Others, such as Mississippi and New Hampshire, began to see their white populations shrink only in the past few years.

The biggest driver behind the shift is a sharp drop in the number of white women in their childbearing years. Between 2000 and 2014, the number of white women age 15 to 44 declined by 4.7 million, in part because the U.S. fertility rate dipped during the 1970s.

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Drugs are playing a smaller though still significant role, Mr. Johnson said. Previous research found that deaths from drug and alcohol abuse—including an unfolding opioid epidemic—as well as suicides are hitting middle-age whites disproportionately harder than minority groups. Some of these people are dying before they have the chance to become a parent, further thinning the white population, Mr. Johnson said.

The U.S. Surgeon General warned in a report earlier this month that alcohol and drug misuse is having a grave impact on Americans’ health and the U.S. economy. The report cited an analysis from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention showing that alcohol and drug misuse accounted for a roughly four-month decline in life expectancy among white Americans, adding that no other cause of death had a larger negative impact in this population.

Another big factor in this broader demographic shift is that much of the aging baby boomer population is white, which further drives up mortality among this group. The so-called natural increase in the U.S. white population—the number of births minus deaths—fell from 393,000 in 1999 to 82,000 in 2014, a drop of 79%.

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Can I get an Amen?

 

I’d like to thank every Melanite who meditated with me during those tumultuous times and caused this “shift” to take place. What I find most amusing is the reaction and explanations for this “shift” from The Pale Fox, Esau.

 

“It’s feminism that’s killing us…”

“It’s ’cause those Mexicans are taking our jobs.”

“It’s black people’s attitude that spilled over from the Bronx…

“Little green martians did it…”

 

No, motherfucker.

It ain’t no martian.

It’s Nature that’s killing your ass.

SHE, along with us, don’t want you here so awaaay you go.

Yurugu…

Did you really think you’d be able to get away with 500+ years of brutality against The Most High’s People?

Did you really think your money would save you?

Let’s see you run from the Inevitable.

IF I were you, and I’m very glad I’m not, I’d do everything in my power starting NOW to try and make up for what you’ve done.

 

Now, Black Family…

How’s about we meditate on finishing the remaining 5% the fuck off?

 

 

America’s Newest Nigger

I’m sure by now you’ve heard and read countless excerpts about “those people” migrating from the Sand Dunne’s of Syria, Arabia, Lebanon, Egypt etc, to stealthily infiltrate, rape, take over and demolish those poor innocent white Europeans.

I’m sure by now you’ve heard white, extremely well-paid, American males scream their utter terror of this invasion that will reek havoc on their country.

And I’m sure by now you’ve heard at least one white female tell a sobbing, hiccup-laced tale of how she, her mom, sister and best childhood friend have all been simultaneously violated by a large, ultra hairy, liquor-drenched man shouting about Allah.

Readers, this is the face of your newest Nigger:

Do I feel sympathy for these Berber-Turkish Arabs?

No.

After all, they did teach Yurugu all that he needed to know about how to enslave us. No wonder Dr. Wright classified them as white people.

This post is written for Coloured People who are not classified as black but aren’t white either.

You know exactly who you are:

Why am I writing a post to you?

Because for some reason, you’ve have distanced yourselves from the Hueman Struggle, also known as the Black Struggle. You took the easy way out. “I’m not black!!!” You ducked and dodged and ran and hid while we were hit, punched, stabbed, shot, sprayed, raped, lynched, tasered, ripped apart, poisoned and stepped on.

While we cried out for support and help, you spat at us claiming how one group had nothing to do with the other. While we marched and protested, you sat and waited to see the outcome so you can benefit from our back breaking, blood soaked fight. And I won’t even mention the way you target and exploit the black community when you enter the country and set up shop in our neighbourhoods.

We lost countless lives…

Where were you?

Why didn’t you help?

Offer support?

Ask us if we’re ok?

Join us and eradicated this pale poison once and for all so ALL huemans can be free?

Because you’re “not black.”

.

Now, after a carefully planned and staged attack, you have become the next American Nigger. Hated, hunted, propagandized, studied and targeted. Article after article will be written about how you hid bombs in your shirts and, out of nowhere, decided to blow up an “innocent” group of church-going whites out for a Sunday picnic.

You’ll fear going out because you don’t know if you’ll come back in one piece.

You’ll consider shaving your beards to blend in and hopefully pass for a Southern Italian.

You’ll change your names from Mohammad to Michael and hope no one finds out.

And finally, when none of that works, you’ll wonder, stupefied, how you got where you are today.

Niggers are not born, they are created by the worst Niggers of them all:

Caucasians.

And finally, for those darker Caucasians who integrated into whiteness and now hate ALL dark peoples:

When whiteness becomes even more threatened and there’s no more Brown People to target, who do you think your “brethren” will target next?

Fall of the House of Caucasia

 

 

“Such is the moral construction of the world that no national crime passes unpunished in the long run… Were present oppressors to reflect on the same truth, they would spare to their own countries the penalties on their present wrongs which will be inflicted on them in future times. The seeds of hatred and revenge which they [sow] with a large hand will not fail to produce their fruits in time. Like their brother robbers on the highway, they suppose the escape of the moment a final escape and deem infamy and future risk countervailed by present gain.”
– Thomas Jefferson, American Founding Father and U.S. president (1743-1826), letter to Francois de Marbois, 1817
I love that quote from Mr. Thomas Jefferson.
Slave owner.
Rapist.
Murderer.
Thief.
Satanist.
Liar
Freemason extraordinaire.

