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Letters from My Readers

I’ve been getting a barrage of letters lately about the current state of things in America. From being openly bullied at work to police harassment to random strangers saying nasty things at public places, I’ve been hearing them all.

One reader questioned if Trump is to blame.

My response:

No.

No one can make you become something you are not.

All Trump did was give whites the green light to be as they are. The rest is up to them. Growing Spiritually has been the most difficult thing I’ve ever had to do. It meant taking a hard and very uncomfortable look at MYSELF as the FIRST cause. I am responsible for me.

Let me say that again.

I am responsible for me.

Others can set the stage but it is my own free will that makes the choice on how the play will turn out.

To my readers who are in pain:

I’m sorry.

For all of us.

This country has not been kind to us and as long as the system of white supremacy is in practice, it will never be kind. This is something that you must accept in order to move forward. Let me put it more clearly:

White people will never, ever change.

Why?

Because their very survival depends on injustice.

Their world has been carefully manufactured for their false existence on a planet that is in constant and swift motion. Have you ever seen what happens to water that remains stagnant for too long?

It literally becomes rancid and poisonous to drink.

Moving forward is what gives us new life and room to grow and to experience new things. You take the good with the bad and hopefully learn something. When you remain in the exact same place despite activity, everyone around you grows but you remain the same. It is this reason why you are witnessing:

Extreme and violent rage

Extreme sadness to the point of suicide

Drug abuse

Random murders

Insanity

 

There isn’t a feeling more terrible than when you know your time is up.

Some accept it gracefully and go with dignity. Others kick and scream and cause much damage on their way out. The white population is taking option two as they are expected to do.

Black Family,

In order for you to grow, you must stop expecting whites to realize their mistakes, apologize, make amends and live in harmony with us till their time is over.

It will NEVER happen.

YOU must be the change you desire in order to move forward.

Stop wasting energy protesting. All you are really doing is begging for their attention.

Stop wasting energy explaining how racism hurts. All you are really doing is amusing them.

Of course they know racism hurts. Of course they know what it means to be black in America. It was their idea to label you black in the first place for their political purposes. You will NEVER tell whites ANYTHING that they don’t already know for this is their false world, their false creation and their false narrative.

ALL you are doing is amusing them as they pass the time.

Focus on you, your desires, how to obtain them, how to empower yourself, how to build, how to grow, the CORRECT education based in NATURE and leave them alone.

To them, you have nothing worthwhile to say because it is their false world that you are living in. All you are doing is amusing them. Ever look into their faces as you speak to them about any random thing and see the corners of their mouths twitching? It is because you are an amusement. A fodder. A comedy. A joke. Or, as Neely Fuller puts it, “The ultimate ego trip.” No matter how they move with you, in the backs of their minds they know what they’ve done to you and what that makes you in their eyes. This is why, for no reason at all, they will begin to ignore you and treat you poorly leaving you bewildered. It is you that is confused. NEVER them.

Leave them alone. That is my advice.

Deal with them on a “business only basis” and always remember where you stand.

As for the recent events…

Nothing new here in White-owned America.

Be safe. Carry a legal weapon. Have a chaperone if you can. Travel with a buddy. Travel with a video camera. Buy your groceries during the daytime. Be polite. Never start confrontation. Speak clearly with your supervisor and with your co workers. Take down notes when possible to cover yourself. Try to stay out of bars and clubs or ANY large crowd area. Always look for exit signs. If something feels wrong, trust your instincts.

A white female came over to me once smiling and carrying a doughnut, or some fried cake. She offered it to me. I thanked her, accepted it, set it aside, then proceeded to throw it away when she wasn’t looking.

Always remember that you are not living in your own reality.

I love you black family and wish you well.

Good luck.

 

 

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Solar Eclipse 8/21/2017: Male Energy in Effect

Who is your Deity?

 

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Ogun?

 

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RA?

 

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Or Obatala?

 

Tomorrow, on 8/21/17, a Solar Eclipse will occur.

The Sun, a male Energy Celestial Body will empower us all. This is for Melanin Rich individuals throughout the diaspora. Our mental prowess and Spiritual powers will ignite and I hope that all of you, Black Family, will take advantage of this powerful event.

After you are done with your Meditation/ Prayer Ritual, you must take a Vow of Silence, for the ENTIRE day if possible, to allow your thoughts and prayers to reverberate throughout the universe.

I’m going to ask for some very specific things for myself, my family, my friends and the Black Diaspora. And I know to whom I’ll be asking:

 

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This chaos…the upheavals, the mayhem, it is ALL happening so Nature can cleanse HERSELF for a new beginning. The after effects of this Solar Event can be felt for up to SIX months.

Good Luck, Black Family, and don’t forget to thank your Deity and leave a small gift of appreciation ( like a glass of clean drinking water, a tiny but pretty flower or a portion of your meal ) for listening to you and helping you.

 

 

Are You Ready For August?

Over the weekend I was at my usual farmer’s market. Temperatures reached 101 degrees by high noon. Being from the islands, I was MORE than comfortable with this heat and sat quietly with a large cup of ginger tea doing what I do best; ‘invisibly’ taking in my surroundings. As the sun pounded earth, the bees swarmed the wildflowers, dragonflies buzzed around the stagnant water of a nearby pond and fresh crops of corn were popping up. Nature was out in full force NOT despite of the heat but BECAUSE of it.

I noticed the amount of yurugu vendors were considerably less than normal and they looked downright MISERABLE.

Huffing and puffing, sweating and swaying, one yurugu patron looked as if he was about to pass out. Red in the face with fresh blisters growing on his forehead, he came over to my table, looked at me, looked at my offerings, back at me and brayed, “Aren’t ya hot?” I smiled sweetly. “No. I don’t really feel it that much.” He gave me a look that declared my insanity and walked away.

This year, Black Family, Earth will heat up more than ever before.

August will be one of the hottest Augusts on RECORD.

Are you taking in the Light of RA?

Are you meditating on what to do? And how to do it?

Are you drinking your water, water and more water?

Are you using your coconut oil to absorb more sun and get darker?

