Open Discussion #8

08 Feb 2013

Open Discussion #8

Guys, this weekend I shall be snowed in. A blizzard is coming my way but no matter…I have plenty of firewood and hot tea. I am in the process of promoting 3 young Africans! Yes!!! Please keep them coming. If you have anyone that has a business that needs black promotion, send them my way. Having said that, writing up their “Introducing…” post will take some time. So here’s a new Open Discussion Post.

Talk away…

But before I settle in to type, type, type:

Enjoy!

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122 thoughts on “Open Discussion #8”

nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 12:29 AM said:

I was perusing the web as I like to do & one site let me to another & I came across this site…it’s amazing when you read the comments…it seems that these posters actually think ‘fairness’ is something that is a hallmark of ‘aryan culture’..once I stopped laughing..I had to share…

http://www.theoccidentalobserver.net/2012/10/the-fairness-of-whites-as-a-critical-weakness/
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 12:31 AM said:

nmaat

Fairness and Aryan together in the same sentence? I think I’ll skip the article.
nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 1:05 AM said:

LoL. Understandable but I like to look at the other side. That website just proves how even when they think they are talking about us & by extension all people of color, they really are only projecting. The thinking epitomizes psychosis. They actually believe that black people use guilt as an effective tool b/c whites have an innate sense of fairness. On what planet I’d like to know? People say ‘tell the truth & shame the devil’..but if you are dealing with THIS devil, he’s a sociopath, so he has no shame and no ability to honestly look at himself either it appears.
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 1:08 AM said:

Nmaat

Bobby Wright was a genius. He really helped me to understand the minds of the European.
Ms. J on February 9, 2013 at 1:44 AM said:

Well, I read Christopher Dorner’s Manifesto. What an interesting piece.
Here it is: http://laist.com/2013/02/07/christopher_dorners_manifesto_in_fu.php
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 1:45 AM said:

Ms j

I’m waiting to hear more about it.
nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 2:32 AM said:

Yeah, I’ve read it too. But I’m leery of anything that is put out willingly by the media. From what I understood, Dorner wanted this manifesto released or at least investigated by the media before it started taking out the trash so to speak; so I find it interesting that now they decide to release it after he’s supposedly on the run & not able to confirm or deny anything. It just smells like McVeigh to me. And Dorner is former military too. So I agree with Negress, the jury is still out tho we know unfortunately what will be brotha Dorner’s fate. Question is how many more will he get to on his list?
nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 2:34 AM said:

Typo: I meant to say before he started taking out the trash. And yes, I stand by that statement. The LAPD is beyond dirty. They are gestapo personified.
soforeal on February 9, 2013 at 2:49 AM said:

Damn snow! man it felt like russia over here the blizzard was ridiculous can`t even go outside .

the brother dorner is going spill the beans in court, but that`s if they don`t kill him first which they will. one black man got LA on locked imagine if it was more.
mary burrell on February 9, 2013 at 3:03 AM said:

I think he will not let them take him alive. He is a dead man either way in my opinion. If he doesn’t kill himself they will kill him. Or if he has to stand trial they will automatically give him the death penalty.
Kiki on February 9, 2013 at 9:05 AM said:

Hi, I just wanted to say that I really love your blog. I only recently started commenting. I’ve read some of Christopher Dorners manifesto and while his anger towards the LAPD is justified I feel that its clear that he doesn’t really understand that the blame lies with the whole system of white supremacy. This is why his targets have included black and non white people. If they do catch him I don’t think they would allow him to stand trial and publically expose the LAPD as a corrupt organisation.
Ms. J on February 9, 2013 at 1:31 PM said:

Well he explains why he why was going to the attack the families of his former co-workers. It’s all an unfortunate situation, but he lays it all out. But this reminds me of Django Unchained for some reason.
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 2:12 PM said:

kiki

Thanks. Glad to be of service. I do not understand it either but I hope there will be more details later on. I just feel that a piece of the puzzle is missing.
mary burrell on February 9, 2013 at 6:12 PM said:

Regarding Christopher Dorner, I believe the Los Angeles Police Department is racist and corrupt like Dorner says. He probably tried to do everything in decency and order and they (The police department) was uncooperative. I think this brother just snapped because of all the dirty dealings. We know how corrupt the police department is from the 80’s with the Rodney King incident. The media is portraying Dorner as some kind of brutish beast. It’s the horrible black brute sterotype at play here. There is a lot of missing pieces to this puzzle.
nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 7:25 PM said:

Which is why I question whether this is really as it appears. Also reminds me of the Aurora shooting…and all the weird inconsistencies & strange connections with the Batman movie. All the violent episodes happening nowadays are not always cut and dry. Some of this shit is false flag & orchestrated psy ops. The US govt is run by sociopaths & I wouldn’t put anything past them.
Crissjensen on February 9, 2013 at 7:35 PM said:

more on the pope and thier evil deed’s

hard times for the most high people

white evilship is coming to an “END” but not without a big fight

the fake jew(ish) ppl (The Edomites) are being reveal

Jacob and Esau: What does Jacob grabbing on to Esau’s heel symbolises?
Hmmm!!
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 7:59 PM said:

nmaat

I left you an email.
nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 8:28 PM said:

I responded. Thanks!
mary burrell on February 9, 2013 at 8:45 PM said:

I was on Abgond’s open thread commenting with another commenter about the craziness that went down at Disneyland in Anaheim. I saw this on some black news blogs but didnt pay much attention to it. The incident of two little brothers ages 6. and 9 years old. The white rabbit character from the Alice and Wonderland. The white rabbit was 6 year Jason’s favorite character he went to hug the costumed actor and he/she turned her back on him. The parents said they thought it was a policy to not touch the children. But 9 years old Elijah went to hug the character it pushed him away.
mary burrell on February 9, 2013 at 8:48 PM said:

And added addendum. The father said he saw little white kids approach the character and the character huged them. Little Jason and Elijah got their first taste of racism. Walt Disney was a racist. The family is sueing the amusement park. The park offered two free tickets for their trouble. They wanted the actor fired.
mary burrell on February 9, 2013 at 9:07 PM said:

Yes I agree whole heartedly that colorism is one of the symptoms among many others that black people suffer from.
mary burrell on February 9, 2013 at 9:12 PM said:

I have nothing but respect you sister negress. You will always have my respect and support. It was not my intention to insult you in my previous remarks. I was just relating an incident that happened to me in my youth about the woman and her children. That was not directed at you.
larissa on February 9, 2013 at 9:25 PM said:

Whites are DELUSIONAL! DELUSIONAL!
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 9:52 PM said:

Miss Mary

No worries. I’m not offended.
nmaat433 on February 9, 2013 at 11:08 PM said:

Another story about the wonderfully democratic & free life of a negro in amerika…

http://www.commondreams.org/view/2013/02/09-1
phoebeprunelle on February 9, 2013 at 11:15 PM said:

DOAN:

You can also go to http://www. blackbusinessnetwork.com

I now buy cosmetics and things from a sponsored business on their site called Aurale

Also ladies, their is a Black owned family run pantyhose business online called DivineDzion.
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 11:23 PM said:

No shock there.
diaryofanegress on February 9, 2013 at 11:26 PM said:

Phoebes

Another one is http://www.blackownedbiz.com. i’m working on my own black business website. I want us to only shop from each other.

