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How AmeriKlan Got Rich

The Conversation We Need to Have Part 2

“If I were in charge of everything, like whites are…you know? I would never treat them the way they treat us.” That was the statement uttered by my friend, X. Her boyfriend, however, has expressed a Nat Turner-like revenge killing spree.

Then, a few of my commenters have expressed, quite openly, that “perhaps we would do the same things that whites have done. After all, who would want to give up their luxury and privilege?”

Dr. Muhammad was murdered because of his threat. What threat was that? The one J. Edgar Hoover was deathly afraid of: The Rise of the Black Messiah. I’ve sat long and hard about this controversial topic. I’ve discussed it privately and with all honestly, where do you draw the line between justice and revenge?

Are they one and the same?

Would God/Jah/Allah/Elohim/Yahweh/Amun-RA approve?

I wondered if I had the soul to do it.

May I let you in on a little secret the Holy Creator shared with me?

White people wonder that EVERY.DAMN.DAY. That is the root of their fear.

So what do you think?

If you, Blackman/Blackwoman had the power, the real power to do as you wished, would you treat whites the way that they have and CONTINUE to treat us?

Dry Eyes for America

America the Beautiful

I will not shed a tear

When the end draws near

For America to crumble

When you cower in fear

You brought us here

To toil for free

Never leaving us be

To live in peace

Now you’re diseased

And in need of aid

What about our homes

And our lives

That you raid?

Don’t we matter?

Didn’t we bleed?

All you ever cared about

Were your needs

Screams unheard

Cries muffled

Oh, how we’ve tried

Oh, how we’ve suffered

You laughed with glee

Hung us from trees

Burned us alive

No thought to me and mine

While you lived and thrived

Smirking while we died

The old red, white and blue

Stained with my blood

Stuck like glue

In our neighbourhoods

Guns cocked and ready to blast

At my ancestors

Who were outcasts

Bodies dismembered

Hung from your walls

Traded at auctions

While you stood proud and tall

No…no…my eyes will be dry

When America falls

I look enthralled

While you bawl

You’ll stand there vexed

In your karmic hex

You had it coming

This you must know

Time to reap the benefits

Of what you’ve sewn

You’ll wonder why

I’ll not cry for you

My eyes will be dry

If you only knew

Goodbye, harsh land

Farewell, cruel man

I hope next time

You’ll know where you stand

You’re not I AM

Despite what you think

Maybe next time

You’ll stop and think

A world once fertile

Once green and strong

Now withers and dies

Barely holds on

My eyes will be dry

This I share with you

It’s time you know

It was never about you

Corruption everywhere

Both far and near

All you worship

Is the paper you hold dear

All you ever cared about

Is the gun and the blade

The blood diamonds

And the wealth that you made

Evil to the core

Always wanting more

Never satisfied

With who you are

A crack in your soul

Is how you were born

That’s why you’re

Always needing control

Nature has spoken

Goodbye to you

Your time is up

Your recompense due

Will I cry for you?

No…no…my eyes will be dry

Dry for America, dry for this soil

If you only knew

{I dedicate this poem for Jah, my one and all, my only, my Creator. Thank you for giving me visions of a very near future and comfort of what’s to come}

Is Racism a Mental Illness?

Caucasian man

“You know what I’ve been thinking?”

That was the loaded question my blogger buddy asked me the other day.

“No, what?”

“That racism should be classified by the medical world as a mental illness. I mean, it defies logic, reason and debilitates the individual. Think about it. Haven’t you heard of whites who have stated that they would rather die than to have a black doctor care for them? What about that case in the news where the man put up a note that no black nurses are allowed to care for his newborn baby? Remember that poor lady who screamed for help to find her kids when Sandy struck Long Island and that white man slammed the door in her face? Don’tcha think that it’s a sickness to hate someone to the point of murdering them when they’ve done no harm to you…I mean, even if you can’t live with yourself afterwards…it’s like they can’t help it?”

Her words were potent and made me think.

“Well, that would mean that Dr. Wright was correct then, wouldn’t it?”

“What did he say again, Truth?”

“That white people know the difference between right from wrong but they do not care,” I explained.

Since I began to seriously study racism and its origins, all signs point to the Caucasian construct. It was their construct that single handedly obliterated this entire planet by creating a caste system. It was their racism that spawned what I like to call The Racial Progeny: Sexism, Colourism and Feminism. It was their insecurity of their own lack of melanin that cause the extermination of indigenous groups throughout the diaspora. It was their rules and regulations that caused the ripple effect that Mother Nature has been trying to correct for thousands of years. It was their insatiable greed based on white superiority that polluted the minds of every living person on earth, including its victims, to the point where programs called Sensitivity Training and Diversity Awareness are now mandatory in most workplaces.

But…mental illness?

Hmmm…I’ve written about Projection Syndrome and how they are filled with self-loathing so they must niggerize us lest they self-destruct. But calling them mentally ill? Wouldn’t that let them “off the hook?”

What do you think? Are white people mentally ill?

Black Hair and Asian Domination: A Strategy to Destroy Black Ownership

After I saw this video, my first reaction was anger. I know how they feel. Then after I calmed down and thought to myself how EVERY group targets us because we are determined to be eternal consumers, not providers, I sat back and realized that we have not one person to blame but ourselves.

The Double Standard

Double Standard in action

… As I see it black women aren’t marring outside of their race in vast numbers. We are waiting at the expense of never having a man or looking outside of the country. I know a sista who will go walking in a mall with a white guy from her work and she get these brothas who 1/2 the time are with white or Asian women, will find a way to come up to her and ask her what she is doing with that white man? They’ll be all up in her face and trying to talk to her the minute they see her. So even though black men date out, they do not like it when black women do. —- Honeytreebee

Sound familiar?

The universe and its melaninated peoples are now more in sync than ever. 2013 marked a new awakening for those of us that can “see.” We are saying the same things word for word, having the same conversations from all over the globe, wondering about the same issues and constantly asking, “What’s going on?”

When I read the comment posted above, I smiled to myself. Not because it was funny but because I just got off the phone with a buddy of mine about this uncomfortable topic. She told me of many, many, many sisters that are just fed up of the Double Standard that we (black women) face in regards to interracial relationships and are no longer waiting for a “good black man” to marry. They been deceived, heartbroken and disappointed too many times and have decided to find “love, respect and affection” (her words) outside of their race.

Why is it that only black males are allowed and even encouraged to fornicate, marry and spawn with white women (and any other woman for that matter) and expect the black woman to “understand his nature” and “put up with it” and “take him back”, but when she imitates his behaviour, mostly out of frustration and disenfranchisement, and has a white husband or lover, he becomes irate, demands an explanation and berates her for her betrayal of their race? 

That was the gist of our discussion and she really laid it down for me.

Hard.

“Truth, I’m tellin’ ya, they’ve been doing this shit since the plantation. In fact, when miscegenation laws were removed, that was the first thing they did…seek out the white woman…I mean, even white people notice it.”

I listened and cringed as she spoke her mind quite harshly, only interrupting her to remind her that the black woman’s role was to be the glue that held the family together. She cut me off.

“What what about the his role, dammit?”

This topic will no doubt be inflammatory and painful so I’m asking the black family to be mindful of words which have the power to hurt us all.

The Miseducation of The Negress

“…Every time you see yourself in the  mirror, whether you’re black, brown, red or yellow, you’re seeing a  person who’s a serious problem for the United States, because they do  not want you here” — Malcom X

 

I say this with no ego: School came easy for me.