Do not waste this prime opportunity to flex your much envied and hated pineal glands and communicate with Nature. Tell HER what you need. Ask HER to help you and to show you the way. Then listen and watch quietly for conformation. I got my conformation…kind of.

A yurugu male admitted to me this past Sunday that he knows “why all of this is happening.”

“It’s because of what we’ve (whites) done. We killed all dem Indians and took their land and their gold…all their stuff. We’re covered in sin and what’s to come is our payback.”

I said nothing as he looked at me with deep and troubled eyes.

Funny how some yurugus will own up to killing “dem Indians” but will NEVER honestly own up to slavery and the continued OPPRESSION of blacks. I guess since we’re still alive, it doesn’t count. Or maybe they just don’t give a fuck.

Black Family,

Use the God Particle in you and fight to end this prison system.

Do not waste it…

Do it with me on the first of August and let’s end this torture. Because you know damn well that they’ll NEVER end it themselves.

Dear Diary #8

I’m in NYC this weekend at a three day holiday festival.

The air is warm and enveloping with a mild breeze. Crowds of people pass me by happily munching on whatever homemade deep fried snacks they bought at the festival. As I sit and watch them, I’m reminded of how magnificent the world can be. Lush trees, bright green grass, purple wildflowers with butterflies dancing over them and the smells and sounds of the city. I needed this trip more than I realized and was grateful for it. I’m severely burned out. Sleep toys with me and my anxiety about what is to come is running high.

Nature is changing.

In fact, change is in the air all over the world and I can feel it, smell it, taste it and see it in the passers-by. Black patrons come up to me and before I know what is happening, we’re talking about what the future holds for blacks. We are ALL on the same page but are struggling to find a viable solution for it.

Today, as I was sitting, happily munching on my spinach, three white females came over to my table, smiling and carefree, to inquire about my herbs and my tomatoes. I had been growing them all season and took extreme pride in my crops. I had arranged my herbs in pretty, painted, handmade pottery and my mint medley caught her eye. The scent wavered over to her and she had to come over.

As I told her how my compost was 100% natural and that’s how the herb grew so lush and full, her eyes traveled over my body. My pink dress, my white sandals, my onyx pendant, my natural hair…all of it she devoured. When she reached my eyes, she began to tell me that she was a Reiki Master and frequently charged her jewelry before she wore them.

 

She told me of how she was a “spiritual being having a physical experience” in the limited time the Holy Spirits allowed her to be here and how she intended to “do her part in the healing and learning process.”

“Wow”, I said. “That’s sounds pretty deep.”

“You know, I may not look it but I’m actually Native American descent”, she quipped.  “Wado!”

“Oh? What tribe do you claim?”, I inquired.

“I’m 1/16th Cherokee from my mom’s side”, she claimed proudly. “That’s why my cheekbones are so high.”

As she rattled off about her “Indian Heritage”, a gust of wind blew from the trees and a sudden thought hit me.

Whites stole Economic Power and Political Power from us and devised a stunning reptilian plan to keep the dollar out of our communities. But the power that REALLY counts, the Melaninated Spiritual Throne, remains in our possession. It is our birthright and connection to the Most High Creator. Lately, I’ve met a horrifying amount of whites that:

  1. Claim to really be Ameri-Indian
  2. Claim to be a Reiki “Master” or a Chakra thing-a-ma-jig
  3. Only wish to be “in the spirit” and reject the “physical aspect of life”

 

In fact, they wish with all their might to be removed from their whiteness, while still possessing WHITE PRIVILEGE, that they will become OFFENDED if you call them white.

Why is this happening?

Then it hit me.

The last element of complete domination for the white race, the FINAL ACT of MASTERSHIP of the WORLD, will be to overthrow our connection to Nature/ The Most High and consume our powers completely. Once they have done this, IT WILL BE O-V-E-R.

They overstand, by instinct and by genetics, that Nature is their mortal enemy. After all, as my blogger buddy, Kushite Prince says:

“If the sun hates you, you’re fucked.”

It is this intimate knowledge of their non-existent future that has them claiming to be people of colour but “just white-looking with blonde hair and blue eyes.” Which is a load of horseshit. This is why, all of a sudden, they are reading books, taking art classes, dance lessons and devouring anything and everything that has to do with the Spiritual Aspect of life.

 

 

This is a REAL African Dance class packed with whites.

 

They intend to take it from us by ANY MEANS NECESSARY.

I shudder at the thought for I know just how low they will go.

Then a cloud passes and a bright ray of sunlight beams down on on the street and almost illuminates it and I’m comforted once again. I pick up my book and look at this “Native American” white female before me…

And smile.

 

 

 

 

 

Jade Helm

Still think they’re just playing with us?

 

 

 

I’ve seen them with my own eyes roaming around in my area…and I live on farmland.

Black Family, are you getting prepared?

Introducing: Barafutours77

Like what you see?

 

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In my attempt to uphold Ujamaa (cooperative economics), I asked a very talented jewelry maker from Tanzania:

 

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To make me a “statement” piece that was inspired by the Maasai. I received my earrings today in the mail and was very pleased.

These brightly coloured earrings were painstakingly handmade and are very beautiful.

The name of her company is : Barafutours77

And she can be found on Ebay here:

http://www.ebay.com/usr/barafutours77

I urge all of you to look at her very inspiring and colourful shop and support Black Owned Businesses worldwide.

The next item I’m going to buy from her is this:

 

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I wonder if she’ll make them in Red, Green and Gold…

Just A Reminder…

New Year’s is upon us.

For those that wish to fight back, please do the ritual with us and gain your freedom by eliminating the greatest threat to huemanity the world has ever known. Our ancestors fought and died so we can live and pass on their greatness to our children.

 

Channel them and honour them and fight back!

 

They are counting on us!

Click on this link, below and fight with us.

https://diaryofanegress.com/2014/12/14/blackness-rising-a-new-years-meditation-ritual/

Blackness Rising: A New Year’s Meditation Ritual

 

 

The year is ending.

The threshold between New Year’s Eve and New Year’s Day is a very powerful one. It symbolizes new beginnings and fresh starts. It also symbolizes drastic change. I would advise all Melanin Rich people who wish to fight for our liberation and survival to join me in a prayer/ meditation session on the threshold of 2014 and 2015 (11:59 pm) and make your demands be heard.

