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Jade Helm

Still think they’re just playing with us?

 

 

 

I’ve seen them with my own eyes roaming around in my area…and I live on farmland.

Black Family, are you getting prepared?

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How The Zimmerman Experiment Backfired On White Supremacy

Zimmerman’s Lawyer treating his white family to ice cream after the verdict.

I waited to write this post.

I waited to see our actions and reactions as the days and weeks went by. I waited to see if “one of us” would take the bait and burn down a white school, a white neighbourhood, a white business…I waited to see if we would implode and attack and kill every “white Hispanic” we saw. I waited to see if the Race War they predicted would indeed come. I waited for the burning of AmeriKlan as we expelled our pent-up anger and frustrations at our generation’s Emmett Till. With the exception of a few paid crisis actors and cameramen who just happened to be on the scene when their debauchery occurred, none of it happened.

I’ve gotten emails from blogger buddies of mine on the true origin of Tracy Martin. I’ve gotten emails on the true origin of Travyon Martin and George Zimmerman. Whether or not the implication is true is of no concern to me. What does concern me, is the reasoning behind it. White supremacy thought if they “murdered” an innocent, baby-faced, black boy eating candy, black Ameriklan, under 500 years of white domination, would implode into a rancid, animalistic, flesh-eating monster and their main objective: Martial Law, would have to be implemented. Instead we discussed the facts that the media ALLOWED us to have, dissected their actions, devised a game plan for our families to be as safe as possible and perhaps the most disturbing thing of all to white supremacy:

We resisted their False Flag Operation.

Many of us that were willfully blinded and blissfully unaware woke up and saw the beast in the flesh for the first time in our lives…and now whites are running scared…again. Dr. Afrika once said, “An educated black person is the most dangerous person in the world.” White supremacy, in their never-ending arrogance, thought we would never be able to piece together their diabolical plans, their staged performances, their crisis actors and their next move. They counted on the fact that we, African People’s of God, are an emotional, Spiritual people who have been beaten down to acquiesce through the ages. They counted on the fact that we, some of us, are blinded by the raw rage of injustice and would never see through their veil. They counted on centuries-old propaganda that we are animalistic, stupid, unable to analyze and prone to blunt force actions with no thought whatsoever.

Their arrogance backfired.

The Zimmerman Experiment has proven, this time without a shadow of a doubt, that white people have no conscience, no heart, no soul, no remorse, no feelings, no caring and no regret when it comes to the plight of black life. When Zimmerman opened a Paypal account and whites, who were struggling to pay their bills, found some way to deposit money into his account for “support”, it woke us up. When Skittles contributed a large sum of money to pay for his lawyer fees, it woke us up. When they picked the jury and all but one juror was a white female, it woke us up. When we heard the tapes of Zimmerman coaching his wife on how to “transfer and hide” the money they’d gotten, it woke us up. When we saw the countless TV shows and read the never-ending barrage of comments complimenting Zimmerman on a job well done, it woke us up.

And finally, when we saw the bliss on white people’s faces as Zimmerman walked away scot-free, it woke us up. The Zimmerman Experiment, like many, many others throughout our history, was an unfortunate tool to be utilized in our mass awakening. As we spiral towards the ending of the year and the solar changes that must take place, we’ll remember who the enemy of Man really is. He’s been telling us for 6,000-10,000 years without fail how he feels about us.

Perhaps this time, we’ll listen.

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Before I close this article, I’d like to say something to white people.

Your time on this planet is coming to a close. I know you can feel it. I can “hear” you discussing this behind closed doors with your family and your terror is palpable. When I pass you on the street, in the market, buying gas, I can pick up your silent fear as you pretend you are in full control. Remember this?

Boston, USA

The Boston Martial Law Experiment was your test. It was God’s way of showing you your future on this planet. Tell me, how did it feel knowing that your lovely Constitution, you know, the same one you used and abused in order to enslave us, turned on you? You’ve been given chance, after chance, after chance on this planet by a Higher Force to do the right thing. And every time, you’ve failed. The terror and helplessness you felt as armed militia pounded on your door and violated your rights while you stood paralyzed and shaking is just the beginning.

Let me ask you something…

Haven’t you figured it out by now that everything you’ve done is now being done to you?

The prophecy will be fulfilled. What prophecy is that? The one you never seem to want to discuss. The Book of Obadiah. 

Fukushima: What Does it Mean For the Black Community?

To My White Readers (And Lurkers)

Perhaps it’s time that I write this short post, no?

You’re not fooling anyone by sporting the names:

Aisha

Shabazz

Jamaal

Tyeisha

Daewonna

Tyquann

And such.

You’re not fooling anyone by using Ebonic phrases you think black people use like:

Whitey

Us blac folk

Muggafugga

aiight

sho’ nuff

ko wut imma sayin’

And such.

You’re not fooling anyone by using the monikers:

MLK

Malcom

Black Power

Fight the White Man

Whitey Must Die

Crackkkas Must Die

Nat Turner

Big Black Dick

And such.

In case you haven’t been reading my blog, which I know you have…after all, it’s your requirement to see what we’re doing, reading, saying, discussing, how we live, eat, sex, work, dance, play and function…I can “see” you. What does that mean? It means, in simple terms, the Creator has given me gifts that I never understood til adulthood. Those gifts have enabled me to pick up on your energy and “see” you as I read your dumb, unintelligent, unoriginal comments. I’m not impressed by you…at all. In fact, you’ve become quite comical in your need to gain my attention. Would you like to know how I trap you into commenting?

I’ll tell you.