Coming from the Islands where our education system was so rigid (and home-schooling practices were equally rigid), I surpassed many of my white counterparts in the European Mis-Education system much to the dismay of my white Jewish teachers. I was taught, incorrectly, that white education would be the key to my success in a country founded in my blood. I was astutely aware of how my near 4.0 GPA caused my professors mental anguish. I remember the way this one particular white female Jewish professor would frown every time I answered a problem swiftly and correctly. Her thin, lipsticked lips would crinkle at the corners and deep lines marred the center of her brow. My young and innocent mind couldn’t fathom that what took place within the confines of her classroom would pale in comparison to the real world that lay waiting for me.

Perhaps the first time I knew that something was amiss was the day that I innocently stated one day after class that someday, perhaps before my 18th birthday, I would become a famous writer. My Jewish teacher looked at me with great amusement and told me to my face that “Niggers can’t write.” With a sharp intake of breath, the notion of my doom, despite my ambitions, stunned me, hurt me and made me fearful of myself. I tried to understand why “Niggers can’t write” but I could not. Was it a defect from birth that would stunt my abilities? Even now, with my children’s novel and my soap company, the white chip deeply lodged in my brain whispers to me, “You’re nothing but a failure. Fuck you, you black, dirty Nigger. You’ll never make it.” I fight against it daily and sometimes, at my lowest moments, when the white voice inside me is too strong, they win. I acquiesce into depression and take to my bed.

When college came, I got such a high score on my entrance exam with no preparation, it aroused immediate suspicion by the dean and I was summoned into his office for a “conference.” I remember the way he and another white woman hung on to my every word, desperate to hear some reasonable explanation or perhaps a clue as to why I surpassed all other students in a predominately white class. And when my white professors learned that I had no formal training in my writing ability, plagiarism rumours began to circulate. How can it be possible to write “from my soul” and receive A’s when white students studied 2 hours daily and barely passed with a “C”? I was confused. I didn’t understand what was happening and believed it to be my fault. I then made a critical error one day that began my journey into my mental breakdown: I would try harder to appease them. Clarke, Amos, Woodson and many other black educators were forsaken for Yeats, Hemingway and Shelley.

In their company, I only spoke of approved topics, approved movies and tried hard never to appear too “black.” My complexion relaxed them, if only slightly, but my natural hair, which grew long and terribly wild looking, intimidated them. They did not know if I was a “safe” black or if I was comfortable in my blackness….which made them all the more uncomfortable. They hop-scotched from one decision to another and I witnessed it all. Inside their realm of the education system, where their ideas and inventions were talked about and glorified, I was slowing dissolving into madness. I knew that my ancestors built wall street, the white house, railroads and invented all, and I do mean all, of the things we now take for granted, like the traffic light. I wanted to yell, “Hey, my 7th great ancestors created that in The Rainforest!” but kept silent for fear of their denial and anger.

When the workplace and I become intertwined, my state of near insanity was eminent. God gave me a natural ability to learn things with no training, just simple observation and I would perform tasks in 3 days that would take them 3 months…and they hated me for it. I was set up for failure at every turn and if not for the aid of The Creator, I would not have completed my 90 days probation period.

I was completely and entirely unprepared for the level of animosity that I would face at the wicked hands of my oppressors. Lies were told, stories were mixed with fiction, tales were embellished, files were “accidentally” deleted and I, the lone African in many of my departments, bore the brunt of it all. I would duck into the ladies bathroom to weep on many occasions and one day, I caught sight of myself in the mirror. With a tear-stained, red face and a swollen nose…I gasp! So that’s the problem!

I’m a nigger.

This hit me like a ton of bricks. I wasn’t a nigger in the islands. I was black. From God. From my parents. I was proud and almost arrogant of my Carbon. So what happened to me? I went from being one with Jah, to being a lowly, good-for-nothing dog. But, surely my education mattered!!! After all, I graduated at the top of my class despite an Italian woman’s attempt to destroy me. I was well read. Well spoken. Educated with a degree. And medical training. Didn’t that matter? Didn’t that count for something? Many whites could not and did not have the ambition to achieve what I have achieved at the age of 25. I was told that their schooling was the key to my happiness.

Somebody lied to me.

Being black in the entire world, created under the illusion of white supremacy, means you are ignoble. You are worthless. And all your attempts will be futile. Ideas will be stolen, you’ll be cast aside like yesterday’s garbage and not one person will come to your rescue.

Nothing you accomplish will ever be good enough, fast enough, competent enough because you, in the system of white supremacy, are not enough. Your attempts at success will be mocked and trivialized. Your attempts at freedom will be marginalized. The white system will offer you crumbs from time to time, while they feast and gorge themselves fat and rotund. You will salivate for those crumbs in a desperate attempt to have a belly-full of desires. But that day will never come. Not with them as the Master Chef. ALL things that make you who you are will be rendered useless to society. Yet, society could not function without you. It is this paradigm that nearly took my life.

Today, my true Spiritual education continues daily. I read my books now. I watch Mystory now instead of Theirstory. I meditate with Jah, ask for direction from the Universe, which is female and all powerful, and I have begun the painful process of re-learning everything I thought I knew about living in a white world in brown skin. I continuously grow each day. I stagger at times at the blatant evil that spews from the cold, flinty gaze of my enemy, but when all is said and done, I’m grateful to be black…giver of black life, producer of black melanin, ancestor of black Ra, my grandmother’s black spirit and made with the Carbon of the Black Hole. Whiteness may have the privilege…for now…but blackness will always have the power. I’m just a little sad that it took me this long to realize it.

Working While Black

Black man in the office

This is just my observation. But in the work place when an black person is quiet and keeps to one self , I thinks this makes whites uneasy. Or when there are too many black employees together they find a way to break that up as well. I think black people freak white people out in the workplace…is this some carry over from slavery? Do they think blacks, like during slavery, are going to revolt and cause an insurrection?  —–  Mary Burrell

I say this with no exaggeration. Working in white corporate AmeriKlan has taken years off my life. On Sunday nights (and some weekday nights, depending on my shift) a wave of insomnia and terror overrides me. I am filled with apprehension and cold, paralyzing fear of entering my prison plantation called The Hospital. I toss and turn, anticipating Demons who will tear at me, lie on me, meddle with my machine, obstruct my dictation, interfere with my patient load and virtually try to destroy me.

I am the sole black in a sea of white people who fear me, envy my abilities and hate the ground I walk on. To say that I’ve developed a psychological trauma is putting it lightly. I make every effort to codify myself around them, to protect my hair and thusly my aura around them to no avail. They flock to me. Stare at me. Criticize me. Ask me questions that no sane person would ask and drain me Spiritually and emotionally. Without my strong faith in The High Creator, I would slip into the mouth of madness…or become someone that would make my mother weep.

I say this with no exaggeration that working in white corporate AmeriKlan is akin to a slave plantation with overseers in every corner, every hiding place, every crevice. And their number one goal is to bring you to your knees.

Since my blog is designed for us to heal, learn and share, I shall give my family an opportunity to vent out their frustrations and ask questions about workplace violence. Yes…you read correctly. I call it like I see it. What is being done to us is violence. It is real. It is Deadly. And it is a very effective from of menticide.

Do you have a story to share? And can you help Miss Mary and answer her very astute question?

Open Discussion #9

This arrived in my mailbox.