For those of you that are “in the know”, 2015 is not only a Shmita year but also the year of 2 blood moons. Many changes are coming to us, The Real Illuminated Ones, and to our planet. War is imminent. We are on the deliberate verge of a major crisis (WW3 and the currency crash) that will change the planet and for better or for worse, we’re going to be here to witness it. When the veil is lifted and white society worldwide learns that they are naught but pawns in the system that they love and cherish, madness and fierce denial will be the end result and they will come for us.

You must remember that whites do not and CANNOT live in reality. That would mean accepting their role as a willing societal monster. By deflecting the blame on the victim rather than look at the brutality that dwells within them, they will continue to brutalize us until we are no more.

Now is not the time to make excuses.

Now is not the time to pretend that all is well and you have “no idea what I’m talking about.”

 

It is the time to take a stand and fight for your people, your family and your children’s future. The next black man, woman or child that lays in a pool of blood may be yours. Make no mistake about it. They are coming for us and they have the gleeful help of other countries who wish to capitalize off of the riches (melanin) of Africans.

“White people’s capacity for evil is not in their past, it’s in their future.” ~ Dr. Kambon

Did you read that correctly and absorb it or just gloss over it because I’m tired of trying to convince the most creative, Spiritually in-tuned people on earth that they are NEVER going to stop what they’re doing until you, and everyone else that looks like you, is dead. Understand?

DEAD.

A parasite will keep its host alive for as long as the host serves a purpose. When that purpose is fulfilled, the parasite ultimately kills the host.

Period.

Ebola. Aids. Chagas. Chikungunya disease. ALL race-specific bio-weapons made by Gates and his good ‘ole boys at the CDC aimed at Melanin.

Accept it.

Hurricane Katrina, the earthquake in Haiti and a slew of murderous rampages should have awakened us to the cold, hard truth about what and who we are dealing with.

 

1. White entities (because I truly have no idea what the fuck they are) have an inborn, genetically programmed, predisposition for blood lust. Until this day, they enjoy bloody meat. Ever hear them ordering a steak at a restaurant? Then you know I’m not lying. 

2. The two races will NEVER co-exist in peace as we are opposing forces in Nature.

3. The only way to stop a psychopath from killing is to destroy it. Did you notice I said “it”? Because to be hueman, you must have compassion given to you by God.

4. White entities pass on, through their DNA, a raw, bitter, envious, murderous hatred of anything Melanin-Rich. It is in their very nature to be cruel, violent, aggressive and destructive towards us and they will NEVER change.

5. They are the only race on Earth that, until this day as I write this, have no tangible idea where they came from and it drives them mad.

6. Jordan Maxwell, a white (crytpo) Jew, told the entire world in one of his lectures that the white man will “rather blow the entire planet into smithereens then give up their stolen power.”

My grandmother and my mother both have a saying that’s stuck with me my whole life:

“When fish come out of the water and tell you that the water is deep, you need to believe them.”

I told you months ago that entities walk the planet in humanoid form. Can’t you see and sense it? Can’t you feel that beneath the cold, gelatinous stare of their eyes lies pure unadulterated evil? They can not help themselves as they are defective by Nature. Stop making excuses for them such as “they were bought up in an icy environment” and “racism is taught.”

No.

From the moment these humanoids were created, EVERYWHERE they’ve gone they’ve caused death, disease and destruction.

And now, with all the major universal changes happening all over the world, they know that their time is running out. And that makes them DESPERATE. How do I know this?

Because this is the next step of their de-volution. Trans-humanism. Let me ask you a question:

If God created all divine things in HIS/HER image, then why the fuck would you need a computer hooked into your central system to survive?

By the way, have you seen these movies yet?

1. I Am Legend

2. They Live

3. The Descent

4. The Purge

All are classified under horror/ Sci-Fi but tell the “wink, wink” truth. Please see these movies and take notes.

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Things you will need for this Melanin-Powered Session:

1. A table/ box/ bench or any object that you can use as an altar:

As you can see, even the most basic rock(s) can be used as a meditation space depending on your deity.

2. A glass of clean drinking water.

3. A small gift of appreciation, thanks and respect in advance. After all, it is you that needs the help, not the other way around. What makes a good gift? A flower. A piece of fruit. A tiny but pretty seashell that reminds you of your deity. It’s not the size or the currency amount. It’s the thought.

4. A candle.

Arrange your altar the way it feels “right” to you and, on the threshold of New Year’s Eve and New Year’s Day, light the candle and make your wish. Speak it out loud! Use the power in your Throat Chakra. Make your demands to Earth. Speak it from the heart and soul. And then, perhaps the hardest part, detach it from your mind.

When I spoke to the stars last month asking the planet to ease our suffering and even the playing field a bit, I heard from a blogger friend of mine that mudslides obliterated new, luxury homes that were built on indigenous land in parts of northern California and took the lives of the Beast with them.

Then another colleague of mine told me that birds are attacking aeroplanes carrying the enemy with such brutal force, they are forced to land or crash. And finally, the rates of melanoma have skyrocketed among the Children of the Serpent. Special thanks to our brethren who commanded the Sun of Ra to smite the Beast.

If you still doubt our power, remove your doubt and believe that this is real.

I recently read 2 very disturbing articles via email from a buddy in NY:

1. The enemy is threatening native Hawaiians (Melaninites) with Monsanto’s cancerous foods and seeds and trying to run the people off of their own land.

2. In addition to Ebola, there is a new man-made disease in the islands and South America: Chikungunya disease. My own family told me this disease has utterly ravaged parts of their communities. The islands, like Africa, are rich in silver, copper, platinum, abalone and conch (to make jewelry) and OIL. Yes…I said oil. Ever wonder why they’re down there in the heat of the blazing sun? To steal my ancestors wealth.

On the threshold of 2014-2015, I shall use my power to run the invaders off our land and awaken my people. My power, which grows stronger and more forceful each day, is waiting to be unleashed. When it finally happens, I will summon my Spiritual Father, Nat Turner, my Spiritual Brother, Khalid Muhammad, my Spiritual Mother, Queen Nzinga, my Spiritual Sister, Queen Nanny of the Maroons, and my Spiritual Uncle, François-Dominique Toussaint Louverture, for help in exterminating the biggest threat to Huemanity the world has ever known.