It’s rather easy because you’re quite predictable. Studying you, as I’ve been doing, has given me insight to your mind. I tag certain words. What are those words?

Melanin

Black power

Kemet

Egypt

Albino

Pineal Gland

The sun and blackness

Cleopatra

Africa

The birthplace of humanity

Voodoo

Shamanism

Tanning

And I also ask certain questions to trap you in your obsession of the Original Hueman.  What are those questions?

“Do black people have power?”

“Where do black people come from?”

“Will the white race die out?”

“Will blacks ever take revenge?”

“Why can’t black skin wrinkle?”

“Do black men really have bigger penises?”

Sound familiar?

Of course it does!

These are the questions that you secretly wonder about but are too ashamed to admit.

See?

It’s that easy.

Do you ever wonder why I never come on your websites or read what you have to say?

It’s because I don’t give a fuck.

Nuff said.

P.S. Yes, I just used Ebonics.

Now What? The Aftermath of the Zimmerman Trial

Last night, my friend called me.

Between sniffing back tears and a mouthful of profanity, she ask me, “What do we do now?” Isn’t that the age-old question in the fight against white supremacy?

“Now what?”

Black family, you are not powerless despite what they want you to think! Your power lies within you. Your mind, your ability to think for yourself, reason and rationalize is your greatest weapon against this system. White supremacy WANTS you to take this fight to the streets so they can unleash bullet after bullet into your black bodies. They want you to become so enraged that your anger seeps into your bloodstream so they can feast on your melanin rich chakras.

Nothing is done by chance in a system dominated by white supremacy. This is yet another wake up call that we must unite NOW. Instead of screaming and yelling, which serves no purpose, use this ritual killing of our boy to fight the system in the only way you can. White people understand only 3 things. Money, Sex and Violence. Since we are out-gunned, we must use the other 2 tactics to defeat them. Last year, I gave you clear-cut ways to fight this system. One of the ways I listed was to stop voting. Some commenters became enraged and left for good. We have no business getting involved in white people’s politics. Leave them alone. The other way, which caused a firestorm of anger directed at me, was the simplest and easiest, most effective way to have real power in this system. You know exactly what I’m talking about:

What way is that, you ask? I’ve been talking about it for an entire year:

1. Stop sexing whites and other non-blacks.

2. Stop including everyone in our struggles.

3. Stop shopping in their stores.

Leave them alone and focus on our communities!!!!!!!!!!

We have no friends, no allies, no sympathizers in this fight. Everyone uses us to better themselves while calling us Niggers behind our backs ( and sometimes to our faces ). All they want is our money and our black bodies…and we give it to them freely hoping to have “friends.”

In the name of raw honesty, Black people have no friends on this planet. We are the most hated, despised and feared race on this planet. Do you understand what I am saying?

We have NO friends.

Unity is our cure for white supremacy.

Stop excluding blacks from other countries, backgrounds, languages, skin complexion, hair texture, class…and come together now. We cannot win this fight if we are a Black Nation Divided. See past the illusions that are being presented to you. Do not be fooled by whites who “cry” and “protest” for the loss of black life. They too are apart of the system of illusions. When Rodney King was brutalized, many whites “protested” out of FEAR…not justice.

I’ve been giving you real, tangible ways of defeating the Beast.

What you choose to do with it, is totally up to you.

When the Victimizer Becomes the Victim

Two white males were discussing the Martin/ Zimmerman trial. Since I can’t stomach listening to white people talk about race, I’ve basically tuned the trial out. But this caught my eye:

“Black people have this mentality that they are the superior race because “everyone is a descendant of Africa” and “You wouldn’t have white without black”. They have this ego about themselves that they were the first peoples on this planet and will be the last. Somewhere in between, they lived life secluding their race from everyone elses because of this ideology.

They are their own worst enemy but have adopted the ideology that it is everyone else fault except their own so they think and do whatever pleases them without the repercussions. This has affected their own community to such an extreme that no matter what they do to try and stop it whether it be through Jesus, (which religion is only a facade they hide behind) or through self improvement like education (which only glorifies their ego even more) it continues and will continue to be a problem for society as a whole.

While other races have found ways to at least advance themselves for the better and their fellow human race, the black community is selfish in their thinking that anything and everything is because of their place on this planet when actual history has show they have become a detriment to society and really do not wish to progress anything except their own agenda.”

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Somewhere in the deep recesses of the white mind, white people have convinced themselves that they are the innocent victims being terrorized by the Dark-skinned Negro. Somewhere in their minds, their crimes against huemanity and against the entire planet have been replaced by a selective amnesia where they have forgotten the most important factor in this equation:

Race was their idea.

Race was their construct.

Race was their political tool for wealth.

What I find fascinating about white people is how easily they “flip the script.” It’s as if they are on a movie set where they direct their own lives. A screenwriter writes their own personal dialogue and a production team dreams up the landscaping and events that occur. When finished, the editor removes certain clips and frames and voila! The movie is ready to be viewed (and accepted) by the entire world.

I firmly believe that white people, as a whole, are mentally sick. They simply cannot deal with their crimes and the implications of what those crimes mean for the planet and ultimately, for themselves. So they run from it. Blindly. As fast as they can. And when that small voice inside each of us whispers in their ear, they swat it away like a troublesome gnat. White people are a woeful group of mentally ill patients eagerly awaiting a magic pill to ease their existence on earth. Obsessed with the very people they subjugate, they dwell on our lives with a vengeance that puzzles them, puzzles us and puzzles every other race that desperately seeks their attention. Like petulant children, they hate the power of their parents yet are made dependent on them for they cannot fend for themselves.