HI invisible women. Let me put this clear to you. Racist both white and black racist people are usually dumb. Im surprised that everything you said in your post is absolute bullshit. I was like , will she say one thing that makes sense and is correct. Guess what you disappointed me because everything you said is complete crap and there is no truth to it at all. We should work on fixinf problems with rascism and not spreading them like you. But guess what. White woman are the most beautiful woman on earth and I bet you feel that way to so you take your frustration out on the internet. Most black people are waaaaay to stupid to accomplish anything out of value but you have some smart black people. YOU WISH TO BE WHITE AND IT`s obvious. I almost feel sorry for you but I dont. You said that white people are trying to be black, guess what. That happens one in a million while the opposite is one in one hundred people. SO

FUCK YOU cunt!

if you were amrt at all you would LOOK AT WHAT THE JEWS does. But ohhh too bad YOU`RE STUPID!

Dear white people,

Ever since I opened my little shop, you’ve been craaaaazy, ain’t ya? Keep the insults coming. You are motivating me to succeed more than I can ever tell you. At this rate, I’ll open 2 shops just to piss you off. By the way, please continue to show my black family who you truly are. In the words of The Hon. Elijah Muhammad:

“I don’t have to convince you the white man is the Devil. He will convince you of that himself.”

J. Edgar Hoover: Stockholm Syndrome Sufferer

 J. Edgar Hoover – who covered up his black ancestry Picture © FOLKETIBILD/KULTURFRONT

“Not all slave masters abused their slaves – Some actually treated them like family and bore children by them, like the Mississippi plantation owner, William Hoover. He had eight children by my Great Grandmother, Elizabeth Allen. One of those children was my Grandfather William Allen, and one was his brother, Ivery Hoover, who later had one son; J. Edgar.” Millie McGhee, author of Secrets Uncovered, J Edgar Hoover – Passing For White?

A new book entitled Secrets Uncovered, J Edgar Hoover – Passing For White? has been published revealing that J Edgar Hoover, the head of the FBI for most of its early history from 1924 until his death in 1972, had black ancestors. The author, Millie McGhee is an African-American who says she was told as a little girl in McComb, Mississippi, USA, of her familles links with Hoover, described by the author Edward Spannaus, his article The Mysterious Origins of J. Edgar Hoover as “one of the most virulent racists to hold a top government position” in the USA in the 20th century.

She says that her grandfather told of her of a “very powerful” man in Washington who was related to the family but did not want the links to be known and passed himself off as white. She reveals in her book that this man was Hoover, who was born in 1895, was apparently anxious that no one should know of his black origins.

McGhee, a former teacher in Los Angeles, contacted a genealogist in Salt Lake City, Utah, for help in tracing her family’s history back over 200 years. Her research shows that Hoover’s grandfather and great-grandfather lived in a segregated black area of Washington and were once classified in a census as “coloured”. In the search of census records into the family of his father, Dickerson Naylor Hoover (who died in 1921 after a long illness) both the Hoover and Naylor families were living in areas of Washington D.C. – then itself a mostly segregated city – where blacks and whites were listed as living in close proximity. Some of the white Hoover families had blacks living with them, not as servants, but blacks being of the same occupation, such as “butcher” or “clerk.” There are also alterations and other oddities in a number of the Hoover family census records, and also in the racial listings which were then included in census records.

According to McGhee, her relatives were warned of “dire consequences” if they spoke publicly of his background. She said that as a little girl she believed that they would be killed if they mentioned the secret.

“Is this man so ashamed of his race that he would spend his whole life passing for white? . . . How has our race offended him ?”

She says that his obsession with the assassinated Civil Rights leaders Martin Luther King and Malcolm X, stemmed in part from a repressed anger about his secret life. Apparently, although members of the Hoover family have contacted her and said that they are not angry about the disclosures, McGhee’s own family were unhappy with her decision to go public, as, understandably, they never wanted to be associated with him.

According to Spannaus, apparently it was well-known both inside and outside the FBI, that there were rumours about Hoover’s possible black ancestry – which were widespread during his long reign. There were also reports that Hoover deployed the FBI to track down who was behind rumours of his black ancestry – just as he did regarding rumours and reports about his homosexuality. The American writer Gore Vidal, who grew up in Washington, D.C. in the 1930s, told the writer Anthony Summers that when:

“Hoover was becoming famous, and it was always said of him – in my family and around the city – that he was mulatto. People said he came from a family that had “passed.’ It was the word they used for people of black origin who, after generations of inbreeding, have enough white blood to pass themselves off as white. That’s what was always said about Hoover.” (Anthony Summers, Official and Confidential: The Secret Life of J. Edgar Hoover, 1993).

Summers also found evidence that blacks referred to Hoover as “some kind of spook” and even “soul brother,” and realized that in some black communities in the eastern part of the USA, it was generally believed that Edgar had black roots. Hoover’s ancestry was always a subject of speculation within the FBI, because of his lack of documented heritage that was always required when someone joined the FBI. Wesley Swearingen, a former FBI Special Agent (from 1951 to 1977), and author of the 1995 book FBI Secrets: An Agent’s Exposé, said that it was always viewed as a mystery the lack of documented evidence on Hoover’s background:

“Because for all the FBI agents, they’d go back and check everything about your family, your relatives, and everything else, to make sure they’re squeaky clean . . . and here, the Director, and nobody knows really where he came from . . . agents would get into topics like that where they on a surveillance or something, when they finished the crossword puzzle, and had nothing else to do, and they’d start talking about Hoover . . . all the agents would get onto the subject of his real tight hair, his tight, wirey hair, and speculation that maybe there was a little hanky-panky in his family . . . and then his facial characteristics were really unusual

A young Hoover

Spannaus has done excellent research himself, which along with McGhee, have also confirmed that there are substantial discrepancies concerning Hoover’s early biography. He observes how:

Strikingly, there does not appear to be {any} contemporaneous record of Edgar’s birth in Washington. Hoover’s own autobiographical account – on which virtually all biographers have relied – states that he was born January 1, 1895, at his parents’ home on Seward Square, in the Capitol Hill neighborhood of Washington, D.C., with a physician, Dr. Mallan, in attendance.However, despite the fact that it was legally required to report a birth to the District of Columbia Health Department, and that this had been done for the first two children born in the family (Dickerson, Jr. and Lillian), there was no certificate of birth filed for Edgar by Dr. Mallan.

The entry for John Edgar Hoover in the Washington D.C. index of births was clearly added at a much later date, and the certificate number contains the suffix “D” – signifying a delayed filing.

Thus Spannaus obtained a certified copy of Edgar’s actual birth certificate – which was not filed until 1938, when Hoover was 43 years old ! The verification of birth is provided by an affidavit executed by Edgar’s older brother Dickerson N. Hoover, Jr., who states that he was present when Edgar was born, and that he himself was 15 years old at the time. Oddly, Dickerson’s affidavit does not mention a doctor being present, in contrast to Edgar’s own account. He found out that, curiously, Hoover had never applied for a birth certificate until after his mother’s death in February 1938. It seems obvious that his mother Annie Hoover – if she in fact was his mother – would have been by far the best witness, rather than a 15-year-old boy.

The writer Anthony Summers, described Hoover as “the offspring of a disturbed father and an ambitious mother.” Apparently the relationship to his father, Dickerson Naylor Hoover, was virtually non-existent. He was never known to have ever spoken about his father even to his closest friends. His relationship with his mother however, was one of extreme dependency. As a child, he was described as “high-strung”, “sickly”, and even “excessively fearful” by relatives. He was said to have a terror of separation from his mother, whom he lived with until her death in 1938. As Spannaus notes:

“Of course, were it the case that Edgar had already been separated from his real mother at an early age, and Annie Hoover was actually his adoptive or surrogate mother, this psychological profile would be entirely consistent with such a scenario”

Spannaus also found indications that his Dickerson and Naylor ancestors (through Hoover’s paternal grandmother) were involved in a post-Civil War “underground railroad” which was used to assist light-skinned blacks to make the transition from black society to white society. (An academic study cited in McGhee’s book, reports that more than three-quarters of African-Americans have some white ancestry, and that at least 23% of white Americans have an African-American element in their background.)