For our fallen sisters and brothers in Louisiana and Haiti where the enemy is currently building billion dollar luxury homes, high rises and hotels, expect a “tragic” accident to occur to the land invaders as they live off the blood of the Melanin Rich.  In North America where billions of blacks died at the hands of evil so whites can prosper, I’ll ask them to stealthily hunt down the beast and kill it.

Expect more sinkholes, fires, earthquakes, plane crashes, SUICIDES, animal attacks and “mysterious” deaths, like Sudden Infant Death Syndrome and Non-Specific Ovarian Failure. Do you really believe the high rates of cancer on Long and Staten Island is just a mere coincidence?

I do hope the enemy is reading this…your days are numbered.

 

What will you wish for, Black family?

To hold hands with your enemy and sing?

To pretend that “one day, they’ll see the light and change?”

They can’t see the light lest it burn their asses.

Will you fight back or simply wait to be killed?

The choice is yours.

Reblog this article and pass it on to those who wish to join me.

It is time.

 

 

Dear Negress…

I’ve gotten a barrage of emails lately from many of you wanting answers to various questions. It seems that we are indeed waking up at an accelerated rate and are beginning to notice that something’s not quite right. From the prophesy of the long awaited X-Class solar storm to our pineal glands vibrating in our heads, to alien invasions to the Bible prophesies of “The Mark of the Beast”, I’ve gotten them all. I’d like to reiterate that this blog is for my Melanin-Rich family. I do not write for anyone else. I do not think about anyone else. My number one concern is for my people and my people alone. Those of you that are not Melaninated who write to me constantly begging me to:

“please post my comments”,

“please answer me…I don’t mean any harm”,

“listen to me because my best friend is black so I’m not racist and I know what I’m talking about”,

“put up a good fight, you black, racist bitch”

“stop being a coward and answer me!!!…..”

are wasting your time.

I don’t give a fuck what you think.

I don’t give a damn what you write.

And I really don’t fucking care a fucking shit about any of you.

The planet is getting ready to wipe you off the face of the earth. If I were you, and I’m glad that I’m not, I’d get on my hands and knees and beg the Creator for mercy and understanding because your demise will be catastrophic. You are going to drink down a very bitter tasting medicine for what you’ve done and there’s not one fucking thing you can do now to change things. Better get your 1,000,000 SPF ultra-super-deluxe-uber tanning creme ready. Ever see The Terminator: Part 2? I’d watch it again…and take some serious notes.

 

As for my family…I’ll do my best to answer your questions on a Spiritual basis as best as I can.

Question 1. What exactly is going on with all the earthquakes, mudslides and fires?

Ans. 1.  Well…First off, I believe it’s one of two things. It’s either us  heating up and changing the atmosphere causing fires, sinkholes and other disasters. Remember last year when we meditated/ prayed for a hotter planet and temperatures soared to over 100 degrees practically overnight? We are Nature and Nature is us. We are God and God is us. Our deepest thoughts are manifesting themselves into reality. When we mediate together as a whole, we have the increased ability to make things happen. This is called many things in our vastly different cultures:

Metaphysics

Obeah

Voodoo

Hoodoo

Wish Fulfillment

The Power

Santeria

etc…

Our ancestors are still here. In fact, they never left us. I believe the increasing number of sinkholes and natural disasters are them taking revenge for their bloodshed. And…it’s our increased awareness and prayers for justice that is being heard.

The second possibility is Yurugu. Only they have the mindset to build a diabolical machine called HAARP. It is located in Alaska and has the ability to tamper with Nature’s temperatures. They can cause snow in the islands, rain in the desert and many other unnatural weather patterns. Remember Katrina? And Haiti? And Sandy? All apart of Yurugu’s plan.

Question 2. Who are whites really and where do you think they come from?

Answer 2. Hmmm….I’ve talked about this topic a LOT in the past and have certain theories. Many scholars seem bent on the mythology of Jacob/Yackub. It could very well be…they do exhibit many characteristics that seem to fit into that description. I honestly do not know where they came from or who they are exactly. My gut feeling lies in the mythology of Nosferatu. At his core, Dracul is a simple parasite. A Sex Demon or Incubus. He lives to live off others. Once you cut off his source of food, which is the Life Force or Essence of others, his perishes.

That is only my opinion. But I do know one thing for a fact. They are NOT like us in any way.

Where we are empathetic and soulful, they are dry and empty. I’ve stated many, many times that there is something profoundly missing inside of them and I do know that it’s The God Principle called Melanin or EU-Melanin. One of my favourite tribes, The Dogon, tells the mythology of Yurugu and, in my humble opinion, it fits them perfectly.

One day we’ll find out I’m sure. After all, what is hidden must eventually come to the light.

 

Question 3. What do you think they {whites} want with us? I mean, why can’t they leave us alone?

Ans. 3. They are our opposite. So if we stand for one thing, by the law of Nature, they must stand for the other. This is called Polarity. Simply look at Nature for this one. There is a sun and a moon. There is winter where the leaves dry up and seem to die but in the summer, Nature brings it all back. All things in life must adhere to this principle.

If we are from the God Principle called Melanin, then whites, who have very little melanin, must be from the Opposing Force. As to what they want with us???? (sigh). I firmly believe that our melanin is what they’re after. Why? To keep them alive. They must infuse themselves with our DNA to give them a bit of colour so they’ll live. Make no mistake about this…many of them know what time it is and are running scared.

Ever wonder why the palest whites seem to almost desperately hunt to fornicate and have babies with the darkest Africans? Ever wonder why even though they scream that we are unintelligent, dirty, smelly, uncouth and the lowest life form on Earth, they are ALWAYS in our faces? They know. In fact, I think almost everyone knows…..everyone, that is, except us. A really good movie to watch regarding them is “I am Legend” and “The Purge.”

 

Question 4. What’s gonna happen to us {blacks} as a whole?

Ans. 4. Bluntly put: If we don’t wake the hell up and stop acting stupid, we’re gonna perish.