The thing that makes me (almost) sad for them is the underlying reason for their obsession.

They are deathly afraid of the repercussions for their crimes against the Original Hueman. They fixate on our would-be revenge because they know intrinsically what awaits them in the near future. They feel their impeding doom lurking beneath their nice houses, new cars and full-time jobs with 2-week vacations. Nothing they do or say now in the name of “righteousness” will make their karma less devastating. And they know this. They sense this. This is what drives them to buy gun, after gun, after gun. Fear is caused by wrongdoing. This is why they cannot be in peace. They are deathly afraid not of us, but of their own extinction caused by their own actions.

A white man once wrote me an angry letter regarding my “21 harsh truths” post daring me to “come and get ‘um.” For every white person reading this:

I, or any other black person, do not have to do one thing. The universe already has that under full control.

Colin Ferguson

Colin Ferguson, born in Kingston, JA, to a wealthy business couple, is known as the infamous LIRR Shooter. On December 7, 1993, Ferguson purchased a ticket for the east-bound train at the Atlantic Terminal in Brooklyn. This train stopped at the Jamaica Station in Queens. Ferguson boarded the third car of the east-bound Long Island Rail Road (LIRR) commuter train from Penn Station to Hicksville, along with more than 80 other passengers. Ferguson, who sat on the southwestern end of the car, was carrying his handgun and a canvas bag filled with 160 rounds of ammunition.

As the train approached the Merillon Avenue Station, Ferguson waited for the black passengers to depart before he drew the gun, dropped several cartridges on the ground, stood up and opened fire at random. During the next three minutes, Ferguson killed six people and injured another 19. Some passengers mistook the gunshots for caps or fireworks until a woman shouted, “He’s got a gun! He’s shooting people!”

Roughly 26 people were shot and six died from their injuries.

Police found pieces of notebook paper in Ferguson’s pockets with scribbled notes with the heading “reasons for this”. The main reason listed was “Racism by Caucasians and Uncle Tom Negroes.”  Ferguson was arraigned on December 8, 1993. Convicted of 19 counts of attempted murder and 34 counts of assault, Ferguson received a sentence of 315 and 8 months to life.

I remember when this incident came out and the reactions to it. Whites were terrified and enraged. Blacks were empathetic and worried about “white backlash.” Incidentally, the Ferguson Murders were the catalyst for stricter NYC gun control laws. I remember his Jewish lawyers who took the case. They decided to plea insanity to which the courts denied. They believed he knew exactly what he was doing.

Question: What’s the difference between Ted Kaczynski, Jeffrey Dahmer, Wade Micheal Page, James Holmes, Ted Bundy, Charles Manson and Colin Ferguson? Do you classify their crimes separately?

Our Daily Bread

Secret Bread Ingredient

Last night Jesus contacted me to give me an interesting article that I’m sure you’ll want to read. When you read and fully overstand this article and what it means for your health, perhaps it will make you think twice about store brought products and the role China has in our black lives.

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Human Hair In Commercial Bread Under the name of “L-Cysteine and the E Number E920.”

Commercial bread contains a NON-essential amino acid called L-Cysteine which can otherwise be found under the E Number term of: E920. What is L-Cysteine/E920? A bread enhancer and a reducing agent for baked goods; a flavor enhancer in human and pet foods; and precursor in some dietary supplements!

What is L-Cysteine/E920 Made of? L-Cysteine (or E920) is a combined mixture of: Human Hair, Hog Hair, Poultry Feathers (duck and chicken), Cow Horns, Pig Bristles and Pig Hooves petroleum by-products! How is it made? Most of the hair used to make L-Cysteine is gathered from the floors of barbershops and hair salons in China, the hair is then dissolved in acid and L-Cysteine is isolated through a chemical process, then packaged and shipped off to commercial bread producers.

What does L-Cysteine/E920 go into? All Ready-made breads; Ready-made Pizza; Pizza Dough; Pastries; Biscuits! Where the “Law and Lies” come in:

It must be labelled by its “common and usual name” (i.e., “L-cysteine”) on food packages, even if present in very small amounts, as long as it has a functional effect in foods. In other cases, such as when it is used to make flavors that are in foods, it does not have to be labelled. When L-cysteine does have to be labelled, its source does not have to be specified, according to the FDA.

{source: http://ble.at/articles/2128/human-hair-in-commercial-bread}

Thanks Jesus!

Black Family,

You may get rather annoyed (or bored) with me when I go into my “herbs and natural greens, fruits and teas” posts. You may get annoyed with my “please watch what you buy at white, Arab and Asian stores” posts. You may get annoyed with my “please drink more water and less soda” posts. But what price tag can you put on your health and the health of your child?

Have you noticed that this “ready-made quick ‘n easy bread” that is laden with pig hair and duck feathers are mostly in POOR neighbourhoods? Or always “on sale” at the supermarkets? I bet my bottom dollar that white farmer’s markets get FRESH bread made daily…sans duck feathers. Homemade bread is tasty, easy and fun to make. If baking isn’t your forte, consider a bread machine where you can program it to make various delicious breads of your choice. We make breads, muffins, biscuits and pancakes from scratch and I must say, the flavour is to die for!

Most bread recipes are so simple that even kids can join in. Please be aware of what you are putting into your bodies.

Wet Goddess

The Goddess Herself

Last night I was on the phone with a blogger buddy of mine. As she surfed the web, she said suddenly, “Truth, have you ever heard of Wet Goddess?” “Wet what?” was my response. “Wet Goddess. It’s a book where a white man has an affair with a dolphin.”