I’m trying to find a black store that sells beeswax.
mary burrell on February 10, 2013 at 12:59 AM said:

I hope you are safe and warm.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 1:11 AM said:

yes, ma’am. I’m relaxing in front of the fireplace with my book Yurugu.
ynotme on February 10, 2013 at 4:54 AM said:

Are you also drinking a cup of peppermint tea? Lol!
T.Bee on February 10, 2013 at 11:38 AM said:

That book is serious reading. Truth be told.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 1:24 PM said:

Ynotme

No smartie pants…ginger. Lol!
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 1:40 PM said:

From the COWS:
Kemetia on February 10, 2013 at 1:42 PM said:

I concur! You asked me to contact you, but I don’t know how. You can e-mail me at innerstandingisness@gmail.com
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 1:42 PM said:

Family, remember the white woman who threw acid in her own face and blamed a black woman who had really short hair? Did you know that many sisters, like me, who sported a similar hairdo actually hid in their homes for fear of being killed by slave-catchers?

I’d advise ALL black men to keep a low profile til this case is over.
Mickey on February 10, 2013 at 3:33 PM said:

I actually heard of a couple of Black women who actually had acid or some substance thrown into their faces after this fake ass female lied about being attacked. There were in states like Arizona, I believe. Notice that you did not hear anything about that in the lamestream media.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 4:07 PM said:

Kemetia

Ok. I did.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 4:09 PM said:

Mickey

nope. You know, this is what whites fear most: A strong black man who’s not afraid to die. Fuckers. They must be quaking in their boots. But, on the other hand, I fear that more of us will die in the process.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 4:12 PM said:

Here is his manifesto: From: Christopher Jordan Dorner /7648 To: America Subj: Last resort Regarding CF# 07-004281 I know most of you who personally know me are in disbelief to hear from media reports that I am suspected of committing such horrendous murders and have taken drastic and shocking actions in the last couple of days. You are saying to yourself that this is completely out of character of the man you knew who always wore a smile wherever he was seen. I know I will be villified by the LAPD and the media. Unfortunately, this is a necessary evil that I do not enjoy but must partake and complete for substantial change to occur within the LAPD and reclaim my name. The department has not changed since the Rampart and Rodney King days. It has gotten worse. The consent decree should never have been lifted. The only thing that has evolved from the consent decree is those officers involved in the Rampart scandal and Rodney King incidents have since promoted to supervisor, commanders, and command staff, and executive positions. The question is, what would you do to clear your name? Name; A word or set of words by which a person, animal, place, or thing is known, addressed, or referred to. Name Synonyms; reputation, title, appellation, denomination, repute. A name is more than just a noun, verb, or adjective. It’s your life, your legacy, your journey, sacrifices, and everything you’ve worked hard for every day of your life as and adolescent, young adult and adult. Don’t let anybody tarnish it when you know you’ve live up to your own set of ethics and personal ethos. In 8/07 I reported an officer (Ofcr. Teresa Evans/now a Sergeant), for kicking a suspect (excessive force) during a Use of Force while I was assigned as a patrol officer at LAPD’s Harbor Division. While cuffing the suspect, (Christopher Gettler), Evans kicked the suspect twice in the chest and once in the face. The kick to the face left a visible injury on the left cheek below the eye. Unfortunately after reporting it to supervisors and investigated by PSB (internal affairs investigator Det. Villanueva/Gallegos), nothing was done. I had broken their supposed “Blue Line”. Unfortunately, It’s not JUST US, it’s JUSTICE!!! In fact, 10 months later on 6/25/08, after already successfully completing probation, acquiring a basic Post Certificate, and Intermediate Post Certificate, I was relieved of duty by the LAPD while assigned to patrol at Southwest division. It is clear as day that the department retaliated toward me for reporting Evans for kicking Mr. Christopher Gettler. The department stated that I had lied and made up the report that Evans had kicked the suspect. I later went to a Board of Rights (department hearing for decision of continued employment) from 10/08 to 1/09. During this BOR hearing a video was played for the BOR panel where Christopher Gettler stated that he was indeed kicked by Officer Evans (video sent to multiple news agencies). In addition to Christopher Gettler stating he was kicked, his father Richard Gettler, also stated that his son had stated he was kicked by an officer when he was arrested after being released from custody. This was all presented for the department at the BOR hearing. They still found me guilty and terminated me. What they didn’t mention was that the BOR panel made up of Capt. Phil Tingirides, Capt. Justin Eisenberg, and City Attorney Martella had a signigicant problem from the time the board was assembled. Capt. Phil Tingirides was a personal friend of Teresa Evans from when he was her supervisor at Harbor station. That is a clear conflict of interest and I made my argument for his removal early and was denied. The advocate for the LAPD BOR was Sgt. Anderson. Anderson also had a conflict of interest as she was Evans friend and former partner from Harbor division where they both worked patrol together. I made my argument for her removal when I discovered her relation to Evans and it was denied. During the BOR, the department attempted to label me unsuccessfully as a bully. They stated that I had bullied a recruit, Abraham Schefres, in the academy when in reality and unfounded disposition from the official 1.28 formal complaint investigation found that I was the one who stood up for Abraham Schefres when other recruits sang nazi hitler youth songs about burning Jewish ghettos in WWII Germany where his father was a survivor of a concentration camp. How f***ing dare you attempt to label me with such a nasty vile word. I ask that all earnest journalist investigating this story ask Ofcr. Abraham Schefres about the incident when Ofcr. Burdios began singing a nazi youth song about burning jewish ghettos. The internal affairs investigation in the academy involving Schefres was spurned by a complaint that I had initiated toward two fellow recruit/offifcers. While on a assigned patrol footbeat in Hollywood Division, Officers Hermilio Buridios IV and Marlon Magana (both current LAPD officers) decided that they would voice their personal feelings about the black community. While traveling back to the station in a 12 passenger van I heard Magana refer to another individual as a n****r. I wasn’t sure if I heard correctly as there were many conversations in the van that was compiled of at least 8 officers and he was sitting in the very rear and me in the very front. Even with the multiple conversations and ambient noise I heard Officer Magana call an indivdual a n****r again. Now that I had confirmed it, I told Magana not to use that word again. I explained that it was a well known offensive word that should not be used by anyone. He replied, “I’ll say it when I want”. Officer Burdios, a friend of his, also stated that he would say n****r when he wanted. At that point I jumped over my front passenger seat and two other officers where I placed my hands around Burdios’ neck and squeezed. I stated to Burdios, “Don’t f***ing say that”. At that point there was pushing and shoving and we were separated by several other officers. What I should have done, was put a Winchester Ranger SXT 9mm 147 grain bullet in his skull and Officer Magana’s skull. The Situation would have been resolved effective, immediately. The sad thing about this incident was that when Detective Ty from internal affairs investigated this incident only (1) officer (unknown) in the van other than myself had statements constistent with what actually happened. The other six officers (John Carey, Gary Parker, Jacob Waks, Abraham Schefres and names I have forgotten) all stated they heard nothing and saw nothing. Shame on every one of you. Shame on Detective Ty (same ethnicity as Burdios) for creating a separate 1.28 formal complaint against me (Schefres complaint) in retaliation for initiating the complaint against Burdios and Magana. Don’t retaliate against honest officers for breaking your so called blue line. I hope your son Ryan Ty, who I knew, is a better officer than you, Detective Ty.The saddest part of this ordeal was that Officer Burdios and Magana were only given 22 day suspensions and are still LAPD officers to this day. That day, the LAPD stated that it is acceptable for fellow officers to call black officers n****rs to their face and you will receive a slap on the wrist. Even sadder is that during that 22 day suspension Buridios and Magana received is that the LAPPL (Los Angeles Police Protective League) paid the officers their salaries while they were suspended. When I took a two day suspension for an accidental discharge, I took my suspension and never applied for a league salary. Its called integrity. Journalist, I want you to investigate every location I resided in growing up. Find any incidents where I was ever accused of being a bully. You won’t, because it doesn’t exist. It’s not in my DNA. Never was. I was the only black kid in each of my elementary school classes from first grade to seventh grade in junior high and any instances where I was disciplined for fighting was in response to fellow students provoking common childhood schoolyard fights, or calling me a n****r or other derogatory racial names. I grew up in neighborhoods where blacks make up less than 1%. My first recollection of racism was in the first grade at Norwalk Christian elementary school in Norwalk, CA. A fellow student, Jim Armstrong if I can recall, called me a n****r on the playground. My response was swift and non-lethal. I struck him fast and hard with a punch an kick. He cried and reported it to a teacher. The teacher reported it to the principal. The principal swatted Jim for using a derogatory word toward me. He then for some unknown reason swatted me for striking Jim in response to him calling me a n****r. He stated as good Christians we are to turn the other cheek as Jesus did. Problem is, I’m not a f***ing Christian and that old book, made of fiction and limited non-fiction, called the bible, never once stated Jesus was called a n****r. How dare you swat me for standing up for my rights for demanding that I be treated as a equal human being. That day I made a life decision that i will not tolerate racial derogatory terms spoken to me. Unfortunately I was swatted multiple times for the same exact reason up until junior high. Terminating me for telling the truth of a caucasian officer kicking a mentally ill man is disgusting. Don’t ever call me a f***ing bully. I want all journalist to utilize every source you have that specializes in collections for your reports. With the discovery and evidence available you will see the truth. Unfortunately, I will not be alive to see my name cleared. That’s what this is about, my name. A man is nothing without his name. Below is a list of locations where I resided from childhood to adulthood. Cerritos, CA. Pico Rivera, CA. La Palma, CA. Thousand Oaks, CA. Cedar City, UT. Pensacola, FL. Enid, OK. Yorba Linda, CA. Las Vegas, NV. During the BOR an officer named, Sgt. Hernandez, from Los Angeles Port Police testified on behalf of the LAPD. Hernandez stated for the BOR that he arrived at the location of the UOF shortly before I cuffed the suspect. He also stated that he assisted in cuffing the suspect and that’s old the BOR he told me to fix my tie. All of those statements were LIES!!! Hernandez, you arrived at the UOF location up to 30 seconds after I had cuffed Mr. Gettler. All you did was help me lift the suspect to his feet as it was difficult for me to do by myself because of his heavy weight. You did not tell me to fix my tie as the BOR members and everyone else in the room know you lied because the photographic evidence from the UOF scene where Gettler’s injuries were photographed clearly shows me wearing a class B uniform on that day. A class B uniform is a short sleeved uniform blouse. A short sleeved uniform blouse for the LAPD does not have a tie included. This is not Super Troopers uniform, you jackass. Why did you feel the need to embellish and lie about your involvement in the UOF? Are you ashamed that you could not get hired on by any other department other than port police? Do you have delusions of grandeur? What you did was perjury, exactly what Evans did when she stated she did not kick Christopher Gettler. What they failed to mention in the BOR was Teresa Evans own use of force history during her career on the LAPD. She has admitted that she has