 

Last week, I went to the store.
I was heavily armed with Mr. Fuller’s codification tools. Headphones (no music was playing), my crystals that repel negative energy and inspire truth and lastly cash (I try to limit by debit card purchases as my vision indicated that I am being tightly watched).
As I searched the greenery looking for a nice head of kale, I felt a presence behind me. I knew instantly that it was Yurugu. I pretended I knew nothing and continued to search for the thickest, heaviest leaves. She came beside me and looked at me hoping that I’d turn and face her.
I didn’t.
Then, despite my headphones, she started talking.
“Expensive, isn’t it?”
I wanted to tell her to get lost but the Spirit commanded me to remain still and hear her out.
“These days, it’s getting harder and harder just to put food on the table” she continued.
“Yes. It’s tough out there”, was my only comment.
My agreement seemed to please her so she continued.
“You know, back when I was a kid, $20.00 could buy an entire bag of groceries. Now you can barely buy meat, bread and eggs with it…”
As she rattled on, I sensed that something was coming from her so I waited patiently for it. She continued about Obama expressing her displeasure that she voted for a man “from the streets” who was ” a regular guy like the rest of us” whom she thought was different from the rest due to his “struggles in life” and how life had gotten so bad so quickly for “decent Americans.”
She expressed wonderment at how “middle class folks like herself” now had to go on food stamps, which they cut by 35%,  and she laid awake at night wondering what was going to happen to her grandchildren. I stood still saying nothing but nodding every so often still waiting for “it” to come.
Then it happened.
“Maybe it’s a type of punishment from God.”
This was the moment I sensed was coming. Knowing the white mindset extremely well, I played the ignorant, doe-eyed, in-need-of-teaching Negro.
“Punishment? For what? You seem like a perfectly decent person.”
Her big, sad eyes roamed my face stopping briefly at my Kente head covering then looked away. She quivered slightly then continued.
“This country wasn’t very nice….to people. My…my husband is Italian and he told me stories of growing up in Brooklyn back then. Things were different then…not like they are now…you know.”
(Of course I know)
“Maybe we can all learn that we need each other and we need to work together and put our differences aside. After all, we’re all children of God.”
I nodded slowly pretending to absorb her “profound” revelation.
She searched my face wanting me to say something to ease that part of her white mind that was slowly destroying her…
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As the white race slowly comes to a very painful realization that their actions have caused a ripple of after effects that they are now suffering from, they will undoubtedly run back to us for solace. After all, who else has the power to ease their pain? As their numbers dwindle (they are now 5-7% of the GLOBAL population) the fear of extinction will propel them to make startling decisions.
In the beginning when rage was only only companion, I never sought to fully understand the mechanism  that drove an entire race to destroy. Now after much learning, meditation and (some) healing, I almost understand their logic. Missing the key component to Godliness (melanin), they act antithetical to Nature. It may shock you to hear me say this but it’s not ENTIRELY their fault.
Would you hold malice for a scorpion that stings you if you get too close?
It is this understanding of their psyche that has enabled me to move forward and heal as best as I could. What does shock me, however, is their understanding of it. Whites KNOW that they are defective, wrong, different, separate and completely unable to assimilate to Nature who is the God Principle manifested. That is why whenever they come to an understanding of what they’ve done, they immediately become hyper-religious fanatics. They also know that something is in the works for them.
Perhaps they know not the name of this mysterious phenomena. But they FEEL it. And they are terrified of it. So much so, that now, slowly and coyly, they are making their way back to the Originators and Guardians of Earth. Holding doors open for us, saying “Good morning” when they pass us on the street, giving us a bit of money here and there, speaking out against racism, WHICH THEY CAUSED, with their hashtags “Black Lives Matter”, “End Racism Now” and so forth.
All that is perfectly fine and dandy.
However, when Nature has decided that your window of opportunity to correct the wrongs you have made against HER is officially closed, there is little to nothing you can do to rectify it.
Something that they will NEVER express to us, or themselves for that matter, is how much they fret our revenge. Not due to the fact that WE are evil, but due to the fact that THEY are evil. Do we have the capacity to do to them what they have done and CONTINUE to do to us? It is this fear that drives them to horde guns, bullets, grenades, food and constantly re-write laws that benefit them and them alone.
Whiteness is destined to be destroyed.
And they know it.
Do not be fooled by the illusion of multiculturalism and post racial nonsense. Of course race matters! If it did not matter, they would not have gone around the ENTIRE world promoting themselves as the default of humankind. Now their (stolen) house is slowly being torn down and they feel, at last, powerless to stop it.
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 So I finally spoke.
“You know, I was raised with a very simple philosophy. ‘As ye sow, so shall ye reap.’ If you’ve tried to do the right thing, logically speaking you should have nothing to fear.”
She looked at me but said nothing.
I shrugged slightly and picked up my big bundle of greens and walked slowly away never looking back at her.

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