(silence)

“Get the fuck outta here”, was all I could say.

She laughed.

I suddenly had the imagery of a naked man lying underneath (or on top) a 700 pound dolphin and I giggled out loud. Then I got serious. “Why?”

“Why..what? Sex a dolphin? ‘Cause that’s how they do.”

Malcolm Brenner, now in his 60’s, wrote Wet Goddess, a book that chronicled his nine month sexual affair with a dolphin called Dolly. Brenner claimed that his fling with Dolly began in his 20’s when he was a sophomore New College of Florida in Sarasota. A writer hired Brenner to take photographs for a children’s book about the dolphin show at an amusement park. He was given free access to the park and introduced to the staff. Initially, “she became more and more aggressive,” said Brenner, who lives in Punta Gorda, Fla. “She would thrust herself against me.” Brenner claims that the mammal courted him.

“I found that extraordinarily erotic,” Brenner said. “It’s like being with a tiger or a bear. This is an animal that could kill you in two seconds if it wanted to. Some people find it hard to imagine that I wasn’t abusing the animal,” Brenner said. “They didn’t see me interacting with the dolphin. They weren’t there. These creatures basically have free will. What is repulsive about a relationship where both partners feel and express love for each other?” Brenner asked. “I know what I’m talking about here because after we made love, the dolphin put her snout on my shoulder, embraced me with her flippers and we stared into each others’ eyes for about a minute.”

Brenner said he might consider another relationship with a dolphin in the future.

“Under the right circumstances I would if I had the energy for it,” Brenner said. “I’m 40 years older now.”

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I bet you’re wondering why I wrote this post.

Illusion is all apart of the system of white supremacy. When we begin to see these “people” for who and what they are, right from their own lips, we begin to remove that shroud of omnipotence. Beastiality has been apart of European culture since the dawn of time. Syphilis is evidence of that. See who and what you’re dealing with beneath that leather bound briefcase and those 300 dollar wingtip shoes. Beneath that home with the white picket fence and that position that draws awe and undue respect.

See the enemy…and fear not for they are just an illusion.

(Thanks Kemetia for telling me about this)

Why The Black Female is Our Last Hope For Black Liberation

“We need black women to take the lead…”   —– Jabari

I had a Spiritual awakening (yes, another one) last week. I saw our young black sisters wearing pants down to their waists, mimicking their boyfriends, and frankly, I became disgusted. I saw our sisters in Asian shops spending hundreds of dollars of rent money and food money for synthetic hair weaves and plastering ammonia and aluminum on their scalps to have the “nice hair” that will make their oppressors more comfortable. I saw our sisters in beauty shops allowing Korean women to pluck their eyebrows and attach fake, acrylic fingernails made with trace amounts of rat poison and manganese so they can have “pretty hands” because they are not happy with the hands that God gave them.

As I wandered around, I became more and more aware that the entire world is waiting for the true revolutionaries to step up to the plate and lead our revolution to freedom. The world is waiting for the one person whose strength and power is limitless. Whose love is so fierce that she will fight to the death for her family’s survival. The world is waiting for the Black Woman to realize her role in this Universe as the Earth Mother, the Creator of life and the knower and seer of all things. The Black Woman is the one who shall lead the masses.

And that’s why she is currently being destroyed.

I’ve advised you to study and understand European His-Story which is built ENTIRELY on the male principle of Yurugu. Inhale their military tactics. Study their xenophobia…even within their own clan. Understand why they are xenophobic. Study their ways of thinking and how they rise to power. Hitler made this excellent and truthful statement to one of his advisers:

“First You Get the Women, Then You’ve Got the Children, So Follow the
Men.

What is taking place in our black homes, black schools and black communities is just a facsimile of the past. Whites never change. Accept that as a fact. Stop making excuses for it. Stop looking for a “good white person” because they do not exist. All whites under their system of white supremacy have one interest only: Their own survival. Once you overstand that, then you will see that the black female is our last hope for survival.

Africans are the only true huemans on this planet. What does that mean? Simply, we have both the male and female principle that lives in all of us. That is why we can be harsh yet loving. Tough yet understanding. Swift yet forgiving. Aggressive and merciless yet soft and yielding. We are nature and soil and air and all other elements that make this planet alive. But…only the female can give life. That makes her and her alone the dominant principle. Evil knows that once the black female has been lead astray from her black man and her black family, all hopes of redemption and survival is lost. That is why she is currently being pushed through the media to date, fornicate and marry out of her race. That is why her natural looks, hair, lips, body type and colouring are under relentless attack. That is why she is being encouraged to abort her baby. Have you ever wondered why when a white woman is pregnant, not only is her pregnancy celebrated but she is revered to the highest degree of womanhood?

Open your eyes.

The black female is demoralized into being a subhuman, sexualized figure. Hitting her is encouraged. Masculinizing her is pushed through “black feminism”, which is rooted is Jewry. That is why she is being given employment opportunities and educational opportunities that were once designed for men. That is why she is being brainwashed to hate her man, her family and herself. And that is why she now sees the white man as her “intellectual partner and saviour.”

Once she has given up and begins to see the black man as her enemy, the black race will be exterminated. This is, of course, all apart of The Plan. What plan is that?

Eugenics.

The Miseducation of The Negress

“…Every time you see yourself in the  mirror, whether you’re black, brown, red or yellow, you’re seeing a  person who’s a serious problem for the United States, because they do  not want you here” — Malcom X

 

I say this with no ego: School came easy for me.