Hoover’s obsession with fighting those who were struggling for black liberation from was an state of apartheid in the USA up until the 1960’s is well-known. For example, in 1956, in the wake of the US Supreme Court’s decision to end segregation of black and white children in schools, Hoover fought with Attorney General Brownell over his proposals for new civil rights laws and enforcement provisions. Hoover declared that “the specter of racial intermarriage” was behind the tensions over “mixed schooling,” and he on one hand attacked the civil rights organizations, while defending and praising the racist and Ku Klux Klan supporting White Citizens Councils in the South. It was also in 1956 that Hoover launched the FBI’s COINTELPRO(Counter-Intelligence Programme) which targeted civil rights groups and leaders, among others. Hoover’s FBI was literally an unofficial extension of the illegal racist groups that were burning down Black churches in the South and lynching Black people – At the time of Hoover’s death in 1972, blacks still constituted less than 1% of FBI special agents. In the early 1960s, one FBI agent reported that:

“In about 90% of the situations in which Bureau personnel referred to Negroes, the word ‘Nigger’ was used and always in a very derogatory manner.” (Richard Gid Powers, Secrecy and Power: The Life of J. Edgar Hoover, 1987, p. 367).

While at George Washington University in 1917, Hoover had became active in what is politely called the “Southern Fraternity,” the Kappa Alpha Order – according to Spannaus others have likened it to the “college auxiliary of the Ku Klux Klan”. His “official” mother, Annie Hoover was the honorary “housemother” for Kappa Alpha at George Washington University, and Hoover remained active in it for the rest of his life. Many of his closest associates at the FBI were also Kappa Alpha members. Ironically, Hoover’s remarkable career path would undoubtedly never have been possible, had it been known to have had black ancestry in his family background. In the decade of his birth, so-called Jim Crow laws were re-instituted through the South. Under the infamous Democratic Presidency of Woodrow Wilson (when Hoover began his career in the Justice Department), segregation was reinstituted throughout the Federal civil service, which had been exempted from Jim Crow laws. And under the prevailing “one drop” rule, any amount of black blood or ancestry would exclude a person from most positions or careers – and certainly from high government positions.

Hoover had first waged a campaign against Marcus Garvey and the black nationalist movement from 1919 to 1923. He launched the infamous campaign to destroy Dr. Martin Luther King when in 1957, Hoover ordered the FBI to monitor King and his Southern Christian Leadership Conference, when it began a campaign to register eligible black voters in the racist South. Throughout his life in the 1960’s before he was murdered by persons unknown suspected of working for the US government, the FBI ruthlessly targeted King. Thus, it is no surprise that when the news came through over the radio that King had been killed shot in Memphis on April 4th, 1968 there were jubilant cries of “They got the SOB!” that reverberated through the Atlanta FBI office. One former FBI agent recalled another agent shouting “We finally got the son of a bitch!” (Curt Gentry, J. Edgar Hoover: The Man and the Secrets, 1991, p. 606; Anthony Summers, Official and Confidential: The Secret Life of J. Edgar Hoover, 1993, p. 364). Hoover’s FBI also waged an total war against other Black liberation figures such as Malcolm X and the Black Panthers – 38 of whom were killed in suspicious circumstances.

It is clear that McGhee’s book has contributed substantially to understanding the complex figure of J. Edgar Hoover – we can only wait and wonder now if the FBI will change it’s official history to reflect a more accurate picture of his life and his time as the head of FBI when it ruthlessly attempted to crush the black liberation struggle. He is certainly a person who does not deserve to have public buildings and institutions named him. 

{Copied from: The secret life of J. Edgar Hoover}

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Black Family,

The insanity of the term “whiteness” that the European coined for their betterment, their unearned privilege and their false white solidarity will be their own downfall. It has become more obvious to me that the utter hatred whites have for us stems from utter hatred of themselves.

Confessions of a White Racist: Chronicle Three

I wasn’t going to post this. I was about to delete it when my blogger buddy contacted me. I told him of the entire incident and he urged me to post it, “Black people need to become more aware of what’s happening when we try to become successful in this got damn country. Post it.” So this morning when I got another letter, I was awed at the level of anguish I had caused since I opened my humble shop on Etsy.

A letter arrived for me in my shop’s mailbox.

Yes, my shop’s mailbox. Not my blog where dialogue is encouraged, not my personal email address, which some of you have…my store. My place of business that I created just for the black family. This was waiting for me:

Reguarding your blog

Hey Lisa,I couldnt find your e-mail address anywhere, but i saw you had an etsy, so i thought i would write you here, i hope you dont mind. Also, my apologies in advance for typos typos, I’m writing from my iPad. Also you will see that after the first paragraph this isn’t spam, but indeed regarding your blog Diaryofanegress that I stumbled upon tonight.I was surfing the web and one search led to another and somehow I ended up on the tragic story about the murder of Ilan Halimi, a handsome young Jewish man who was tortured and killed by an anti-semitic gang called “the Gang of the Barbarians. The leader of the group, Youssouf Fofana, was black. His parents were from Africa, but he was born in France. Again, one search led to another and I ended up searching two things… Why do blacks hate jews and why do people still hate jews. I just didn’t get it, this race is faced with so much prejudiced today and yet they don’t seem to be violent and most jews I’ve met have been lovely people. I did learn that Jews did enslave blacks durning the slave era, so that gives me one explanation, but it still doesn’t explain why many other people of different races discriminate against them. Anyways, I saw that you posted on someone’s blog and unfortunately I lost the link, but I loved whatever you said and it made me think, so I decided to visit your blog. You said, ….

Your posts first intrigued me, but the further I read, the further I just didn’t feel good about reading your posts. I loved reading new things i didn’t know about blacks. I think as a society, everyone should learn more about each other. The thing is, I first thought your blog was a fun informational and unique blog, but i soon realized it was not only full of anger and hate, but that it was a racist white-hate blog. You are obliviously intelligent and I commend you for educating yourself about your ethnic and cultural history and current state of politics, but you may not be as educated as I think you are if you think it’s okay to group whites all in one category. Yes whites are racist and so are blacks and so are Chinese and so on. Yes blacks were once slaves, but that’s not every single white person on earth’s fault. I think the biggest problem as to why many whites are prejudice is because blacks like you are angry and therefore are racist right back. Look, I get and know how whites are because I’m not white… But if I have had any problems with blacks, my biggest problem would be that many seem to feel entitled to do whatever and say whatever they want no matter how it may make someone feel. Growing up I was always uncomfortable around black men, never black women, I had a black besitie. From a very young age black men have always hit on me more than any other color of man, but it’s not just hitting on me, it’s that they harassed me for not being interested. I still remember when I was in undergrad, this will stick with me for life, a black guy (not a student) was trying to hustle his CDs to everyone. He started following me trying to be funny with small talk. I was in a hurry, so I first giggled a little then just kept walking. He grabbed my shoulder and was like ‘woah baby stop.’ I still was semi-polite at this point and pushed his hand away and kept walking. He started screaming “blood is coming down your skirt bitch. Blood is coming down your skirt ! bitch.&q uot; I was mortified, and no I was not bleeding. Most black men who have hit on me respond in the same way he did. It took me a long time to feel comfortable around black men and because of this I never wanted to date a black man, but I had to say that not every black man on earth is like the black men that have hurt me in some sense.