While we worry about getting laid and hustling money, Evil plots a new lab-made disease, a new form of cancer, a more potent cigarette, a better way to poison the water supply, a new way of sterilizing us without our knowledge, a new law that will lock us up forever and throw away the fucking key for “annoying” a police officer.

We worry about impressing everyone with our Big Shot car and Big Shot designer clothes and our Big Shot jewelry and getting as much sex as huemanly possible with as many beautiful people as huemanly possible. Why do we do this? Because we are childlike and still caught up in mental enslavement. Amos Wilson DIED begging us to stop acting stupid. We never listen. All we have on the brain is sex and that dirty, stinking money. But the only ones that can decide when we’re ready to live and be a Sovereign Nation is us. Ever wonder why we have so many distractions in our daily lives? Ever wonder why we MUST work 9-5, 5 days a week in order to be considered a “functioning” member of Western Society? Ever wonder why whites invented the Tel-Lie-Vision????

Because with all of these distractions, we cannot think about what is going on around us! Or come up with real, tangible solutions.

 

Question 5. What’s going to become of the white race?

Ans. 5. Simply put: Extinction.

The law of Nature states that whatever you release into the cosmos is what you shall receive. Whites have made it astonishingly clear from day one that it’s them against the whole world. They despise Nature. They kill Nature for entertainment purposes and when questioned, they say it is “research.”

Research for what? Nature has survived since the beginning of time but for some odd reason, they feel compelled to research it. Study any indigenous peoples, any non-white culture, anyone who doesn’t adhere to Western ideals and you’ll find startling similarities. The white man/ white woman MUST wipe them out by ways of disease and genocide.

Since they, by Nature, are Anti-Nature, their karma will be Destruction by Nature.

And they know it. That’s why many of them are afraid and trying, as best as they know how, to be “friends” with us. What I find ironic is how they scream Black Inferiority yet they will have no choice but to turn to us in the end for help and solace and reassurance. Do not be swayed by their small acts of kindness. It is always motivated by self interest.

 

Question 6. Are Blacks really gifted with powers?

Ans. 6. Yes. We have something called Melanin in our skin, hair follicles, eyes and inner organs that make us different from everyone else on this planet. The more melanin you have, the more gifted you are. The more melanin you have, the more connected to God/ Nature you are. Ever wonder how you can sense certain things that everyone else is oblivious to? Ever wonder why your dreams can tell the future? Ever wonder why you can pick up on someone’s aura and know instantly that they are not a good person?

That’s your melanin.

When we decide we are “ready”, we can fly, communicate telepathically (some of us are ALREADY doing this), move objects (telekinesis), morph into space and back again…the list is endless. You will have the power to decide what it is you can do. The sky’s the limit.

Question 7. Will we regain control over the planet again? My teacher says it’s inevitable.

Ans. 7. Yes. In some way, shape or form, Blackness will rule again. You cannot kill Carbon. Ever. If Carbon dies, the cosmos will cease to exist. If whites or their relatives kill each and every single one of us off tomorrow morning and blow this planet into smithereens, the next breed of Huemans on this planet will have Melanin. It is IMPOSSIBLE to kill Melanin. Without Dark Matter, you CANNOT have life. They know this by the way. That’s why they are revving up their attack on us because their time is running out.

Black people will regain control again. Your teacher is correct. When? That’s up to us.

 

Question 8. Why did we fall? I mean, what did we do to become this “scourge” of society?

Ans.8. Good question. My honest answer is: I don’t know exactly. But…I do know that somehow, we taught the enemy our secrets and they used it AGAINST us. Make no mistake about it. Spells are being cast on us AT ALL TIMES. Food, music, the poison air, our clothes (the cotton is made in a lab and laced with toxins that is absorbed into our skin then sold to us in department stores. These toxins are made to be deadly to Melanin), vaccines…all of these things are devised to keep us dumb, asleep and unfocused. They are also designed to calcify our Pineal Glands. The more we buy into white society, the more we continue to fall. Beta Tests are being played out in the media to rouse our melanin-energy, which they call “Adrenaline”,  so they can feed off of us metaphysically. Let me ask you something.

Ever wonder why whites invented skin bleaching cremes?

To “kill” your melanin. That’s why they currently have a MASSIVE campaign going on around the globe that promotes anything too dark as ugly and undesirable BUT they continue to tan themselves to a crisp and inject themselves with liquid melanin.

Think about that for a second. Ever wonder why the only “attractive” blacks are light-skinned mulattoes? We bought into their religions, which we never had in the beginning and accepted the lies that they are Godlike and superior. Once we accepted the “Mark of their Beast/ 666, which is the mark of ManKind, we were in instant trouble. We are Man. They are ManKind. That’s two COMPLETELY different entities.

We fell because we ALLOWED ourselves to be Hoodwinked. But do not fret. All that is changing slowly and we’re starting to wake up and see the truth about who we are in relation to God and the planet. And that’s why they are running scared. They know once we reject them and accept ourselves, it’s over.

 

Question 9. Why do I feel so sorry for them after all that they’ve done to us?

Ans 9. Because being Melanin Rich, we are the most empathetic, compassionate people on this planet. Only a truly God-like figure can pity their enemy even though your enemy tries to kill you. We feel sorry for them because we know that they cannot help themselves. Being our opposite, they must kill and rape and torture and lie and deceive. That is why they are here. We may experience hatred at their actions and intense frustration and even wish them ill….but deep down, for many of us, if we saw a small white child drowning or about to be hit by a car, we would feel COMPELLED to help save her.

The other day, a homeless white man was on the street holding a cardboard sign that read “Hungry…Please Help!” Even though I have naught but rage for these people for what they’ve done to me PERSONALLY and to my ancestors, my heart swelled and I felt an intense wave of sympathy for him. He was dirty and looked utterly hopeless. I felt truly sorry for him.

But…they do not feel that way about us. That’s why they can throw our children into the mouth of a hungry alligator, string us up on a tree branch and set us on fire, have rape parties where they tear our insides out, empty 41 bullets into our bodies for holding a wallet and that same night, sleep like a newborn baby. We are different. Always remember that. We are Opposing Forces.

 

Question 10. Do you think whites know who they are?