Coming from the Islands where our education system was so rigid (and home-schooling practices were equally rigid), I surpassed many of my white counterparts in the European Mis-Education system much to the dismay of my white Jewish teachers. I was taught, incorrectly, that white education would be the key to my success in a country founded in my blood. I was astutely aware of how my near 4.0 GPA caused my professors mental anguish. I remember the way this one particular white female Jewish professor would frown every time I answered a problem swiftly and correctly. Her thin, lipsticked lips would crinkle at the corners and deep lines marred the center of her brow. My young and innocent mind couldn’t fathom that what took place within the confines of her classroom would pale in comparison to the real world that lay waiting for me.

Perhaps the first time I knew that something was amiss was the day that I innocently stated one day after class that someday, perhaps before my 18th birthday, I would become a famous writer. My Jewish teacher looked at me with great amusement and told me to my face that “Niggers can’t write.” With a sharp intake of breath, the notion of my doom, despite my ambitions, stunned me, hurt me and made me fearful of myself. I tried to understand why “Niggers can’t write” but I could not. Was it a defect from birth that would stunt my abilities? Even now, with my children’s novel and my soap company, the white chip deeply lodged in my brain whispers to me, “You’re nothing but a failure. Fuck you, you black, dirty Nigger. You’ll never make it.” I fight against it daily and sometimes, at my lowest moments, when the white voice inside me is too strong, they win. I acquiesce into depression and take to my bed.

When college came, I got such a high score on my entrance exam with no preparation, it aroused immediate suspicion by the dean and I was summoned into his office for a “conference.” I remember the way he and another white woman hung on to my every word, desperate to hear some reasonable explanation or perhaps a clue as to why I surpassed all other students in a predominately white class. And when my white professors learned that I had no formal training in my writing ability, plagiarism rumours began to circulate. How can it be possible to write “from my soul” and receive A’s when white students studied 2 hours daily and barely passed with a “C”? I was confused. I didn’t understand what was happening and believed it to be my fault. I then made a critical error one day that began my journey into my mental breakdown: I would try harder to appease them. Clarke, Amos, Woodson and many other black educators were forsaken for Yeats, Hemingway and Shelley.

In their company, I only spoke of approved topics, approved movies and tried hard never to appear too “black.” My complexion relaxed them, if only slightly, but my natural hair, which grew long and terribly wild looking, intimidated them. They did not know if I was a “safe” black or if I was comfortable in my blackness….which made them all the more uncomfortable. They hop-scotched from one decision to another and I witnessed it all. Inside their realm of the education system, where their ideas and inventions were talked about and glorified, I was slowing dissolving into madness. I knew that my ancestors built wall street, the white house, railroads and invented all, and I do mean all, of the things we now take for granted, like the traffic light. I wanted to yell, “Hey, my 7th great ancestors created that in The Rainforest!” but kept silent for fear of their denial and anger.

When the workplace and I become intertwined, my state of near insanity was eminent. God gave me a natural ability to learn things with no training, just simple observation and I would perform tasks in 3 days that would take them 3 months…and they hated me for it. I was set up for failure at every turn and if not for the aid of The Creator, I would not have completed my 90 days probation period.

I was completely and entirely unprepared for the level of animosity that I would face at the wicked hands of my oppressors. Lies were told, stories were mixed with fiction, tales were embellished, files were “accidentally” deleted and I, the lone African in many of my departments, bore the brunt of it all. I would duck into the ladies bathroom to weep on many occasions and one day, I caught sight of myself in the mirror. With a tear-stained, red face and a swollen nose…I gasp! So that’s the problem!

I’m a nigger.

This hit me like a ton of bricks. I wasn’t a nigger in the islands. I was black. From God. From my parents. I was proud and almost arrogant of my Carbon. So what happened to me? I went from being one with Jah, to being a lowly, good-for-nothing dog. But, surely my education mattered!!! After all, I graduated at the top of my class despite an Italian woman’s attempt to destroy me. I was well read. Well spoken. Educated with a degree. And medical training. Didn’t that matter? Didn’t that count for something? Many whites could not and did not have the ambition to achieve what I have achieved at the age of 25. I was told that their schooling was the key to my happiness.

Somebody lied to me.

Being black in the entire world, created under the illusion of white supremacy, means you are ignoble. You are worthless. And all your attempts will be futile. Ideas will be stolen, you’ll be cast aside like yesterday’s garbage and not one person will come to your rescue.

Nothing you accomplish will ever be good enough, fast enough, competent enough because you, in the system of white supremacy, are not enough. Your attempts at success will be mocked and trivialized. Your attempts at freedom will be marginalized. The white system will offer you crumbs from time to time, while they feast and gorge themselves fat and rotund. You will salivate for those crumbs in a desperate attempt to have a belly-full of desires. But that day will never come. Not with them as the Master Chef. ALL things that make you who you are will be rendered useless to society. Yet, society could not function without you. It is this paradigm that nearly took my life.

Today, my true Spiritual education continues daily. I read my books now. I watch Mystory now instead of Theirstory. I meditate with Jah, ask for direction from the Universe, which is female and all powerful, and I have begun the painful process of re-learning everything I thought I knew about living in a white world in brown skin. I continuously grow each day. I stagger at times at the blatant evil that spews from the cold, flinty gaze of my enemy, but when all is said and done, I’m grateful to be black…giver of black life, producer of black melanin, ancestor of black Ra, my grandmother’s black spirit and made with the Carbon of the Black Hole. Whiteness may have the privilege…for now…but blackness will always have the power. I’m just a little sad that it took me this long to realize it.