Your “Interracial Agenda” and “21 Truths White People don’t want to hear” posts disgusted me. I come from an interracial background and I love my race, my culture, my parents, and me. How would you feel if those 21 things you wrote about whites was turned around onto blacks. You probably wouldn’t care because you are angry, but someone, some innocent black person my read it and it may hurt them leading them to be angry like you. Imaging if I wrote a list about black women with blonde weaves? Or do you hate them to for liking blonde hair? #13. You really don’t feel as guilty as you want everyone to believe you do…. Well you don’t either so I don’t really think you should be a hypocrite. Blacks aren’t perfect either. No one is, and racism will never go away when people, white and black, like you antagonize the situation. Racism is probably worst than ever because its taboo. Whites whisper the word black, it’s sad. If whites say one thing about blacks, they’re racist, yet many but not all blacks can say whatever they want and feel guilt free and entitled.

Anyways, I love my President Barak Obama, I love Beyonce and Nikki Manaj, and I love my black best friend. But you must hate all four of those people as they live in a ‘white’ world, use ‘white’ propaganda, and are friends with other ‘whites’ right? I hope you don’t take offense to this email… In fact I’ve never cared enough to ever read more than one post of a bloggers blog yet alone ever write to one. Like I said, I think you are smart, but I think you should broaden socially. What you are doing is good, you are speaking your mind, but hating will only bring more anger to you and more hate to others. Your book bio says “I am a black woman living in the Divided States of AmeriKlan dedicated to conquering the system of racism/ white supremacy.” One racism and white supremacy are two very different things and two now can you be dedicated to conquering the system racism when you seem to be racist your self? Or maybe you just want be be the Queen of racists? Don’t get mad, don’t be offended, just think. Having your buttons pushed and not getting angry, but rather rational and eger to forward your cause intelligently will only make you stronger as an activist.

Only good thoughts and wishes for you. —X (name removed)

Ps Todd Boyd was my professor in grad school. You should research him, he taught me a lot, and he doesn’t hate white people one bit… What he hates is being categorized.

Now read this…

How utterly typical….left to your own devices, and you wretched little n1ggers are STILL blaming White human beings for the problems that YOU yourselves cause on a daily basis. This is why you receive no respect whatsoever….there is no hope for the n1gger species. Filthy, chimp animals, the entire lot of you, and it’s all YOUR OWN fault. Not ours.
We wiped our hands clean of your filth long, long ago… you’re own your own now, n1ggers. Well, except for that ever so necessary welfare, food stamps, obamaphones, free public housing, etc. and all the other free n1gger handouts that you all receive for doing NOTHING, while still complaining, whining, begging for more from human beings.
Never bite the White Hand that feeds you….it might just stop feeding you one day. N1gger punks.

“5. No matter how big your house, how fancy your car and how expensive your jewelry, whites are not EVER going to be impressed with you or have respect for you. To them, you are just another nigger.” EXACTLY. Nothing more, not even human f%$^ing beings….

Whites don’t envy you, we don’t pity you. To be honest, we don’t care at all of you anymore. It is YOU that is destroying OUR country. Don’t like it here? Leave.
N1ggers are by far the most worthless animals on the face of this planet.

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So, let me ask you the burning question: Is this all it really takes to unravel them?

Is A Race War Inevitable?

Last night, I had a great conversation with my friend about what the future holds for us on this planet. He said, “Africans will never be free from the confines of white oppression without going to war.”

What a comment!

I asked him to elaborate. “Truth, Whites have proven that they cannot live peacefully with us, with Nature, with the Spirit or with themselves without conflict. From the moment he escaped from Rebekah’s womb, the white man has declared war on his mother, father and brother. The only way we can be free from them is to defeat them in every area of people activity. And that means full fledged war.”

I have my opinions on the topic but I want to hear yours.

Can we be free from white supremacy without going to war?

My Battle With Drapetomania

I remember the day I realized something was wrong with me but I couldn’t put my finger on it. I was in a meeting at work and the boss was speaking about our quarterly performances and monetary departmental gain. The Spirit commanded me to look around the room and what I saw shocked me. I witnessed everyone staring blankly at the speaker, slack-jawed, nodding in unison at his every word, even the ones that made no sense, agreeing with his hypothesis on how to make more and more money, never uttering anything against his policies and it was then, at that precise moment, that I realized I was a slave.

The notion stunned me into stillness.

Why did it take me this long to realize this life-altering conclusion? How long had I been a slave? Then it hit me…

From the day I was born, my purpose on this earth was to enrich and serve white supremacy. I stumbled from one despair filled job to the next, running nowhere, trying to find a way off the plantation but was lost, exhausted and was about to give up. It was purely by accident that a passage in a book caught my eye one day. It was describing a field hand who exhibited my exact same symptoms.

Drapetomania was a supposed mental illness described by physician Samuel Cartwright. In 1851, Cartwright explained that Drapetomania caused black slaves to want to flee captivity. 

Cartwright described the disorder – which, he said, was “unknown to our medical authorities, although its diagnostic symptom, the absconding from service, is well known to our planters and overseers.”

He stated that the malady was a consequence of masters who “made themselves too familiar with [slaves], treating them as equals”.

When I stumbled upon my diagnosis, I felt exhilarated, confused and angry. Happy for my diagnosis at last, confused because never in my life, had whites EVER treated me as an equal and angry for the fact that no black person had ever told me I was a slave.

Why hadn’t someone, anyone, said to me, “Hey Nigger…you’re one of us. Screw your education. Screw your job. That new house you just bought? Screw that too! You ain’t worth shit ’round here.” I fell into one despair-filled spiral after another since my self-diagnosis. I ran nowhere. Took job after job only to end up on someone else’s plantation with an even tougher overseer.

I struggled for freedom. I wanted some other black person to pass me on the street and see that familiar look in my eyes and smile and wink at me and say, “Don’t worry…I have Drapetomania too! I’ve been wanting to flee from my plantation for 20 years…wanna get together and work on a plan?”

But no one came. No one winked. No one smiled and offered any solutions. I was burdened to fight my illness on my own. There are days when I still struggle with my disease to the point of praying for wings to fly away. And there are days that the plantation doesn’t seem that bad. But I know that’s all apart of the illness. To fight and struggle in confusion with everyone…including yourself.

Hidden Agenda

The National Rifle Association said at a news conference that it wants Congress to fund armed officers in every American school, breaking its silence on the Connecticut shootings. —- Excerpt taken from yahoo

Dear Black Family,

The shooting in Connecticut, amongst others, is a planned “event” by the powers that be to condition you to their secret agenda: Martial Law.

What is Martial Law?

Martial law is the imposition of military rule by military authorities over designated regions on an emergency basis.

Martial law is usually imposed on a temporary basis when the civilian government or civilian authorities fail to function effectively (e.g., maintain order and security, or provide essential services), when there are extensive riots and protests, or when the disobedience of the law becomes widespread.

{source: Dictionary.com}

In the Divided States of AmeriKlan, martial law was implemented during the period whites called Reconstruction. Even though they are the ones solely responsible for the Civil War, WE got blamed for the events that occurred. Europeans never change. This is a fact. They just become more technological, manipulative and sophisticated in their acts of control and oppression.