a lengthy use of force record and has been flagged several times by risk management. She has a very well known nickname, Chupacabra, which she was very proud to flaunt around the division. She found it very funny and entertaining to draw blood from suspects and arrestees. At one point she even intentionally ripped the flesh off the arm of a woman we had arrested for battery (sprayed her neighbor with a garden water hose). Knowing the woman had thin elastic skin, she performed and Indian burn to the woman’s arm after cuffing her. That woman was in her mid-70′s, a mother and grandmother, and was angry at her tenants who failed to pay rent on time. Something I can completely understand and I am sure many have wanted to do toward tenants who do not pay their rent. Teresa Evans was also demoted from a senior lead officer rank/position for performance issues. During my two months of working patrol with Teresa Evans, I found her as a woman who was very angry that she had been pulled from patrol for a short time because of a domestic violence report made by Long Beach Police Department because of an incident involving her active LAPD officer boyfriend, Dominick Fuentes, and herself. Dominick Fuentes is the same officer investigated for witness tampering. She also was visibly angry on a daily basis that she was going to have to file for bankruptcy because her ex-husband, a former LAPD officer and not Dominick Fuentes, who had left the department, state, and was nowhere to be found had left her with a tax bill and debt that she was unable to pay because of a lack of financial means. Evans, you are a POS and you lied right to the BOR panel when Randy Quan asked you if you kicked Christopher Gettler. You destroyed my life and name because of your actions. Time is up. The time is now to confess to Chief Beck. I ask that all journalist investigating this story submit request for FOIA with the LAPD to gain access to the BOR transcripts which occurred from 10/08 to 2/09. There, you will see that a video was played for the BOR members of Mr. Christopher Gettler who suffers from Schizophrenia and Dementia stating that he was kicked by a female officer. That video evidence supports my claim that Evans kicked him twice in the upper body and once in the face. I would like all journalist to also request copies of all reports that I had written while employed by LAPD. Whether in the academy, or during my 3 years as a police officer. There are DR#’s attached to each report (investigative report) that I have ever written so they all exist. A FOIA request will most likely be needed to access these at Parker center or at the Personnel/Records. Judge my writin/grammar skills for yourself. The department attempted to paint me as an officer who could not write reports. Even though Sgt. Joel Sydanmaa a training officer who trained me stated for the BOR panel that there was nothing wrong with my report writing and that I was better than all rookie/probationer officers he has ever trained. Officer David Drew stated the same but refused to testify as he did not want to “get involved” with the BOR’s. Contact Sgt. Donald Deming ,(now a Captain at Lompoc PD), Sgt. Thaddeus Faulk, and Sgt. Ed Clark. All will state that my report writing was impeccable. I will tell you this, I always type my reports because I have messy handwriting/penmanship. I never had a single kickback/redlined report at Southwest division and Sgt. Faulk and Sgt. Clark can testify to that. I never received an UNSATISFACTORY on any day or week. The same can be said within the U.S. Naval Reserves. All commanders will state that my report writing was always clear, concise, and impeccable. Even search my AAR (after action reports),chits, Memorandum’s, IIR’s (Intelligence Information Reports) which were written in the Navy. All were pristine. I had worked patrol at LAPD’s Harbor Division from 2/06 until 7/06 when I was involuntarily recalled back to active duty (US Navy) for a 12 month mobilization/deployment to Centcom in support of OIF/OEF. I returned back to LAPD’s Harbor division on 7/07 and immediately returned to patrol. I worked at Harbor division until 11/07 where I then transferred to Southwest Division. I worked At Southwest division until 6/25/08 when I was relieved of duty. I have exhausted all available means at obtaining my name back. I have attempted all legal court efforts within appeals at the Superior Courts and California Appellate courts. This is my last resort. The LAPD has suppressed the truth and it has now lead to deadly consequences. The LAPD’s actions have cost me my law enforcement career that began on 2/7/05 and ended on 1/2/09. They cost me my Naval career which started on 4/02 and ends on 2/13. I had a TS/SCI clearance(Top Secret Sensitive Compartmentalized Information clearance) up until shortly after my termination with LAPD. This is the highest clearance a service member can attain other than a Yankee White TS/SCI which is only granted for those working with and around the President/Vice President of the United States. I lost my position as a Commanding Officer of a Naval Security Forces reserve unit at NAS Fallon because of the LAPD. I’ve lost a relationship with my mother and sister because of the LAPD. I’ve lost a relationship with close friends because of the LAPD. In essence, I’ve lost everything because the LAPD took my name and new I was INNOCENT!!! Capt Phil Tingirides, Justin Eisenberg, Martella, Randy Quan, and Sgt. Anderson all new I was innocent but decided to terminate me so they could continue Ofcr. Teresa Evans career. I know about the meeting between all of you where Evans attorney, Rico, confessed that she kicked Christopher Gettler (excessive force). Your day has come. I’m not an aspiring rapper, I’m not a gang member, I’m not a dope dealer, I don’t have multiple babies momma’s. I am an American by choice, I am a son, I am a brother, I am a military service member, I am a man who has lost complete faith in the system, when the system betrayed, slandered, and libeled me. I lived a good life and though not a religious man I always stuck to my own personal code of ethics, ethos and always stuck to my shoreline and true North. I didn’t need the US Navy to instill Honor, Courage, and Commitment in me but I thank them for re-enforcing it. It’s in my DNA. Luckily I don’t have to live everyday like most of you. Concerned if the misconduct you were apart of is going to be discovered. Looking over your shoulder, scurrying at every phone call from internal affairs or from the Captains office wondering if that is the day PSB comes after you for the suspects you struck when they were cuffed months/years ago or that $500 you pocketed from the narcotics dealer, or when the other guys on your watch beat a transient nearly to death and you never reported the UOF to the supervisor. No, I don’t have that concern, I stood up for what was right but unfortunately have dealt with the reprocussions of doing the right thing and now losing my name and everything I ever stood for. You f***ers knew Evans was guilty of kicking (excessive force) Gettler and you did nothing but get rid of what you saw as the problem, the whistleblower. Gettler himself stated on video tape ( provided for the BOR and in transcripts) he was kicked and even his father stated that his son said he was kicked by Evans when he was released from custody. The video was played for the entire BOR to hear. Tingirides, Eisenberg, and Martella all heard it. You’re going to see what a whistleblower can do when you take everything from him especially his NAME!!! Look what you did to Sgt. Gavin (now lieutenant) when he exposed the truth of your lying, racism, and PSB cover-ups to frame and convict an innocent man. You can not police yourselves and the consent decree was unsuccessful. Sgt. Gavin, I met you on the range several times as a recruit and as an officer. You’re a good man and I saw it in your eyes an actions. Self Preservation is no longer important to me. I do not fear death as I died long ago on 1/2/09. I was told by my mother that sometimes bad things happen to good people. I refuse to accept that. From 2/05 to 1/09 I saw some of the most vile things humans can inflict on others as a police officer in Los Angeles. Unfortunately, it wasn’t in the streets of LA. It was in the confounds of LAPD police stations and shops (cruisers). The enemy combatants in LA are not the citizens and suspects, it’s the police officers. People who live in glass houses should not throw stones. How ironic that you utilize a fixed glass structure as your command HQ. You use as a luminous building to symbolize that you are transparent, have nothing to hide, or suppress when in essence, concealing, omitting, and obscuring is your forte. Chief Beck, this is when you need to have that come to Jesus talk with Sgt. Teresa Evans and everyone else who was involved in the conspiracy to have me terminated for doing the right thing. you also need to speak with her attorney, Rico, and his conversation with the BOR members and her confession of guilt in kicking Mr. Gettler. I’ll be waiting for a PUBLIC response at a press conference. When the truth comes out, the killing stops. Why didn’t you charge me with filing a false police report when I came forward stating that Evans kicked Mr. Christopher Gettler? You file criminal charges against every other officer who is accused and terminated for filing a false police report. You didn’t because you knew I was innocent and a criminal court would find me innocent and expose your department for suppressing the truth and retaliation, that’s why. The attacks will stop when the department states the truth about my innocence, PUBLICLY!!! I will not accept any type of currency/goods in exchange for the attacks to stop, nor do i want it. I want my name back, period. There is no negotiation. I am not the state department who states they do not negotiate with terrorist, because anybody with a Secret or TS/SCI has seen IIR’s on SIPR and knows that the US state department always negotiates by using CF countries or independent sovereign/neutral country to mediate and compromising. This department has not changed from the Daryl Gates and Mark Fuhrman days. Those officers are still employed and have all promoted to Command staff and supervisory positions. I will correct this error. Are you aware that an officer (a rookie/probationer at the time) seen on the Rodney King videotape striking Mr. King multiple times with a baton on 3/3/91 is still employed by the LAPD and is now a Captain on the police department? Captain Rolando Solano is now the commanding officer of a LAPD police station (West LA division). As a commanding officer, he is now responsible for over 200 officers. Do you trust him to enforce department policy and investigate use of force investigations on arrestees by his officers? Are you aware Evans has since promoted to Sergeant after kicking Mr. Gettler in the face. Oh, you Violated a citizens civil rights? We will promote you. Same as LAPD did with the the officers from Metro involved in the May Day melee at MacArthur Park. They promoted them to Sergeant (a supervisor role). No one is saying you can’t be prejudiced or a bigot. We are all human and hold prejudices. If you state that you don’t have prejudices, your