Working While Black

Black man in the office

This is just my observation. But in the work place when an black person is quiet and keeps to one self , I thinks this makes whites uneasy. Or when there are too many black employees together they find a way to break that up as well. I think black people freak white people out in the workplace…is this some carry over from slavery? Do they think blacks, like during slavery, are going to revolt and cause an insurrection?  —–  Mary Burrell

I say this with no exaggeration. Working in white corporate AmeriKlan has taken years off my life. On Sunday nights (and some weekday nights, depending on my shift) a wave of insomnia and terror overrides me. I am filled with apprehension and cold, paralyzing fear of entering my prison plantation called The Hospital. I toss and turn, anticipating Demons who will tear at me, lie on me, meddle with my machine, obstruct my dictation, interfere with my patient load and virtually try to destroy me.

I am the sole black in a sea of white people who fear me, envy my abilities and hate the ground I walk on. To say that I’ve developed a psychological trauma is putting it lightly. I make every effort to codify myself around them, to protect my hair and thusly my aura around them to no avail. They flock to me. Stare at me. Criticize me. Ask me questions that no sane person would ask and drain me Spiritually and emotionally. Without my strong faith in The High Creator, I would slip into the mouth of madness…or become someone that would make my mother weep.

I say this with no exaggeration that working in white corporate AmeriKlan is akin to a slave plantation with overseers in every corner, every hiding place, every crevice. And their number one goal is to bring you to your knees.

Since my blog is designed for us to heal, learn and share, I shall give my family an opportunity to vent out their frustrations and ask questions about workplace violence. Yes…you read correctly. I call it like I see it. What is being done to us is violence. It is real. It is Deadly. And it is a very effective from of menticide.

Do you have a story to share? And can you help Miss Mary and answer her very astute question?

Open Discussion #9

This arrived in my mailbox.

HI invisible women. Let me put this clear to you. Racist both white and black racist people are usually dumb. Im surprised that everything you said in your post is absolute bullshit. I was like , will she say one thing that makes sense and is correct. Guess what you disappointed me because everything you said is complete crap and there is no truth to it at all. We should work on fixinf problems with rascism and not spreading them like you. But guess what. White woman are the most beautiful woman on earth and I bet you feel that way to so you take your frustration out on the internet. Most black people are waaaaay to stupid to accomplish anything out of value but you have some smart black people. YOU WISH TO BE WHITE AND IT`s obvious. I almost feel sorry for you but I dont. You said that white people are trying to be black, guess what. That happens one in a million while the opposite is one in one hundred people. SO

FUCK YOU cunt!

if you were amrt at all you would LOOK AT WHAT THE JEWS does. But ohhh too bad YOU`RE STUPID!

Dear white people,

Ever since I opened my little shop, you’ve been craaaaazy, ain’t ya? Keep the insults coming. You are motivating me to succeed more than I can ever tell you. At this rate, I’ll open 2 shops just to piss you off. By the way, please continue to show my black family who you truly are. In the words of The Hon. Elijah Muhammad:

“I don’t have to convince you the white man is the Devil. He will convince you of that himself.”

The Next Boogeyman

Last night, I watched Space Traders again. For those of you that never saw or heard of it…here you go:

So….Here’s the question:

Since we all agree that whiteness cannot survive without an inferior to subjugate, if blacks were no longer the Global Boogeyman, who would be next in line?

I’ll leave this up for a few days so you can discuss and debate.

Confessions of a White Racist: Chronicle Three

I wasn’t going to post this. I was about to delete it when my blogger buddy contacted me. I told him of the entire incident and he urged me to post it, “Black people need to become more aware of what’s happening when we try to become successful in this got damn country. Post it.” So this morning when I got another letter, I was awed at the level of anguish I had caused since I opened my humble shop on Etsy.

A letter arrived for me in my shop’s mailbox.

Yes, my shop’s mailbox. Not my blog where dialogue is encouraged, not my personal email address, which some of you have…my store. My place of business that I created just for the black family. This was waiting for me:

Reguarding your blog

Hey Lisa,I couldnt find your e-mail address anywhere, but i saw you had an etsy, so i thought i would write you here, i hope you dont mind. Also, my apologies in advance for typos typos, I’m writing from my iPad. Also you will see that after the first paragraph this isn’t spam, but indeed regarding your blog Diaryofanegress that I stumbled upon tonight.I was surfing the web and one search led to another and somehow I ended up on the tragic story about the murder of Ilan Halimi, a handsome young Jewish man who was tortured and killed by an anti-semitic gang called “the Gang of the Barbarians. The leader of the group, Youssouf Fofana, was black. His parents were from Africa, but he was born in France. Again, one search led to another and I ended up searching two things… Why do blacks hate jews and why do people still hate jews. I just didn’t get it, this race is faced with so much prejudiced today and yet they don’t seem to be violent and most jews I’ve met have been lovely people. I did learn that Jews did enslave blacks durning the slave era, so that gives me one explanation, but it still doesn’t explain why many other people of different races discriminate against them. Anyways, I saw that you posted on someone’s blog and unfortunately I lost the link, but I loved whatever you said and it made me think, so I decided to visit your blog. You said, ….