Ans 10. {laughs} Allow me to post this little gem straight from the horse’s mouth:

” Many white people are a victim of psychological abuse from when they are born by the ideologies surrounding them, which cause them to be out of sync with nature as you put it. So who suffers when they are out of sync. Its them. There is depression and many kinds of illnesses. So you should have compassion for them, otherwise you are no different to the slave masters who indulged in someones misery.
We are all people with capability of feeling pain. If you are a true human being, you should not want anyone to suffer. Trust me, i know from personal experience anytime ive been angry with anyone, it was only me who suffered.”

 

There you have it.

What I love most about our enemies is the way they KNOW that they’re sick but do absolutely nothing to try to change it. Dr. Bobby Wright wrote a wonderful book regarding their pathos called “The Psychopathic Racial Personality”. Please read it and take notes.

In closing, thank you to all who have sent me letters. I tried to only post the ones that kept coming up. Please do not despair. It may seem like all is lost but it is not. Our Divine Creator did not allow us to survive this long just to give up on us now. I love you all, my beautiful Melanin Family. Till we meet again.

~ Truthbetold

Fond Farewell

*sigh*

So much to say… It’s with bittersweet joy that I inform you, my beautiful African family, that I have decided to focus entirely on our quiet and simple lifestyle and growing with the Spirit. This shall be my last post. I started my blog as a way for me to understand my own mental illness in this oppressive system. I needed an outlet that would provide me with the freedom to cry, scream and write raw, honest truth about my perceived helplessness in this world. I never knew that it would turn into a cyber-family where we would reveal things about ourselves even we never knew existed. God told me to write. And write I did.

The more I wrote my deepest feelings of raw anger, hurtful betrayal and the shameful thoughts of vengeance, I learned, almost by happenstance, that anger is a wasted emotion in the art of war. It weakens the mind and the body. That’s why our enemies have always attacked us in the most vile, anger-inducing ways. When you’re focused on the melanin-pumping emotion called anger and not on how to defeat your captor, the enemy is happy, satisfied and well fed. I finally understand that now. When God told me to write about survival, “dropping out of the system”, obesity, re-learning the miracle of herbs, loving each other and protecting our children, I simply did as instructed. I hope that I did not disappoint you…or Her for that matter. As you read my earlier posts, you’ll see a stark difference in my writing and my level of emotion. I hope that means that I’ve grown somewhat. I hope the Creator is, at the very least, satisfied with my menial efforts. I hope that each and every single one of you can say that you’ve grown with me on this journey of Spiritual awakening.

There’s a few things I shall leave you with that I hope you ponder someday:

Please remember that evil will always tempt you to self-destruct. The stronger you are, the greater the temptation. And when they cannot kill you themselves, due to your strength, they coax you to kill yourself. 

Please remember who you are and why God created you first.

Never forget who the enemy of Man really is and why he needs to keep you in your slumber. 

Know that Man and Mankind are two completely different entities. 

Remember that no one spends time, energy and money trying to destroy a people they deem inferior. It is usually the opposite that causes this cowardly reaction. 

Remember to treat each other with love and respect.

Everyone makes mistakes. The trick is learning from them.

Remember that we are an intentionally broken race. 

Research the reason why it was intentional and you’ll have a keener insight to your enemy’s fear.

Please get as dark as you can in preparation for the coming Spiritual war. Coconut oil will aid you in this process. For those of you that are awake, you’ll understand why “darkness matters.”

Black men, please protect us. We need you. We cannot protect ourselves.

Black women, please love your black man. He needs it now more than ever.

Black men and women, please raise your black children. They are you 20 years from now.

Know that nothing happens in this universe by coincidence. 

Understand…for every ONE conscious black person you’ll meet, there’s 100 waiting to rip you in half.

Understand…not all of us will make it. And that’s perfectly o.k. so please…Accept it.

On a much more somber note…In dealing with Drakkor… They are all around us. They’ve been here on earth for quite some time. The whites at the top of the current Ponzi Scheme called Fiat Money, take orders from them. They all want the same thing. Your asili. Each emotion that you give a Spiritual Vampire depletes you of your asili…which is exactly what it wants. It sucks you dry and drains you of your ability to vibrate at a higher level. That is why food and sex is their primary weapon. Tel-lie-vision and music come in as a close second.

Power doesn’t come from money, material objects, good looks or making and enforcing (man’s) laws. Power comes from your ability to be sovereign. How do you become a sovereign nation? By “knowing oneself.” Evil feeds on fear. Literally. The more you fear an entity , the stronger the entity grows. I finally understand that now. I hope one day soon, for some of you, this will make sense. For others, you know who you are, you’ve known this long before I finally caught up. Thank you for educating me. For some you, just a small few, I’ll be seeing you in this life or the other as we battle this demonic force together side by side. And something tells me we’ll be victorious.

2014 will bring forth many changes, especially around the Spring equinox. Get ready…

For the rest of you, you know who you are, I’m sorry…perhaps next time…when you’re ready.

Blessings and best of luck to you:

Truthbetold

P.S. I will not shut the blog down. That way, you can continue to read and grow as you wish…please know that control of the internet is the next phase of The Draco Regime, so print out whatever articles you deem necessary. I will not allow any more comments. This will dissuade trolls and future in-fighting amongst those of us that are not yet awakened. ******************************************************************************************************

To my white readers and lurkers:

I can honestly say, with NO venom, with no hate, that I’ve never, ever, not once, met one white person, in my entire life, that was different from the rest. There is something missing within you. It is that very thing that causes you to despise us. I never knew what that was til now:

Huemanity.

You’ve had your chance to do the right thing many, many times. Your failure comes from the lack of the God Principle called melanin. As a genetic abnormality, your aggression and arrogance and apathy towards us will be your karma. You are a race of people that is known, universally, to cut off your own nose to spite your face. I think Katrina is more than proof of this statement. I’m actually torn between feeling happy for your demise, which will be soon, and feeling sad for you for you are a mere pawn in a very sophisticated Spiritual game.