lying! But, when you act on it and victimize innocent citizens and fellow innocen officers, than that is a concern. For you officers who do the job in the name of JUSTICE, those of you who lost honest officers to this event, look at the name of those on the BOR and the investigating officers from PSB and Evans and ask them, how come you couldn’t tell the truth? Why did you terminate an honest officer and cover for a dishonest officer who victimized a mentally ill citizen. Sometimes humans feel a need to prove they are the dominant race of a species and they inadvertently take kindness for weakness from another individual. You chose wrong. Terminating officers because they expose a culture of lying, racism (from the academy), and excessive use of force will immediately change. PSB can not police their own and that has been proven. The blue line will forever be severed and a cultural change will be implanted. You have awoken a sleeping giant. I am here to change and make policy. The culture of LAPD versus the community and honest/good officers needs to and will change. I am here to correct and calibrate your morale compasses to true north. Those Caucasian officers who join South Bureau divisions (77th,SW,SE, an Harbor) with the sole intent to victimize minorities who are uneducated, and unaware of criminal law, civil law, and civil rights. You prefer the South bureau because a use of force/deadly force is likely and the individual you use UOF on will likely not report it. You are a high value target. Those Black officers in supervisory ranks and pay grades who stay in south bureau (even though you live in the valley or OC) for the sole intent of getting retribution toward subordinate caucasians officers for the pain and hostile work environment their elders inflicted on you as probationers (P-1′s) and novice P-2′s. You are a high value target. You perpetuated the cycle of racism in the department as well. You breed a new generation of bigoted caucasian officer when you belittle them and treat them unfairly. Those Hispanic officers who victimize their own ethnicity because they are new immigrants to this country and are unaware of their civil rights. You call them wetbacks to their face and demean them in front of fellow officers of different ethnicities so that you will receive some sort of acceptance from your colleagues. I’m not impressed. Most likely, your parents or grandparents were immigrants at one time, but you have forgotten that. You are a high value target. Those lesbian officers in supervising positions who go to work, day in day out, with the sole intent of attempting to prove your misandrist authority (not feminism) to degrade male officers. You are a high value target. Those Asian officers who stand by and observe everything I previously mentioned other officers participate in on a daily basis but you say nothing, stand for nothing and protect nothing. Why? Because of your usual saying, ” I……don’t like conflict”. You are a high value target as well. Those of you who “go along to get along” have no backbone and destroy the foundation of courage. You are the enablers of those who are guilty of misconduct. You are just as guilty as those who break the code of ethics and oath you swore. Citizens/non-combatants, do not render medical aid to downed officers/enemy combatants. They would not do the same for you. They will let you bleed out just so they can brag to other officers that they had a 187 caper the other day and can’t wait to accrue the overtime in future court subpoenas. As they always say, “that’s the paramedics job…not mine”. Let the balance of loss of life take place. Sometimes a reset needs to occur. It is endless the amount of times per week officers arrest an individual, label him a suspect-arrestee-defendant and then before arraignment or trial realize that he is innocent based on evidence. You know what they say when they realize an innocent man just had his life turned upside down?. “I guess he should have stayed at home that day he was discovered walking down the street and matching the suspects description. Oh well, he appeared to be a dirtbag anyways”. Meanwhile the falsely accused is left to pick up his life, get a new, family, friends, and sense of self worth. Don’t honor these fallen officers/dirtbags. When your family members die, they just see you as extra overtime at a crime scene and at a perimeter. Why would you value their lives when they clearly don’t value yours or your family members lives? I’ve heard many officers who state they see dead victims as ATV’s, Waverunners, RV’s and new clothes for their kids. Why would you shed a tear for them when they in return crack a smile for your loss because of the impending extra money they will receive in their next paycheck for sitting at your loved ones crime scene of 6 hours because of the overtime they will accrue. They take photos of your loved ones recently deceased bodies with their cellphones and play a game of who has the most graphic dead body of the night with officers from other divisions. This isn’t just the 20 something year old officers, this is the 50 year old officers with significant time on the job as well who participate. You allow an officer, Thaniya Sungruenyos, to attempt to hack into my credit union account and still remain on the job even when Det. Zolezzi shows the evidence that the IP address (provided by LAPFCU) that attempted to hack into my account and change my username and password leads directly to her residence. You even allow this visibly disgusting looking officer to stay on the job when she perjures (lies) in court (Clark County Family Court) to the judge’s face and denies hacking into my personal credit union online account when I attempted to get my restraint order extended. Det. Zolezzi provided the evidence and you still do nothing. How do you know when a police officer is lying??? When he begins his sentence with, “based on my experience and training”. No one grows up and wants to be a cop killer. It was against everything I’ve ever was. As a young police explorer I found my calling in life. But, As a young police officer I found that the violent suspects on the street are not the only people you have to watch. It is the officer who was hired on to the department (pre-2000) before polygraphs were standard for all new hires and an substantial vetting in a backround investigation. To those children of the officers who are eradicated, your parent was not the individual you thought they were. As you get older,you will see the evidence that your parent was a tyrant who loss their ethos and instead followed the path of moral corruptness. They conspired to hide and suppress the truth of misconduct on others behalf’s. Your parent will have a name and plaque on the fallen officers memorial in D.C. But, In all honesty, your parents name will be a reminder to other officers to maintain the oath they swore and to stay along the shoreline that has guided them from childhood to that of a local, state, or federal law enforcement officer. Bratton, Beck, Hayes, Tingirides, Eisenberg, Martella, Quan, Evans, Hernandez, Villanueva/Gallegos, and Anderson. Your lack of ethics and conspiring to wrong a just individual are over. Suppressing the truth will leave to deadly consequences for you and your family. There will be an element of surprise where you work, live, eat, and sleep. I will utilize ISR at your home, workplace, and all locations in between. I will utilize OSINT to discover your residences, spouses workplaces, and children’s schools. IMINT to coordinate and plan attacks on your fixed locations. Its amazing whats on NIPR. HUMINT will be utilized to collect personal schedules of targets. I never had the opportunity to have a family of my own, I’m terminating yours. Quan, Anderson, Evans, and BOR members Look your wives/husbands and surviving children directly in the face and tell them the truth as to why your children are dead. Never allow a LAPPL union attorney to be a retired LAPD Captain,(Quan). He doesn’t work for you, your interest, or your name. He works for the department, period. His job is to protect the department from civil lawsuits being filed and their best interest which is the almighty dollar. His loyalty is to the department, not his client. Even when he knowingly knows your innocent and the BOR also knows your innocent after Christopher Gettler stated on videotape that he was kicked and Evans attorney confessed to the BOR off the record that she kicked Gettler. The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants-TJ. This quote is not directed toward the US government which I fully support 100%. This is toward the LAPD who can not monitor itself. The consent decree should not have been lifted, ever. I know your TTP’s, (techniques, tactics, and procedures). Any threat assessments you you generate will be useless. This is simple, I know your TTP’s and PPR’s. I will mitigate any of your attempts at preservation. ORM is my friend. I will mitigate all risks, threats and hazards. I assure you that Incident Command Posts will be target rich environments. KMA-367 license plate frames are great target indicators and make target selection even easier. I will conduct DA operations to destroy, exploit and seize designated targets. If unsuccessful or unable to meet objectives in these initial small scale offensive actions, I will reassess my BDA and re-attack until objectives are met. I have nothing to lose. My personal casualty means nothing. Just alike AAF’s, ACM’s, and AIF’s, you can not prevail against an enemy combatant who has no fear of death. An enemy who embraces death is a lose, lose situation for their enemy combatants. Hopefully you analyst have done your homework. You are aware that I have always been the top shot, highest score, an expert in rifle qualifications in every unit I’ve been in. I will utilize every bit of small arms training, demolition, ordnance, and survival training I’ve been given. Do you know why we are unsuccessful in asymmetrical and guerrilla warfare in CENTCOM theatre of operations? I’ll tell you. It’s not the inefficiency of our combatant commanders, planning, readiness or training of troops. Much like the Vietnam war, ACM, AAF, foreign fighters, Jihadist, and JAM have nothing to lose. They embrace death as it is a way of life. I simply don’t fear it. I am the walking exigent circumstance you created. The Violence of action will be HIGH. I am the reason TAC alert was established. I will bring unconventional and asymmetrical warfare to those in LAPD uniform whether on or off duty. ISR is my strength and your weakness. You will now live the life of the prey. Your RD’s and homes away from work will be my AO and battle space. I will utilize every tool within INT collections that I learned from NMITC in Dam Neck. You have misjudged a sleeping giant. There is no conventional threat assessment for me. JAM, New Ba’ath party, 1920 rev BGE, ACM, AAF, AQAP, AQIM and AQIZ have nothing on me. Do not deploy airships or gunships. SA-7 Manpads will be waiting. As you know I also own Barrett .50′s so your APC are defunct and futile. You better have all your officers radio/phone muster (code 1) on or off duty every hour, on the hour. Do not attempt to shadow or conduct any type of ISR on me. I