Your posts first intrigued me, but the further I read, the further I just didn’t feel good about reading your posts. I loved reading new things i didn’t know about blacks. I think as a society, everyone should learn more about each other. The thing is, I first thought your blog was a fun informational and unique blog, but i soon realized it was not only full of anger and hate, but that it was a racist white-hate blog. You are obliviously intelligent and I commend you for educating yourself about your ethnic and cultural history and current state of politics, but you may not be as educated as I think you are if you think it’s okay to group whites all in one category. Yes whites are racist and so are blacks and so are Chinese and so on. Yes blacks were once slaves, but that’s not every single white person on earth’s fault. I think the biggest problem as to why many whites are prejudice is because blacks like you are angry and therefore are racist right back. Look, I get and know how whites are because I’m not white… But if I have had any problems with blacks, my biggest problem would be that many seem to feel entitled to do whatever and say whatever they want no matter how it may make someone feel. Growing up I was always uncomfortable around black men, never black women, I had a black besitie. From a very young age black men have always hit on me more than any other color of man, but it’s not just hitting on me, it’s that they harassed me for not being interested. I still remember when I was in undergrad, this will stick with me for life, a black guy (not a student) was trying to hustle his CDs to everyone. He started following me trying to be funny with small talk. I was in a hurry, so I first giggled a little then just kept walking. He grabbed my shoulder and was like ‘woah baby stop.’ I still was semi-polite at this point and pushed his hand away and kept walking. He started screaming “blood is coming down your skirt bitch. Blood is coming down your skirt ! bitch.&q uot; I was mortified, and no I was not bleeding. Most black men who have hit on me respond in the same way he did. It took me a long time to feel comfortable around black men and because of this I never wanted to date a black man, but I had to say that not every black man on earth is like the black men that have hurt me in some sense.

Your “Interracial Agenda” and “21 Truths White People don’t want to hear” posts disgusted me. I come from an interracial background and I love my race, my culture, my parents, and me. How would you feel if those 21 things you wrote about whites was turned around onto blacks. You probably wouldn’t care because you are angry, but someone, some innocent black person my read it and it may hurt them leading them to be angry like you. Imaging if I wrote a list about black women with blonde weaves? Or do you hate them to for liking blonde hair? #13. You really don’t feel as guilty as you want everyone to believe you do…. Well you don’t either so I don’t really think you should be a hypocrite. Blacks aren’t perfect either. No one is, and racism will never go away when people, white and black, like you antagonize the situation. Racism is probably worst than ever because its taboo. Whites whisper the word black, it’s sad. If whites say one thing about blacks, they’re racist, yet many but not all blacks can say whatever they want and feel guilt free and entitled.

Anyways, I love my President Barak Obama, I love Beyonce and Nikki Manaj, and I love my black best friend. But you must hate all four of those people as they live in a ‘white’ world, use ‘white’ propaganda, and are friends with other ‘whites’ right? I hope you don’t take offense to this email… In fact I’ve never cared enough to ever read more than one post of a bloggers blog yet alone ever write to one. Like I said, I think you are smart, but I think you should broaden socially. What you are doing is good, you are speaking your mind, but hating will only bring more anger to you and more hate to others. Your book bio says “I am a black woman living in the Divided States of AmeriKlan dedicated to conquering the system of racism/ white supremacy.” One racism and white supremacy are two very different things and two now can you be dedicated to conquering the system racism when you seem to be racist your self? Or maybe you just want be be the Queen of racists? Don’t get mad, don’t be offended, just think. Having your buttons pushed and not getting angry, but rather rational and eger to forward your cause intelligently will only make you stronger as an activist.

Only good thoughts and wishes for you. —X (name removed)

Ps Todd Boyd was my professor in grad school. You should research him, he taught me a lot, and he doesn’t hate white people one bit… What he hates is being categorized.

Now read this…

How utterly typical….left to your own devices, and you wretched little n1ggers are STILL blaming White human beings for the problems that YOU yourselves cause on a daily basis. This is why you receive no respect whatsoever….there is no hope for the n1gger species. Filthy, chimp animals, the entire lot of you, and it’s all YOUR OWN fault. Not ours.
We wiped our hands clean of your filth long, long ago… you’re own your own now, n1ggers. Well, except for that ever so necessary welfare, food stamps, obamaphones, free public housing, etc. and all the other free n1gger handouts that you all receive for doing NOTHING, while still complaining, whining, begging for more from human beings.
Never bite the White Hand that feeds you….it might just stop feeding you one day. N1gger punks.

“5. No matter how big your house, how fancy your car and how expensive your jewelry, whites are not EVER going to be impressed with you or have respect for you. To them, you are just another nigger.” EXACTLY. Nothing more, not even human f%$^ing beings….

Whites don’t envy you, we don’t pity you. To be honest, we don’t care at all of you anymore. It is YOU that is destroying OUR country. Don’t like it here? Leave.
N1ggers are by far the most worthless animals on the face of this planet.

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So, let me ask you the burning question: Is this all it really takes to unravel them?

Is A Race War Inevitable?

Last night, I had a great conversation with my friend about what the future holds for us on this planet. He said, “Africans will never be free from the confines of white oppression without going to war.”

What a comment!

I asked him to elaborate. “Truth, Whites have proven that they cannot live peacefully with us, with Nature, with the Spirit or with themselves without conflict. From the moment he escaped from Rebekah’s womb, the white man has declared war on his mother, father and brother. The only way we can be free from them is to defeat them in every area of people activity. And that means full fledged war.”

I have my opinions on the topic but I want to hear yours.

Can we be free from white supremacy without going to war?

Coming Soon To A Neighborhood Near You

{Copied this from Davey D’s Hip Hop corner}

Unwanted Roommate

Pale Horse

 

Underneath my blackness, lives a visitor

She is The Pale Horse

She whispers to me “Nigger…get back! You’ll never make it!”

I close my eyes

fight her

punch her

kick her

pull at my brain…make her stop…Pleeeeeeeease!