Protocol 3. In order to incite seekers after power to a misuse of power we have set all forces in opposition one to another, breaking up their liberal tendencies towards independence. To this end we have stirred up every form of enterprise, we have armed all parties, we have set up authority as a target for every ambition. Of States we have made gladiatorial arenas where a lot of confused issues contend … A little more, and disorders and bankruptcy will be universal … —The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion

These mass killings of innocent whites, especially children,  are meant to inspire fear and have us voting against our best interest. How do I know this?

Elite Europeans use poor whites and their desperate need to “be somebody” as a “buffer class” to ensure the oppression of blacks throughout the diaspora. I saw this first hand traveling through this country. Poor whites, feeling the sting of rejection and scorn with their middle-class brethren, will use their skin colour as their only tool of solidarity and kinship to gain perceived acceptance. Little do they realize that they too are being used by the very system that despises them. This is also seen in the Zionist Agenda called Feminism.

We are being led to the slaughterhouse. One more horrifically staged incident will be the catalyst “needed” for Martial Law. We will cry and beg Evil for a solution to the problem that they created.

In European history, whites call this diabolical scheme the Hegelian Dialect. In simple terms:

1. Cause a problem

Example: AIDS, Bird Flu, Swine Flu.

2. Inspire Fear, Panic and Opposition to the Problem

Example: 24 hour media coverage of people (usually white) who died a horrific death from said illness:

3. Offer a Solution

Example: Swine Flu “vaccine” that actually kills you, not protects you.

This diabolical method has worked for them for 10,000 years! And they have no intention of stopping now. We need ideas on how to combat this. There will be another mass shooting very soon and this may be the spark needed to implement this plan. I’ve thought of ideas on how to combat this but I cannot come up with anything tangible.

I’m open to any suggestions.

21 Harsh Truths Black People Don’t Want to Hear

The year is ending. 2013 will be harsh for us in more ways than one. In the Spirit of my ancestors, I will speak blinding truth about us as Africans. As talented, Spiritual and great as we are, we have a tremendous amount of work to do if we want to live. Darqbeauty, a Hebrew Israelite, has touched on a powerful point:

“There is a separation happening amongst us. Those of us that are “awake” / becoming “awake” are slowing and quietly moving away from the rest who insist on remaining asleep.”

This disjointment, which I simply call Negro Madness Disease, will either stop just in time for the revolution to begin or it will hinder us in our struggle. I hope this harsh but well-intentioned post will cause you to think, pause and ask yourselves, “Is this what the ancestors died for?”

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1. Your own jealousies, competitiveness, in-fighting, unwillingness to support one another and pettiness with other black people is what’s keeping you from moving forward. (Pssssst! White people are masters at The Brown vs. Brown Game)

Tyson

2. We never learn from history because we believe:

a. That white people can change

b. That things are “getting better”

c. God will help us if we just pray and do nothing to help ourselves

d. That just because we lack the capacity for evil, others lack it too.

3. Having the latest gadget, like a 50″ flat screen TV for showing off, is more important than building stronger communities.

4. Eurocentric education is by far the worst thing that has ever happened to us:

Gates

5. No matter how big your house, how fancy your car and how expensive your jewelry, whites are not EVER going to be impressed with you or have respect for you. To them, you are just another nigger.

6. Treating each other like garbage isn’t going to win you favours with whites.

7. We kill each other because we can’t kill the enemy.

8. Most other Coloureds, especially those with direct African blood, don’t want anything to do with us for they are ashamed to be labeled with us.

9. The reason why we fight each other is because we hate ourselves.

10. Identifying with white people is the foundation for our mental illness:

OJ

11. All black people are mentally ill but we don’t want to accept it.

12. We latch on to other people’s struggles as a way to get them to accept us…which they NEVER do.

13. Black men who hate black women hate themselves.

14. Black women who hate black men have no self-respect.

15. The fact that our children are being lead astray is our fault.

16. The black church is the white man’s most effective weapon.

17. Whites despise us with a blinding passion because they need something we have:

18. We are still waiting to be told how to fix “the problem with no name” because we are too passive and complacent to figure it out ourselves (https://diaryofanegress.com/2012/10/13/7-easy-steps-to-help-counter-white-supremacy/).

19. Marrying/ dating and sleeping with a white person will never change the colour of your skin. Will never gain you acceptance into the White Club and will never stop them from calling you a no-good, low-down, dirty Nigger:

Howard

20. If whites had the chance, tomorrow morning slavery would be back with a vengeance…and they would make sure it remains in existence for all eternity. Accept it.

21. We have no friends/ allies on this planet.

Brown Vs. Brown: A Losing Game

{Thank you Prince for this video}

Black people are the most hated group of people on Earth.

This may seem like a harsh statement but it’s a fact. Living in NY and being surrounded by brown-skinned peoples of all nationalities has given me a peek into the mentality of other “minority” groups. There is an unspoken, unwritten almost invisible rule of thumb amongst ALL brown peoples throughout the world. If you wish to be liked and assimilate into the White Club, you must let it be known that you hate, mock and fear Africans.

I used to befriend an Indian girl in high school. She had just come to AmeriKlan and didn’t know anyone. Mocked for her thick accent and clothing, I befriended her. She was more than happy for the company. She was shocked to discover that we ate (almost) the same foods and used the same spices. She introduced me to Ganesha, her God, and listened to my explanation of The Most High. As time wore on and she became more and more aware of just how different she was, her attitude towards herself and ultimately to me changed.

First her hair, a thick, lush black sheet that fell to her waist, became short and blonde.

Second, her brightly-coloured sari was forsaken for Jordache jeans.

Thirdly, she sought out a blonde, Greek white female to befriend and I was left wondering what I had done to upset her.

This phenomena has plagued me (and other blacks that I’ve spoken to) with light-skinned Portuguese/ Spanish-speaking Africans, brown-skinned Asians,  and Middle-Eastern peoples of ALL nationalities. It seems the indoctrination of the White Club forbids any association with the so-called scourges of society. It also requires you to quickly “forget” your true heritage.

JLo

The insanity of whiteness needs as many one-sided allies as possible. Whites look for any indication that you are an enemy to them. If you are able to prove that you hate their most feared competitor, they will (falsely) indoctrinate you into their circle until you no longer benefit them. Then…you’ll be terminated.

Cherokee Red Man

The Brown vs. Brown game benefits only one race: The European.

Due to the fact that whites are 10% of the population, and decreasing, they are fully aware, with utmost terror, that they are simply outnumbered on this planet. If, and I really mean if, ALL of us were to band together and toss ethnicity aside, we could very easily overthrow their terroristic regime. They are fully aware of the hidden dangers that lie in our solidarity. That’s why they pit:

Black vs. Latino

Latino vs. Indian

Red Man vs. Black

Asians vs. Black

And…Arab vs. Everyone

Their game is divide and conquer. And it works exceptionally well.

Have any of you ever experienced the Brown vs. Brown game?

The White Imperative

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Yesterday, my family called me urgently to turn on the tel-lie-vision.

I saw the panic and anguish of white Ameriklans as they fled from a massacre at Sandy Hook Elementary School in uber-white Connecticut. The alleged shooter, Adam Lanza, walked into the building, shot the principal, innocent children and his own mother.

What followed were cries of:

Why did this happen?”

I can’t believe this happened here!”

Things like this never happen in a place like this!”

Unfortunately for white people living in a country founded by Evil and Destruction, the very ideology and culture that they praise themselves on will ultimately be their demise. These massacres by white, Puritanal, suburban, male youths do not exist in a vacuum  They are directly related to the upbringing, brainwashing and indoctrination of the White Imperative.

What exactly is the White Imperative?