have the inventory listing of all UC vehicles at Piper Tech and the home addresses of any INT analyst at JRIC and detachment locations. My POA is always POI and always true. This will be a war of attrition and a Pyrrhic and Camdean Victory for myself. You may have the resources and manpower but you are reactive and predictable in your op plans and TTP’s. I have the strength and benefits of being unpredictable, unconventional, and unforgiving. Do not waste your time with briefs and tabletops. Whatever pre-planned responses you have established for a scenario like me, shelve it. Whatever contingency plan you have, shelve it. Whatever tertiary plan you’ve created, shelve it. I am a walking exigent circumstance with no OFF or reset button. JRIC, DOJ, LASD, FBI and other local LE can’t assist and should not involve themselves in a matter that does not concern them. For all other agencies, do not involve yourself in this capture or recovery of me. Look at the big picture of the situation. They (LAPD) created the situation. I will harm no outside agency unless it is a deadly force/IDOL situation. With today’s budgeting and fiscal mess, you guys can not afford lose several officers to IOD or KIA/EOW. Plus, other officers should not have to take on the additional duties and responsibilities of dead officers. Think about their families, outside agencies, Chiefs/Directors. Outside agencies and individual officers on patrol. If you recognize my vehicle, and confirm it is my vehicle thru a dmv/want warrant check. It behoves you to respond to dispatch that your query was for information purposes only. If you proceed with a traffic stop or attempt to notify other officers of my location or for backup you will not live to see the medal of valor you were hoping to receive for your actions. Think before you attempt to intervene. You will not survive. Your family will receive that medal of valor posthumously. It will gather dust on the fireplace mantel for years. Then one day, it will go in a shoe box with other memories. Your mother will lose a son or daughter. Your significant other will be left alone, but they will find someone else to fill your void in the future and make them just as happy. Your children, if you have them, will call someone else mommy or daddy. Don’t be selfish. Your vest is only a level II or IIIA, think about it. No amount of IMINT, MASINT, and ELINT assist you in capturing me. I am off the grid. You better use your feet, tongue and every available DOD/ NON-DOD HUMINT agency, contractor to find me. I know your route to and from home, and your division. I know your significant others routine, your children’s best friends and recess. I know Your Sancha’s gym hours and routine. I assure you that the casualty rate will be high. Because of that, no one will remember your name. You will merely be a DR# and “that guy” who was KIA/EOW or long term IOD/light duty in the kit room. This is exactly why “station 500″ was created. Unfortunately, orphanages will be making a comeback in the 21st century. If you had a well regulated AWB, this would not happen. The time is now to reinstitute a ban that will save lives. Why does any sportsman need a 30 round magazine for hunting? Why does anyone need a suppressor? Why does anyone need a AR15 rifle? This is the same small arms weapons system utilized in eradicating Al Qaeda, Taliban, and every enemy combatant since the Vietnam war. Don’t give me that crap that its not a select fire or full auto rifle like the DoD uses. That’s bullshit because troops who carry the M-4/M-16 weapon system for combat ops outside the wire rarely utilize the select fire function when in contact with enemy combatants. The use of select fire probably isn’t even 1% in combat. So in essence, the AR-15 semiautomatic rifle is the same as the M-4/M-16. These do not need to be purchased as easily as walking to your local Walmart or striking the enter key on your keyboard to “add to cart”. All the firearms utilized in my activities are registered to me and were legally purchased at gun stores and private party transfers. All concealable weapons (pistols) were also legally register in my name at police stations or FFL’s. Unfortunately, are you aware that I obtained class III weapons (suppressors) without a background check thru NICS or DROS completely LEGALLY several times? I was able to use a trust account that I created on quicken will maker and a $10 notary charge at a mailbox etc. to obtain them legally. Granted, I am not a felon, nor have a DV misdemeanor conviction or active TRO against me on a NCIC file. I can buy any firearm I want, but should I be able to purchase these class III weapons (SBR’s, and suppressors) without a background check and just a $10 notary signature on a quicken will maker program? The answer is NO. I’m not even a resident of the state i purchased them in. Lock n Load just wanted money so they allow you to purchase class III weapons with just a notarized trust, military ID. Shame on you, Lock n Load. NFA and ATF need new laws and policies that do not allow loopholes such as this. In the end, I hope that you will realize that the small arms I utilize should not be accessed with the ease that I obtained them. Who in there right mind needs a f***ing silencer!!! who needs a freaking SBR AR15? No one. No more Virginia Tech, Columbine HS, Wisconsin temple, Aurora theatre, Portland malls, Tucson rally, Newtown Sandy Hook. Whether by executive order or thru a bi-partisan congress an assault weapons ban needs to be re-instituted. Period!!! Mia Farrow said it best. “Gun control is no longer debatable, it’s not a conversation, its a moral mandate.” Sen. Feinstein, you are doing the right thing in leading the re-institution of a national AWB. Never again should any public official state that their prayers and thoughts are with the family. That has become cliche’ and meaningless. Its time for action. Let this be your legacy that you bestow to America. Do not be swayed by obstacles, antagaonist, and naysayers. Remember the innocent children at Austin, Kent, Stockton, Fullerton, San Diego, Iowa City, Jonesboro, Columbine, Nickel Mines, Blacksburg, Springfield, Red Lake, Chardon, Aurora, and Newtown. Make sure this never happens again!!! In my cache you will find several small arms. In the cache, Bushmaster firearms, Remington precision rifles, and AAC Suppressors (silencers). All of these small arms are manufactured by Cerberus/Freedom Group. The same company responsible for the Portland mall shooting, Webster , NY, and Sandy Hook massacre. You disrespect the office of the POTUS/Presidency and Commander in Chief. You call him Kenyan, mongroid, halfrican, muslim, and FBHO when in essence you are to address him as simply, President. The same as you did to President George W. Bush and all those in the highest ranking position of our land before him. Just as I always have. You question his birth certificate, his educational and professional accomplishments, and his judeo-christian beliefs. You make disparaging remarks about his dead parents. You never questioned the fact that his former opponent, the honorable Senator John McCain, was not born in the CONUS or that Bush had a C average in his undergrad. Electoral Candidates children (Romney) state they want to punch the president in the face during debates with no formal repercussions. No one even questioned the fact that the son just made a criminal threat toward the President. You call his wife a Wookie. Off the record, I love your new bangs, Mrs. Obama. A woman whose professional and educational accomplishments are second to none when compared to recent First wives. You call his supporters, whether black, brown, yellow, or white, leeches, FSA, welfare recipients, and ni$&er lovers. You say this openly without any discretion. Before you start with your argument that you believe I would vote for Obama because he has the same skin color as me, f*** you. I didn’t vote in this last election as my choice of candidate, John Huntsman, didn’t win the primary candidacy for his party. Mr. President, I haven’t agreed with all of your decisions but of course I haven’t agreed with all of your predecessors decisions. I think you’ve done a hell of a job with what you have been dealt and how you have managed it. I shed a tear the night you were initially elected President in 2008. I never thought that day would occur. A black man elected president in the U.S. in my lifetime. I cracked a smiled when you were re-elected in 2012 because I really didn’t think you were going to pull that one off. Romney, stop being a sore loser. You could’ve exited graciously and still contributed significantly to public service, not now. Mr. President, get back to work. Many want to see you fail as they have stated so many times previously. Unfortunately, if you fail, the U.S. fails but your opponents do not concern themselves about the big picture. Do not forget your commitment to transparency in your administration. Sometimes I believe your administration forgets that. America, you will realize today and tomorrow that this world is made up of all human beings who have the same general needs and wants in life for themselves, their kin, community, and state. That is the freedom to LIVE and LOVE. They may eat different foods, enjoy different music, have different dialects, or speak a second language, but in essence are no different from you and I. This is America. We are not a perfect sovereign country as we have our own flaws but we are the closest that will ever exist. Unfortunately, this is not the first time an authoritative figure has lied on me. Mr. Freid, assistant principal, Cypress HS. Remember when you lied to my mother and the police officer in your office about stating that you never stated to me in a private conversation that you know the theft suspect (Miranda) stole my watch. Let me refresh your memory. A physical education teachers assistant, a student, stole the list of combination codes to peoples lockers, from the P.E. teacher. That student then opened many of those lockers and stole students personal property. My watch was taken in that multi theft an I reported it to you. A week later you discovered that the theft suspect was Paul Miranda, a student. You stated to me in private that you know for a fact he stole my property. When I attempted to retrieve my property from the suspect. Campus security was called and you lied and stated that you never stated to me that you “know he stole my watch”. You sat there and lied to their faces right in front of me. You said it with such a deliberate, stern face. I never forgot that and was not surprised when 13 years later I was lied on again in the BOR by Teresa Evans. maybe you can confess to your family at the very least in the private of your own home. After that, contact my mother and apologize for lying to her in 1996. If possible, I want my brain preserved for science/research to study the effects of severe depression on an individual’s brain. Since 6/26/08 when I was relieved of duty and 1/2/09 when I was terminated I have been afflicted with severe depression. I’ve had two CT scans during my lifetime that are in my medical record at Kaiser Permanente. Both are from concussions resulting from playing football. The first one was in high school, 