I wanna be in peace and live in ease

But she cackles her deathly grin and sneers

“I’ll never leave. I’m here to stay. You’re stuck with me, I’ll never go away.”

So I run nowhere with quickened feet

Only to embrace my imminent defeat

Scream with no voice

Cry with no tears

Sleep while awake

I’ve done this for years

Accomplishments  forsaken with a dirty glance in the mirror

Her reflection stares arrogantly at me

“Told ya. You see?”

I call upon the ancestors for strength and I win…sometimes

But I’m tired… worn out…immobile… atrophy has set in

May I sleep forever?

Will I smile never?

Too much to be done all at once

How do I rid myself of my unwanted roommate?

She’s here to stay

As she says, “I’ll never go away.”

The Most Dangerous Man in AmeriKlan

This is the second post on Mr. Tim Wise, the Jew-“ish”, Southern Anti-Racist speaker. Once I learned to remove all emotions from dealing with white people and to regard them as they have regarded us, I was startled at the level of clarity I have obtained. Listen to Mr. Wise and this 10 year old black co-host on the COWS:

Dr. Welsing was correct to say that the “confusion of our emotions under the system of white supremacy would be our downfall.”  Speaking to Neely Fuller and listening to countless documentaries on the origin of Europeans have given me something utterly priceless: Reflection.

Tim Wise, the anti-racist, is the white, manipulative counterpart to the growing number of conscious black authors, bloggers, speakers, educators and researchers that are determined to dismantle the system of racism and slavery that hold us hostage. Since blacks are conditioned to believe anything that whites say and preach, the powers that be gave us this Jew-“ish”, white-skinned, blue-eyed, southern, soft-spoken, intelligent, articulate, allegedly harmless and non-threatening God-like figure to disarm us, confuse us and to make us less guarded in our suspicion of the power of whites on a global scale.

I recently watched a video given to me by a good friend who has amazing powers of observation. Please listen to the sister who was happy how “the door was being opened to finally talk about race” at Mr. Wise’s Maryland lecture:

The door to talking about racism has been open for about 500 years. You and I right this second are talking about racism and the system of oppression that we are forced to live in. Countless books, articles and blogs have talked openly about racism. And our ancestors have died so we, today, right this second, could talk about racism. So the fact that this black woman seemed relieved and almost happy that “the door was being opened” to talk about a system that whites intentionally created to give them and them alone power is not only mind-blowing but highly absurd.

Mr. Wise, who gets paid handsomely (up to 10,000 per engagement) to use what I call “Jumbled Jargon”, is the most dangerous man in AmeriKlan. He knows this of course, (all whites understand their power and influence over blacks from a very young age despite what they claim) and is a master of lies and deceit.

If Tim Wise and the other white anti-racists are truly willing to end this oppressive system that they created:

1. The system would not exist

2. They would not get paid to do it

3. They would live in poor, downtrodden black neighbourhoods and go to poor downtrodden black schools to fully over-stand the black inner city experience

4. They would use their white power and white privilege to set up foundations for any black person, regardless of income, to start businesses of their own

5. They would use their white power and white influence to overturn the 13th Amendment

6. They would get out of Africa and stop stealing our natural resources

7. They would give us reparations for slavery

8. They would offer a worldwide apology for the inhumane practice called genocide

9. They would stop stealing copper, platinum, oil, diamonds, turquoise and conch from the Caribbean islands

10. They would stop denying that racism exists

Since none of these alleged anti-racists are doing ANY of that, I’m lead to continue my belief in my ancestor’s proverb:

“The white man speaks with a forked tongue.”

21 Harsh Truths White People Don’t Want to Hear

The year is ending. 2013 will be tumultuous for you. As the realization sets in that you, the self-entitled Supreme Being, are losing power on the planet that you stole and destroyed out of greed, you’ll implode in more ways than one. Being unable to self-reflect, you’ll take out your rage on darker-skinned peoples in ways that will shock even you. There is not one thing that you can do now to reverse the damage that you’ve caused. So please stop trying to “fix it” and listen: You are not fit to be a leader. This planet is not yours. And very soon it will return to the rightful owners. Accept it.

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1. Every true African thinks you are a cold, heartless, tyrannical, lying, devious, untrustworthy, manipulative, demonic bastard.

2. Money, no matter what amount, will not make you happy.

3. No matter how much surgery you have, you’ll never compare to a black woman’s natural beauty:

Grace Jones

4. You are the only race on Earth that cannot live harmoniously with nature.

5. Your desperate attempt to be “like us” is pathetic:

6. Your low self-esteem and intense insecurity shows every time you use the word “Nigger.”

7. Dr. Bobby Wright, a genius, summed you up to a tee:

Wright

8. Deep down, the thought that you ruled over other people makes you feel proud:

9. White women, contrary to your propaganda, are not the most wanted women on Earth:

10. White men, contrary to your propaganda, are not the most masculine men on Earth:

11. Without your white skin, you’d be nothing.

12. The reason why you try to keep blacks from progressing is out of fear for our revenge.

13. You really don’t feel as guilty as you want everyone to believe you do.

14. You and your people are the sole cause of destruction on the planet.

15. You are 100% satisfied with your unearned privileges.

16. Pretending not to be aware of your White Privilege isn’t fooling anyone:

“innocent” white woman

17. You lack the true capacity to change your racist views.

18. Your forefathers sins are apart of your bloodline…forever:

Future Racist

19. If slavery was reinstated, you would no longer have the need to take anti-depressants and Viagra.

20. You are your own worst enemy:

21. You cheat, lie and manipulate your way to the top because deep down, you know you cannot compete at a level playing field with everyone else.

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