The unspoken rule and underlying code created by ALL whites that their neighbourhoods are the most safe.

That their people are the most trustworthy.

That their school systems are the most superior.

That segregation from the “exotic” other is necessary for their protection.

The White Imperative is a boldface, imploding lie. Throughout white history, the most deviant, horrific, gut-wrenching, inhumane acts of degradation has ALWAYS been committed by white people towards other white people. They are not safe around each other. Yet, they practice segregation from the “others” as a form of projection to keep up the appearance that we, dark-skinned peoples, are the problem with society. Allow me to say this once and for all:

The problem with white AmeriKlan is white people.

Singlehandedly, they have created a culture based on lies, deception, clever maneuvering, cheating, intense aggression and a deep mistrust of humanity. And they wonder why they implode? The shooter in question will no doubt be given the benefit of the doubt, a psychological evaluation, inquisitions of his “troubled past”, interviews with friends, girlfriends, teachers, the family pet and every excuse/ reasoning in the world why this happened. The White Imperative will leave white, sleepy, quiet suburbia wondering what kind of monster would kill innocent white children? What kind of demon would commit matricide? They will ponder this for many years on the whys, the hows, the whens and ask their God for answers.

But they will never find it.

For the answers lie within themselves. The White Imperative creates monsters and monstrosities. And no one wants to look into the mirror and see the Demon that lies within.

The Black Code: A Language, Thought and Action Protocol

Given the recent explosive responses by the white populous in regards to Obama’s re-election, The Great Spirit told me to write a guide for us on how to keep safe (or as safe) in these tumultuous times. ALL Whites have a code. They invented the code to fool us, to deny and deflect any accusations of racism and to further practice white supremacy. ALL whites know of this code but not all of them practice it with finesse. Some are raw and direct, some are smooth and calculating. But, regardless of how they cry and wail, they ALL understand the meaning behind the code. With this code, whites can:

1. Befriend us ( this is of course an oxymoron but bear with me )

2. Have sex with us

3. Fight with us in the US Armed Forces

4. Work with us

5. Marry us

6. Have our children

7. Live next to us

But the code is always there and it never changes. Whites have become so proficient at the code, that they do not have to utter one word to each other. A simple glance will communicate a silent agreement on how blacks will be:

1. Treated

2. Spoken to

3. Dealt with

It is because of the code that whites are able to live, thrive and survive as 10%…and decreasing of the population. We, as Originals, do not have a code.

Why?

Because we are:

1. Asleep

2. In denial

3. Complacent and afraid

4. Hopeful that whites can change

ALL black people on planet Earth are in danger. Whites have created weapons of mass destruction with our names on it. What are some of the three greatest weapons to date?

1. Poverty

2. Unemployment/ Under-employment

3. Mis-education

I, like many blacks, have fallen prey to all three of these weapons, especially the ridiculousness of the European Education System. Many of us have spent thousands on “education” only to end up in poverty. Whites, when threatened, will use the three weapons, as they did with Black Wall Street, for simple fun. They will use it, like in various African countries, for the establishment of wealth. And they will continue to use it til there are no black businesses, neighbourhoods and schools left simply to preserve their status of “whiteness.”

We, Originals, must develop a “code” in order to survive as well. This list will be a work in progress so please bear with me.

1. Speech and Language

If you haven’t read “7 Easy steps for countering White Supremacy”, please do:

https://diaryofanegress.com/2012/10/13/7-easy-steps-to-help-counter-white-supremacy/

Only speak to them when necessary. Be as courteous as possible at all times. Stay calm and be aware of the tone of your voice. Why? The lying tongue of racist can get you killed like this young man:

Never reveal anything personal about yourself. EVER. I had to learn this lesson the hard way. Never talk about:

1. Politics

2. Sex

3. Money

4. Your beliefs

5. Your family

6. Plans for the future

7. Your education/ schooling

8. What you watch on TV/ music you listen to/ books you read

9. Where you come from

10. Anything that will give them an indication of who you are

2. Actions

Never, ever, ever be alone with more than 1 white person at a time. Why? Perhaps one white person may be able to resist the urge to cause mental, physical and emotional harm to you but…when multiple white people get together, they practice racism flawlessly. In fact, they actually feed off each other’s vibes and that’s when trouble may start. If you enter a restaurant/store:

1. Quickly scan the room to see if other black people are present

2. If no other blacks are present, LEAVE immediately

3. Never go into a backroom/ basement/ alcove with any white person for any reason

4. Please take the time to read “10 counter racist tools every black person should have”:

https://diaryofanegress.com/2012/10/28/10-counter-racist-tools-every-black-person-should-have/

5. Lock your doors and windows even if you go into your own backyard to water plants/ feed animals/ get something out of your tool shed

6. From now on, it’s probably a good idea to go food shopping in the daytime as early as possible

7. Never get gas at night

8. If you must allow a white person into your home, never leave them unattended for any reason

9. Never stock up on food/water/supplies for your home all at once lest you cause suspicion while at the check-out lane (Thanks to HunglikeJesus for that little tip)

10. Always remember that you are being watched on the internet when you order every single item, watched in the stores by hidden cameras and personnel, watched by neighbours you can’t see, watched by police hiding in bushes and listened to over the phone.  

3. Thoughts

This is the most important. Why? Your way of thinking may mean life or death.

1. Never, ever, ever expect white people to help you in any way, shape or form. Period. If they do, be pleasantly surprised, say “thank you” and don’t expect it again.

2. Know that at any moment, they can and will turn against you for any reason or for no reason. No white person is to be trusted under the system of white supremacy. Especially those that approach you with smiling faces. Once you over-stand this fact, it will help you to become more aware of:

Your surroundings and why that plays a large role in your mental health

Your part in the system in which you have no control

Their part in the system in which they have ALL the control

Why having sex with whites is the first step towards your destruction.

3. Having weaponry available is imperative for self protection:

United Sentry Shoulder Harness Knife - Black Blade

This one comes with a harness that can be concealed.

4. With the re-election of Obama, many whites will feel as if they’ve lost AmeriKlan for sure. Having said that, expect that your best white friend, neighbour, church-buddy, grocer, doctor, barber and any white person you encounter will be angry…AT YOU! Do not bring up the election at all. Lie if you must and say you do not vote to deter any and all conversations.

5. Never eat or drink from any white person…EVER. In fact, if you work with them and you leave your food/ drink unattended, when you get back, throw it away.

6. Never forget that whites have waged war against us for 500 years and counting. War includes:

Mass lay-offs/firing/reprimands

Not hiring you even with stellar qualifications

Ignoring you/avoiding you when you need help

Snide remarks while you are in earshot

Physical harm

7. Trust your gut! If that little voice inside you says “Something’s not right…” listen to it and never try to be “logical” and “analytical”. That may get you killed.

8. Now is the time to develop strategies with your group. That may include:

Having a chaperon when you go out

Not going into certain neighbourhoods…at all

Carpooling with other blacks

Meeting once a week/month to talk about events, ideas, etc

Since this post is a work in progress, it is unfinished. There are perhaps millions of ways to try and prepare for the race war that is looming above our heads.

Is there anything you would like to add?

Fear of Mother Earth: Why The Black Woman Must be Destroyed in the System of White Supremacy

Look at this woman.

She has glowing chocolate skin, a round soft nose, full lips and eyes to die for.

She is pretty? Does she threaten you? Does being in her presence make you, for reasons you cannot explain, uncomfortable? When you gaze at her, do you think she is the epitome of womanliness?