You are being used to fulfill an agenda and you fell for it hook, line and sinker. That is perhaps why you were chosen. You are destined by your own design to become extinct. The agony you and your children will experience will make the Maafa seem trivial. Some, and I do mean some of you, as in a very small few, will understand what I am saying and try to learn and grow and make amends. The Creator will decide your fate as He/She seems fit. For the overwhelming majority of you…

The awakening you will soon experience will be like a shock of cold water splashed against your face. The very country that you love and hold dear, the same country that you fought and bled for, the same country that you sent your sons and daughters to war for, is about to show you how it really feels about you. You will not handle it well and your sanity will be the first to go. As you wonder why “this is happening”, know that “this” is what blacks have been speaking of for 500 years.

May God have mercy on your souls.

Agents in the Midst: The Negro Problem in an African Nation

 

Whatever you decide, remember that Marcus Garvey was foiled by his right hand man. I’m going to ask all of you to do this simple task that Booker T. Coleman has stated time and time again:

Don’t believe anything I say.

Do your own research.

Come to your own conclusions.

Open Discussion #17

I need to step away from this blog for awhile.

Talk away.

Fukushima: What Does it Mean For the Black Community?

Dear Truthbetold Part 5

“I typed this up while on a coffee buzz this morning, just throwing it out there for you to consider.

Thinking exercise: The Afrikan Conception

What you touch touches you back.
When you think about an idea, that idea thinks about you.

Twice during the day today sit for 30 seconds and think about what a sovereign (self-sufficient) black nation would look and feel like.
After each 30 second session write down what came to you and post your thoughts here.

There are two guidelines:

1. There must be zero reference to white people, Asians, gays/homosexuals, demeaning or violence towards -any- Afrikan/Black person.
2. You may NOT quote any scholars/figures in the Afrocentric movement, use your own words, even if you think they don’t sound good enough (this is the same as when I say “No Rhetoric”). ”

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Sounds good to me. I’ll go first:

A sovereign black nation would grow, harvest and produce fruits, herbs, roots, vegetables and herbal medicines for the entire African diaspora.

Your turn…

Mark Of the Beast: A Biometric Card To Be Implemented in NY?

{Note: Thanks to my blogger buddies for always giving me great info. Since I’ve unplugged from the system, I seldom know what’s going on. Thanks for always looking out for me!}

The 620,000 residents living in public housing projects should be fingerprinted as a crime-prevention measure, said New York Mayor Michael Bloomberg, but many city residents protest that the proposal is an invasion of privacy.

Bloomberg, 71, who has acquired a reputation for promoting controversial ideas, including imposing a ban on the sale of large soft drinks, says his latest proposal will make public housing safer.

“The people that live (in public housing), most of them, want more police protection,” the three-time mayor said on his weekly WOR radio broadcast Friday. “They want more people. If you have strangers walking in the halls of your apartment building, don’t you want somebody to stop and say: ‘Who are you, why are you here?’”

He added: “What we really should have is fingerprinting to get in, since there’s an allegation that some of the apartments aren’t occupied by the people who originally have the lease.”

Just 5 percent of New York’s population lives in public housing, but 20 percent of the city’s reported crime is committed by residents of government-subsidized housing projects, Bloomberg said.

“We’ve just got to find some way to keep bringing crime down there.”

His spokesman said Bloomberg wants to introduce biometric security technology that would include the introduction of a citywide electronic keycard system for housing residents, AP reported.

Critics say Bloomberg’s latest proposal is a political step too far, especially as it comes on the heels of the highly divisive stop-and-frisk legislation, which opponents say amounts to racial profiling on the part of the police.

“We live here all these years, I mean, what seems to be the problem? This is not jail,” Deborah Gatling, a resident of Chelsea Houses, told CBS.

US District Judge Shira A. Scheindlin on Monday ruled that the NYPD’s stop-and-frisk searches are a violation of constitutional rights, according to documents filed in a Manhattan court.

The federal court found that stop-and-frisk represented a violation of the Fourth Amendment, which forbids unreasonable searches. The court presented statistics that police conducted at least 200,000 such searches without reasonable suspicion from 2004 through 2012.

Bloomberg, whose estimated fortune is $27 billion, making him the US’s 7th-wealthiest person, defended the stop-and-frisk policy, arguing it had contributed to a falling murder rate in the city. Murders have been halved since he took office nearly 12 years ago, he noted.

New York City officials say they will file an appeal against Scheindlin’s decision.

In a recent poll conducted by The New York Times, people were asked to rate Michael Bloomberg’s 12 years as the city’s 108th mayor: 52 percent described his performance as fair or poor, compared with 46 percent who described it as excellent or good.

Meanwhile, the controversial stop-and-frisk tactic, which city officials say has also reduced gun violence, has split the electorate: 50 percent approve and 47 percent disapprove of it, the poll found. Public approval for the policing tactic that critics slam as racial profiling is lowest among black residents (28 percent), compared with whites (55 percent) and Hispanics (59 percent).

Following the global financial crash of 2008, Bloomberg requested that restrictions on term limits for New York mayors be relaxed to enable him to run again to bring the city out of the crisis. In October 2008, the City Council voted 29–22 in favor of extending the limit to three consecutive four-year terms, thus allowing Bloomberg to run again.

The next New York City mayoral election is scheduled to occur on November 5, 2013.

{Recopied from RT}

In case there’s doubt in your minds about Bloomberg and to whom he pledges allegiance, look at his buddy’s belt buckle:

Need a close up?

Ok…here’s my question. NYC today. Tomorrow…San Fran? Ohio? What’s next? Oh…and by the way, the majority of folks that will be targeted in NYC are brown people.

Ephesians 6:12 – For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high [places].

Blacks And AIDS…The Interview You Need to Hear

{Thanks Kemetia!}

F.Y.I.

I’m done! Finito! And it’s about damn time.

