diaryofanegress

Observations of an Invisible Woman

Fall of the House of Caucasia

 

 

“Such is the moral construction of the world that no national crime passes unpunished in the long run… Were present oppressors to reflect on the same truth, they would spare to their own countries the penalties on their present wrongs which will be inflicted on them in future times. The seeds of hatred and revenge which they [sow] with a large hand will not fail to produce their fruits in time. Like their brother robbers on the highway, they suppose the escape of the moment a final escape and deem infamy and future risk countervailed by present gain.”
– Thomas Jefferson, American Founding Father and U.S. president (1743-1826), letter to Francois de Marbois, 1817
I love that quote from Mr. Thomas Jefferson.
Slave owner.
Rapist.
Murderer.
Thief.
Satanist.
Liar
Freemason extraordinaire.

 

Last week, I went to the store.
I was heavily armed with Mr. Fuller’s codification tools. Headphones (no music was playing), my crystals that repel negative energy and inspire truth and lastly cash (I try to limit by debit card purchases as my vision indicated that I am being tightly watched).
As I searched the greenery looking for a nice head of kale, I felt a presence behind me. I knew instantly that it was Yurugu. I pretended I knew nothing and continued to search for the thickest, heaviest leaves. She came beside me and looked at me hoping that I’d turn and face her.
I didn’t.
Then, despite my headphones, she started talking.
“Expensive, isn’t it?”
I wanted to tell her to get lost but the Spirit commanded me to remain still and hear her out.
“These days, it’s getting harder and harder just to put food on the table” she continued.
“Yes. It’s tough out there”, was my only comment.
My agreement seemed to please her so she continued.
“You know, back when I was a kid, $20.00 could buy an entire bag of groceries. Now you can barely buy meat, bread and eggs with it…”
As she rattled on, I sensed that something was coming from her so I waited patiently for it. She continued about Obama expressing her displeasure that she voted for a man “from the streets” who was ” a regular guy like the rest of us” whom she thought was different from the rest due to his “struggles in life” and how life had gotten so bad so quickly for “decent Americans.”
She expressed wonderment at how “middle class folks like herself” now had to go on food stamps, which they cut by 35%,  and she laid awake at night wondering what was going to happen to her grandchildren. I stood still saying nothing but nodding every so often still waiting for “it” to come.
Then it happened.
“Maybe it’s a type of punishment from God.”
This was the moment I sensed was coming. Knowing the white mindset extremely well, I played the ignorant, doe-eyed, in-need-of-teaching Negro.
“Punishment? For what? You seem like a perfectly decent person.”
Her big, sad eyes roamed my face stopping briefly at my Kente head covering then looked away. She quivered slightly then continued.
“This country wasn’t very nice….to people. My…my husband is Italian and he told me stories of growing up in Brooklyn back then. Things were different then…not like they are now…you know.”
(Of course I know)
“Maybe we can all learn that we need each other and we need to work together and put our differences aside. After all, we’re all children of God.”
I nodded slowly pretending to absorb her “profound” revelation.
She searched my face wanting me to say something to ease that part of her white mind that was slowly destroying her…
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As the white race slowly comes to a very painful realization that their actions have caused a ripple of after effects that they are now suffering from, they will undoubtedly run back to us for solace. After all, who else has the power to ease their pain? As their numbers dwindle (they are now 5-7% of the GLOBAL population) the fear of extinction will propel them to make startling decisions.
In the beginning when rage was only only companion, I never sought to fully understand the mechanism  that drove an entire race to destroy. Now after much learning, meditation and (some) healing, I almost understand their logic. Missing the key component to Godliness (melanin), they act antithetical to Nature. It may shock you to hear me say this but it’s not ENTIRELY their fault.
Would you hold malice for a scorpion that stings you if you get too close?
It is this understanding of their psyche that has enabled me to move forward and heal as best as I could. What does shock me, however, is their understanding of it. Whites KNOW that they are defective, wrong, different, separate and completely unable to assimilate to Nature who is the God Principle manifested. That is why whenever they come to an understanding of what they’ve done, they immediately become hyper-religious fanatics. They also know that something is in the works for them.
Perhaps they know not the name of this mysterious phenomena. But they FEEL it. And they are terrified of it. So much so, that now, slowly and coyly, they are making their way back to the Originators and Guardians of Earth. Holding doors open for us, saying “Good morning” when they pass us on the street, giving us a bit of money here and there, speaking out against racism, WHICH THEY CAUSED, with their hashtags “Black Lives Matter”, “End Racism Now” and so forth.
All that is perfectly fine and dandy.
However, when Nature has decided that your window of opportunity to correct the wrongs you have made against HER is officially closed, there is little to nothing you can do to rectify it.
Something that they will NEVER express to us, or themselves for that matter, is how much they fret our revenge. Not due to the fact that WE are evil, but due to the fact that THEY are evil. Do we have the capacity to do to them what they have done and CONTINUE to do to us? It is this fear that drives them to horde guns, bullets, grenades, food and constantly re-write laws that benefit them and them alone.
Whiteness is destined to be destroyed.
And they know it.
Do not be fooled by the illusion of multiculturalism and post racial nonsense. Of course race matters! If it did not matter, they would not have gone around the ENTIRE world promoting themselves as the default of humankind. Now their (stolen) house is slowly being torn down and they feel, at last, powerless to stop it.
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 So I finally spoke.
“You know, I was raised with a very simple philosophy. ‘As ye sow, so shall ye reap.’ If you’ve tried to do the right thing, logically speaking you should have nothing to fear.”
She looked at me but said nothing.
I shrugged slightly and picked up my big bundle of greens and walked slowly away never looking back at her.
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