Chances are, if you live in AmeriKlan, the answer is no. This woman is the complete antithesis of everything AmeriKlan stands for. Therefore, she must be mocked, hunted and destroyed.

(As you can see, the hatred of black womanhood was instilled in us from childhood)

The black woman is propagandized to be on the very bottom of the human ladder. Not only is her shade offensive but her genitalia as well. With a naturally curvaceous figure, thick lips and prominent features, she is deemed unworthy of compliments, unworthy of adulation, unworthy of male protection and unworthy of love. Sarah Baartman was a side-show attraction:

But her “uniqueness” was a source of white envy:

Hmmm…..I thought we black females were “gross”?

The white man, throughout history, went to the black woman for everything of sustenance and perceived value:

That notion is still not lost on the white mind. With a rapidly decreasing birthrate and a higher incidence of abortion, whites are quickly becoming extinct. Destroying the Earth Mother by getting our own men and women to berate her is a surefire tactic to continue the “Pure White Gene.”

The black woman’s degradation will make her termination not only acceptable but agreeable. A big nose, full lips, kinky/curly hair, which is the opposite of white standards, was made horrific to uphold the white standard of beauty. The destruction of the black female is a very calculated form of psychological warfare. White supremacy thought of the one thing necessary to keep the black family structure together and sought to have it eliminated.

J Edgar Hoover wanted to “prevent the rise of a Black Messiah”:

COUNTERINTELLIGENCE PROGRAM BLACK NATIONALIST – HATE GROUPS RACIAL INTELLIGENCE 3/4/68 […] GOALS ~~~~~ For maximum effectiveness of the Counterintelligence Program, and to prevent wasted effort, long-range goals are being set.

1. Prevent the COALITION of militant black nationalist groups. In unity there is strength; a truism that is no less valid for all its triteness. An effective coalition of black nationalist groups might be the first step toward a real “Mau Mau” [Black revolutionary army] in America, the beginning of a true black revolution.

2. Prevent the RISE OF A “MESSIAH” who could unify, and electrify, the militant black nationalist movement. Malcolm X might have been such a “messiah;” he is the martyr of the movement today. Martin Luther King, Stokely Carmichael and Elijah Muhammed all aspire to this position. Elijah Muhammed is less of a threat because of his age. King could be a very real contender for this position should he abandon his supposed “obedience” to “white, liberal doctrines” (nonviolence) and embrace black nationalism. Carmichael has the necessary charisma to be a real threat in this way.

3. Prevent VIOLENCE on the part of black nationalist groups. This is of primary importance, and is, of course, a goal of our investigative activity; it should also be a goal of the Counterintelligence Program to pinpoint potential troublemakers and neutralize them before they exercise their potential for violence.

4. Prevent militant black nationalist groups and leaders from gaining RESPECTABILITY, by discrediting them to three separate segments of the community. The goal of discrediting black nationalists must be handled tactically in three ways. You must discredit those groups and individuals to, first, the responsible Negro community. Second, they must be discredited to the white community, both the responsible community and to “liberals” who have vestiges of sympathy for militant black nationalist [sic] simply because they are Negroes. Third, these groups must be discredited in the eyes of Negro radicals, the followers of the movement. This last area requires entirely different tactics from the first two. Publicity about violent tendencies and radical statements merely enhances black nationalists to the last group; it adds “respectability” in a different way.

5. A final goal should be to prevent the long-range GROWTH of militant black organizations, especially among youth. Specific tactics to prevent these groups from converting young people must be developed. […]

 

They knew that black women could be the most dangerous weapon against white supremacy.

As you can surmise, the black female is targeted for extermination and any and all means will be used to bring their diabolical plans to fruition. Please know that numerous black males and females on tel-lie-vision and radio are being paid large sums of money to sell out their own people. Disconnect from the lies being spewed at us and realize that the best kind of warfare is psychological. Whites have not changed their tactics. They have just made them more covert.

Dreams of My Father

Digging through my history has been challenging to say the least. I’ve come across so many troubling essays, articles and hidden-from-sight facts that I felt emotionally sick. But through it all, perhaps throughout my entire life, I’ve felt a deep connection to one person even when I never knew his name.

Nat Turner.

Is it possible to feel something before you know it exists?

I think so.

I’ve felt Nat Turner’s spirit with me my entire life. A burning need that defies articulation has been building in me since the day I heard the word “Nigger.” I feel him in the sun. I feel him in the power of lightning. And I feel his presence when I’m at work, giving me guidance as I stare ever so insolently into the blue-tinged, gelatinous, empty orifice of my enemies.

Nat Turner was born on October 2, 1800, in Southampton County, Virginia. While still a young child, Nat was overheard describing events that had happened before he was born. This, along with his keen intelligence, and other signs marked him in the eyes of his people as a prophet “intended for some great purpose.”

In 1821, Turner ran away from his overseer, returning after thirty days because of a vision in which the Spirit had told him to “return to the service of my earthly master.” The next year, following the death of his master, Samuel Turner, Nat was sold to Thomas Moore. Three years later, Nat Turner had another vision. He saw lights in the sky and prayed to find out what they meant. Then “… while laboring in the field, I discovered drops of blood on the corn, as though it were dew from heaven, and I communicated it to many, both white and black, in the neighborhood; and then I found on the leaves in the woods hieroglyphic characters and numbers, with the forms of men in different attitudes, portrayed in blood, and representing the figures I had seen before in the heavens.”

On May 12, 1828, Turner had his third vision: “I heard a loud noise in the heavens, and the Spirit instantly appeared to me and said the Serpent was loosened, and Christ had laid down the yoke he had borne for the sins of men, and that I should take it on and fight against the Serpent, for the time was fast approaching when the first should be last and the last should be first… And by signs in the heavens that it would make known to me when I should commence the great work, and until the first sign appeared I should conceal it from the knowledge of men; and on the appearance of the sign… I should arise and prepare myself and slay my enemies with their own weapons.”

Then, in February, 1831, there was an eclipse of the sun. Turner took this to be the sign he had been promised and confided his plan to the four men he trusted the most, Henry, Hark, Nelson, and Sam. They decided to hold the insurrection on the 4th of July and began planning a strategy. However, they had to postpone action because Turner became ill.

On August 13, there was an atmospheric disturbance in which the sun appeared bluish-green. This was the final sign, and a week later, on August 21, Turner and six of his men met in the woods to eat a dinner and make their plans. At 2:00 that morning, they set out to the Travis household, where they killed the entire family as they lay sleeping. They continued on, from house to house, killing all of the white people they encountered. Turner’s force eventually consisted of more than 40 slaves, most on horseback.

By about mid-day on August 22, Turner decided to march toward Jerusalem, the closest town. By then word of the rebellion had gotten out to the whites; confronted by a group of militia, the rebels scattered, and Turner’s force became disorganized. After spending the night near some slave cabins, Turner and his men attempted to attack another house, but were repulsed. Several of the rebels were captured. The remaining force then met the state and federal troops in final skirmish, in which one slave was killed and many escaped, including Turner. In the end, the rebels had stabbed, shot and clubbed at least 55 white people to death.

Nat Turner hid in several different places near the Travis farm, but on October 30 was discovered and captured. His “Confession,” dictated to physician Thomas R. Gray, was taken while he was imprisoned in the County Jail. On November 5, Nat Turner was tried in the Southampton County Court and sentenced to execution. He was hanged, and then skinned, on November 11.  —- {From African-Americans on Nat Turner}

Nat Turner, my forefather, will be my guiding Spiritual force when the universe makes its long-awaited shift and Africans are finally awakened to their rightful place on Earth.

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