I’ve been going mad in my little workroom making batch after batch of products. My fingers are tired, my apron is greasy and my mind is exhausted from whipping up new recipes, some of which didn’t work, and starting over from scratch. I got a few emails regarding bulk items and “reserve items” so here’s the skinny:

I know that the economy is rough on ALL of us…even those of us that have jobs so here’s what I’m gonna do regarding “hold things til the next paycheck” (my customer’s words):

a. If you see something you like but don’t have the cash to buy it now, drop me a note in my shop’s email and let me know what it is you’d like and the quantity and I’ll hold it for you for 2 weeks. After 2 weeks, if I don’t hear anything from you, it’s up for grabs.

b. I’m making Bulk Items for those who wish to stock up and save. One of my emails was from someone who is home bound. She asked, “If I buy bulk, can you take something off?” You know what they say…”Give the customer what they want.” Currently, I’m curing an unscented oatmeal soap for sensitive skin, a basic everyday soap made with aloe that doubles as a shampoo and a Shea Butter and Oatmeal soap for severe eczema and dry, flaky skin. All will be bulk and shipped via Priority Mail. If you see something you like and need it in bulk, like say…the Castile Soap, drop me a note and we’ll work something out.

c. My friend told me last night to include my readers in picking the soaps in my gift giveaway raffle so below, you’ll get to participate in the choosing.

d. Finally, congrats to C.F. who just entered the raffle! Good luck! By the way, the raffle is currently underway til December 18th so good luck to all who enter!

e. Don’t forget to take advantage of my Refer a Friend Program and get free soap.

Ok….here’s the poll.

Which soap would you like to see in the Raffle?

Special thanks to all my supporters, you know who you are, and my family for putting up with my craziness…and God for listening to me moan and groan and bellyache and whine about coconut oil.

Questions

I’m back from my little break and I must admit, it felt good. I focused on some things that were being neglected and got my “center” back. Next time, I won’t wait til I’m feeling overwhelmed to take a break from it all. You know, as I reread my past posts, I can see where I’ve grown, where I’ve changed completely and what needs to be changed. My personal quest for “Knowledge of Self” begins with the one person capable of making that happen:

Me.

When I awakened, finally, I was in a Chinese Food restaurant being quietly ignored and insulted. As I went home and chomped on my sesame chicken and fried rice, for some reason, the food didn’t taste as good. In fact, I realized that I wasn’t hungry anymore. It took that microaggression, one of many throughout my life, for me to have that “aha” moment. Since then, I’ve had thousands, if not millions of “aha” moments. One of my revelations came in the form of a question. I’ve been asking myself this question throughout the years and every time the answer has more or less remained the same.

Before I ask you, African Peoples of God, these questions, allow me to say that I needed this time off for a multitude of reasons. To focus. To talk to God. To clean. To sleep. And to heal. I was burnt out and both my mind and body were paying the price. I awoke this morning early and decided to catch up on my readers comments. I was eager to hear what you had to say in my absence regarding the last few posts. I quietly read and reread your thoughts…

I’d like this thread to be an open, rich, honest, introspective, adult dialogue. I’d like us to be frank with ourselves and admit certain truths regarding our situation. Booker T Coleman once said, “I know who put me in the box. The question is, ‘What am I doing to get myself out of the box’?” With that in mind, here are my simple questions. I hope you will all participate as honestly as you can.

1. What purpose do you have on this planet?

2. What have you done lately to achieve that purpose?

I’d love to hear your thoughts.

My Vacation is Almost Over

Hey there!

I awoke this morning refreshed and happy. I got a lot of work done around the house…you know, going through old things and tossing them out and basically getting myself in order. I made a lot of new products for the holidays. Here’s a little peek on what’s curing on my rack:

Seaweed and Basil Soap Scrub

Seaweed and Basil Soap Scrub

A special thanks to Ms. Wanda who contacted me and gave me some stellar business advice. Thanks for watching out for me! I slept like crazy and meditated as much as possible and I feel recharged. Meditation really does work for the soul. I have a renewed energy that I hope to use constructively in the future.

Tonight, I’ll be catching up on your comments and working on my newest post. Since I took this little time away, I got a ton of letters from pretty much everyone. I’d like to say one thing before I eat breakfast then I’ll get back to my crafts:

I’ve decided based on your comments that I will not be doing anymore posts on black love, black relationships, black parenting, black homeschooling, black boycotting or anything involving black male/ female relations. I’ve come to the conclusion that talking about this subject is of no value. Why am I saying this? Because it’s been overplayed ad nauseum. Many scholars, Babalus, educators and orators have spoken about this topic til their last breath. Amos Wilson nearly stroked begging us to change our ways. Noticed I said “our ways?” You know what’s changed?

Nothing.

Melanin energy is being wasted on insanity and I’ve decided to “drop out of that system.”

Whatever you chose to do in the comfort of your homes with all the knowledge our ancestors have given us and continue to give us, is now up to you.

See you soon with a new post!

Just a Little Peek…

Hi Guys…I’m not officially off of break yet but I wanted to let you know what I’m up to:

1. I read a great book called The Shack by William P. Young

2. I’m doing a raffle giveaway…2 of them actually: https://www.etsy.com/listing/158750420/free-holiday-surprise-gift-for-the-100th

The other one is for the 25th customer. I’m thinking about rewarding the 25th, 50th, 75th and 100th customer. Should I? Or is this enough?

3. I made my holiday products and they are now curing. What are they…You’ll have to wait and see…

4. I harvested my peppermint…the little the birds, beetles and spiders left me. Since when do birds eat mint?

5. I made homemade greeting cards for my customers:

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6. I threw away the junk in this one corner of our house. Where does this stuff come from anyway?

7. I clean the cubby…sorta. I’m lazy today. Screw it.

8. I’m thinking about making candles. Maybe. Sorta. I really don’t know yet. It depends on my mood. Nah…screw that too.

9. I’m giving away my old, too-small-for-me clothes.

10. I ordered more firewood for the winter.

11. I’m listening to Miles Davis’ Bitches Brew and Jimmy Cliff.

12. I’m watching this Sci-Fi miniseries Kemetia told me about called “V”. I remember it as a small child but forgot a lot of the plot. Hmmmm….it seems that they’re trying to tell us something…

Well….that’s A LOT, ain’t it? Why can’t I just relax and enjoy my friggin’ time off?

Oh yeah, I’m from the islands where we all have like, 90 effing jobs from birth.

You know what? We missed a solar flare! I knew there was a reason why my melanin was “acting up”. And another thing before I split and get back to my vacation…do you notice how cold nights are getting? Or is it just me up here in the mountains?

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