10/96. The second was in college and occurred in 10/99. Both were conducted at Kaiser Permanente hospitals in LA/Orange county. These two CT scans should give a good baseline for my brain activity before severe depression began in late 2008. Sure, many of you “law enforcement experts and specialist” will state, “in all my years this is the worst……..”, Stop!!! That’s not important. Ask yourselves what would cause somebody to take these drastic measures like I did. That’s what is important. To my friends listed below, I wish we could have grown old together and spent more time together. When you reminisce of our friendship and experiences, think of that and that only. Do not dwell on my recent actions the last few days. This was a necessary evil that had to be executed in order for me to obtain my NAME back. The only thing that changes policy and garners attention is death. Luis Sanchez, greatest friend, Marine officer, aviator, and an even better father and husband. I Couldn’t have had a better big brother than you. Your spoken wisdom was always retained by me, you old salty Mustang. You sternly told me that no matter what I accomplish I will always be a ni#%er in many individuals eyes. At the time, I did not comprehend your words. I do now. I never forgot the quote you state below. I love you bro. I never saw a wild thing feel sorry for itself. A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough without ever feeling sorry for itself. –D.H. Lawrence Jason Valadao, greatest friend, Naval officer, aviator, Great Father, husband, doctor, and even better human being. I always strived to live my life parallel to your similar values and personal disciplines. Danika is lucky to have found a man like yourself, and you are fortunate to have married an irrefutable imperfect woman. Always focus on your IMMEDIATE family as they are the ones who have loved you unconditionally and always been their to support you in difficult times. I always lived my life as WWJD (what would Jason do). Danika, take care of this guy. Jason, I’m sorry I missed your wedding and you had to find another best man. I’m sorry my predicament with the department stopped me from watching you and Danika get married and arguing with you about issues that were insignificant when I was really angry at the LAPD for what they did to me. I’m deeply sorry and I love you guys. James Usera, great friend, attorney, father, husband, and the most cynical/blatant/politically incorrect friend a man can have. Best quality about you in college and now is that you never sugar coated the truth. I will miss our political discussions that always turned argumentative. Thanks for introducing me to outdoor sports like fishing, hunting, mudding, and also respect for the land and resources. Us city boys don’t get out much like you Alaskans. You even introduced me to PBR. A beer, that when you’re a poor college student is completely acceptable to get buzzed off of. I’m sorry I’ll never get to go on that moose and bear hunt with you. I love you bro. Kinta Smith, greatest friend, accountant, entrepreneur, and even better Human being. You are probably the most well balanced person I’ve ever met and the most driven for success. In college, and after graduation, I was inspired by your personal drive. Never settle. When you make your first million, promise me you won’t forget to enjoy it a bit. I know your first reaction will be to invest it somewhere else. Spend a little, just a little. I love you bro. Jason Young, great friend, entrepeneur, husband and father. You showed me the importance of fatherhood and friendship. Love you bro. Suzie Clark Cunningham, Kassandra Harrell, Melinda Yates, Cal Jackson, Ryan Smith, The Rebelledos, The Banks, Ben Bines, J. Work, Bill O’neill, Jeremy Fletcher, and Rob Harriston. You guys were all important and very special to me. Don’t be angry with me. I missed some of your weddings and unfortunately, some of your funerals. This was a necessary evil. Some say it is my fault that I was terminated. Yes, DDX, I remember you stating this to me in an angry fit. You said that I should have kept my mouth shut about another officer’s misconduct. Maybe you were right. But I’m not built like others, it’s not in my DNA and my history has always shown that. When you view the video of the suspect stating he was kicked by Evans, maybe you will see that I was a decent person after all. I told the truth. It still hurt that you abandoned me in my time of need. I hope you’re happy, that’s all I ever wanted for you. Sgt. Leonard Perez, you meant well but you should have known with your time on the job that the department would attempt to protect someone like Evans because of her time on the job, personal friendships, and ethicity. I’m not angry with you, but you should have known as an IA investigator. Sgt Maggie Faust LPPD, Ofcr John Thomas LPPD (ret), and Chief Eric Nunez LPPD, your guidance and mentoring as a young police explorer was second to none and invaluable as a young man, police officer, and naval officer. Sgt Faust, you forewarned me long ago about joining LAPD as they were “different” and operated differently from other modern law enforcement agencies. I now know it was your humbleness and respect for all who wear the badge and protect their communities that you didn’t just express what you wanted to say, that they lack values and basic ethics as law enforcement officers. Chief Nunez, your f***ing awesome. Thanks for the long talks over the years when I was an explorer, college student, Naval officer, and Police officer. Your are a great leader and carry your heart on your sleeve. Your son will be a great Air Force officer with the upringing you provided. John, what can I say? Your just an awesome person and my first exposure to what law enforcement was really about was on our ride alongs. Your realistic approach and empathetic approach to treating all people as humans first is something I carried with me daily. Thank you, every one of you. Dr. Funahashi, thank you for the superb surgery you performed on my knee on 7/98 in Irvine, CA. I never had the opportunity to thank you for allowing me to live a life free of knee joint pain. Thank you. CM1 Bissett (Ret.), I learned more from you about leadership than most of my own commanders. You lived by a strict ethos of get it done, and get it done right. I wanted to attend your retirement, I really did. But because of my predicament I was unable to. Hope you and Ritchie are still together. I’ve always held you in high regard. Sgt Maj. Kenneth “Rock” Rocquemore USMC, Thank you for the intense instruction and mentorship and time spent forging me into a never quit officer. You were challenging as a DI. You made sure the vicious and intense personality I possess was discovered. On a lighter note….Don’t feel humbled you never broke me. I made it a personal goal to never give up years before. The Corp is lucky to have you at the front. Your leadership is essential and needed for all marines, especially staff NCO’s and mentorship and advisement to company grade officers. You are the epitome of a US marine and never forget that. I thank my friends for the awesome shared experiences. I thank the unnamed women I dated over my lifetime for the great and sometimes not so great sex. It’s kind of sad I won’t be around to view and enjoy The Hangover III. What an awesome trilogy. Todd Phillips, don’t make anymore Hangovers after the third, takes away the originality of its foundation. World War Z looks good and The Walking Dead season 3 (second half) looked intriguing. Damn, gonna miss shark week. Mr. Vice President, do your due diligence when formulating a concise and permanent national AWB plan. Future generations of Americans depend on your plan and advisement to the president. I’ve always been a fan of yours and consider you one of the few genuine and charismatic politicians. Damn, sounds like an oxymoron calling you an honest politician. It’s the truth. Hillary Clinton. You’ll make one hell of a president in 2016. Much like your husband, Bill, you will be one of the greatest. Look at Castro in San Antonio as a running mate or possible secretary of state. He’s (good people) and I have faith and confidence in him. Look after Bill. He was always my favorite President. Chelsea grew up to be one hell of an attractive woman. No disrespect to her husband. Gov. Chris Christie. What can I say? You’re the only person I would like to see in the White House in 2016 other than Hillary. You’re America’s no shit taking uncle. Do one thing for your wife, kids, and supporters. Start walking at night and eat a little less, not a lot less, just a little. We want to see you around for a long time. Your leadership is greatly needed. Wayne LaPierre, President of the NRA, you’re a vile and inhumane piece of shit. You never even showed 30 seconds of empathy for the children, teachers, and families of Sandy Hook. You deflected any type of blame/responsibility and directed it toward the influence of movies and the media. You are a failure of a human being. May all of your immediate and distant family die horrific deaths in front of you. Chris Matthews, Joe Scarborough, Pat Harvey, Brian Williams, Soledad Obrien, Wolf Blitzer, Meredith Viera, Tavis Smiley, and Anderson Cooper, keep up the great work and follow Cronkite’s lead. I hold many of you in the same regard as Tom Brokaw and the late Peter Jennings. Cooper, stop nagging and berating your guest, they’re your (guest). Mr. Scarborough, we met at McGuire’s pub in P-cola in 2002 when I was stationed there. It was an honor conversing with you about politics, family, and life. Willie Geist, you’re a talented and charismatic journalist. Stop with all the talk show shenanigans and get back to your core of reporting. Your future is brighter than most. Revoke the citizenship of Fareed Zakaria and deport him. I’ve never heard a positive word about America or its interest from his mouth, ever. On the same day, give Piers Morgan an indefinite resident alien and Visa card. Mr. Morgan, the problem that many American gun owners have with you and your continuous discussion of gun control is that you are not an American citizen and have an accent that is distinct and clarifies that you are a foreigner. I want you to know that I agree with you 100% on enacting stricter firearm laws but you must understand that your critics will always have in the back of their mind that you are native to a country that we won our sovereignty from while using firearms as a last resort in defense and you come from a country that has no legal private ownership of firearms. That is disheartening to American gun owners and rightfully so. The honorable President George H.W. Bush, they never give you enough credit for your successful Presidency. You were always one of my favorite Presidents (2nd favorite). I hope your health improves greatly. You are the epitome of an American and service to country. General Petraeus, you made a mistake that the majority of men make once, twice, or unfortunately many times in a lifetime. You are human. You thought with your penis. It’s okay.I personally believe you should have never resigned and told your critics to shove it. 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Ms. J on February 10, 2013 at 4:56 PM said:

I feel like this who scenario shows the serious problem of racial showcasing. Christopher Dorner claimed that racists were at the root of his anger, but he killed the loved ones of his non-White “boss” in the LAPD. If his boss was White, then maybe his victims would have been White. And probably his charges of racism would be more believable. But he went on and killed two non-Whites, and I don’t know the racial identification of the three cops he killed. Smh…
mary burrell on February 10, 2013 at 6:00 PM said:

So is he trying to a sacrificial lamb of some kind? Does he think this will clean up the LAPD?
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 6:08 PM said:

Ms J and Miss Mary

Neely fuller said it best:

“If you do not understand racism/white supremacy, everything else that you think you understand will only confuse you.”

This fella THOUGHT he was “one of the gang.” But, white folks gave him his Nigger Wake-up Call and now he’s re-acting to it ALL.

I’m sorry for rage and pain. But…this is the consequence of living in a white supremacist world.
Remember this:
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 6:11 PM said:

Family, now do you understand why I stay the hell away from White Folks? I don’t wanna end up like these brothers. And, believe it or not, it’s not that impossible for one of us to become a raging monster and take our anger into the streets.

I avoid them like the fucking plague.
mary burrell on February 10, 2013 at 6:17 PM said:

What is so crazy about that call 911 call with Omar Thorton. when he says “Yall are going to kill me”. And the cop says “No we aren’t we just need you to relax”. Knowing full well they are going to kill him. Well unfortunately there will be more Omar Thornton and Christopher Dorners.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 6:21 PM said:

yep…a lot more. And this is what’s gonna spark that Civil Unrest that Evil has been planning for centuries! Armageddon is going to be between us and them.
mary burrell on February 10, 2013 at 6:22 PM said:

I totally I agree after you have a been on the receiving end of racist crap. I never judge these kind of people in these situations because I don’t know the beginning, the middle, and the end. I guess they had took all they could stand until they could stand no more. White supremacy is madness.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 6:32 PM said:

Miss Mary

After my near-nervous breakdown, Jah pulled me out of it and I had a vision of what the white man will do to us in the VERY near future.

He was created for one purpose only: To destroy.

His end will be catastrophic.And he knows this. But, while he’s ahead, he’s going to take as many of us with him as possible. Even God stated that he hated Esau and loved Jacob.
Kiki on February 10, 2013 at 7:54 PM said:

I have never spoken about this before but around 7 yrs ago while off work recovering from a physical illness I read a blog by a rastafarian man who was planning to move to Ethiopia. He was very interested in the Bible code and used it to look for events that would happen in the future. One day on his blog he said that he had found a code for a holocaust of African Americans that would happen some time in the future. He said he discovered the code under the term “Black Holocaust” He seemed very sure this would happen and later moved to Ethiopia.

He didn’t give too many details but at the time I thought that it was crazy and could not possibly happen. But I have noticed a huge rise in the level of hatred and attacks against Black people in America. A few years ago I tried to find what he posted online or his blog and they have completely disappeared ? On the COWS radio show Dr Frances Cress Welsing has spoken about a survey of white Americans that was done which asked what they would do if troops came and took African Americans away and they replied. It would be ok, as long as they didn’t hurt them ?? I believe something will happen.I hope it doesn’t. Its terrifying. I don’t know what or when but I think they are trying to provoke something in society.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:07 PM said:

kiki

We’re in for it. Since Obama’s (pre-s)election, hatred for us has risen. Soon, it will reach a crescendo that we’ve never seen before.

I do believe that we are indeed in the last days. A holocaust is coming closer and closer but first, we’ll have a Civil Unrest and a planned incident that will lead to our justified end.

ALL races will partake in our destruction. Including our own…you see, we hate ourselves and some of us will gladly fight for the white man.

But, we shall be victorious in the end. It’s God’s plan for us to take back our world.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 8:11 PM said:

I think this probably has been in motion for a long time. I believe S. Africa, Israel & Germany were experiments with what will be planned here. They all had elements of what were essentially established american policies for dealing with their ‘colored’ populations. The thing is, I don’t believe it will end with black people. The shadow criminal syndicate that runs the US has plans for everybody who they see as expendable & that’s MOST of the american populace. They may start with us but it certainly won’t end with us. Why else would govt agencies that don’t even use ammo order upwards of billions of rounds of ammo? Are they hoarders now? And if you have never watched Jesse Ventura’s Conspiracy Theory, there are episodes at http://www.undergrounddocumentaries.com that focus on secret govt stockpiles of coffins. Again, why? Even the white population realizes that something is about to go down, hence the frenzied gun buying, the sites devoted to preppers, etc. They say nothing repeats itself but history. Well, we could very well be going the way of Nazi concentration camps. The question is: how many of you are going willingly & dutifully?
larissa on February 10, 2013 at 8:17 PM said:

@Sister truth, do you think this will be in our lifetime?
larissa on February 10, 2013 at 8:19 PM said:

As stupid as that might sound, it just seems too far fetched. I know stranger things have happened, but I can’t imagine whitey wnating to destroy us/eradicate us completely. What meaning would their life have then?
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:22 PM said:

nmaat

I just had this conversation last night! My friend said and I quote, ” Let them muthafuckers kills us off. After we’re gone, they’ll do what they do best and turn on each other!”

My thing is this: When the average white man realizes that he’s next, is THAT when he’s gonna kill us off on the street? Or will he used the “We’re all children of God bullshit” and ask for our help?

I already discussed this with my family. Shackles ain’t going round my neck. First my ancestors from Nigeria then my Aboriginal peoples…? Now me? Fuck that.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:24 PM said:

larissa

Whites NEED us. I’m writing a post coming out this week that will prove what these folks are doing with our organs and melanin. They know WHO WE ARE.

And yes, it will happen in this life. And soon.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 8:34 PM said:

What meaning does it have anyway? lol…look around you? What is the white man’s TRUE legacy? Not the mythological fantasy he likes to proffer, but the REAL legacy? Oppression, racism, wholesale theft, piracy, constant war, chaos, not only is HE suffering from major self-loathing & self-hatred issues but he has transposed that sickness to ALL who live under his system…THIS is what white people have wrought in the world. This is their TRUE flucked up legacy. And ‘too far-fetched’ is what Jews thought in Nazi Germany. Don’t think for one minute that whites have evolved beyond what happened there. Remember after WWII the US govt KNOWINGLY & covertly brought former high-ranking Nazis over to this country, falsified & created new documents covering up their nazi associations, giving them citizenship and placing them in positions of authority in intelligence, military & other govt agencies. All the while BLACK people BORN here (some who fought for these maggots in a SEGREGATED military) were being lynched & treated as 4th & 5th class citizens, if that. The US has shown us in a myriad of ways that her degenerate, deranged ass could give 2 shits about us. It’s time to let the fantasies go. Uncle Sam is not Santy Claus, he is Dahmer, Bundy, Ridgeway & Gacy all rolled into one.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 8:36 PM said:

That’s what I’m sayin. I may go down, but I’ll be damned if I go down quietly & without a fight.
Mickey on February 10, 2013 at 8:36 PM said:

But remember what Neely Fuller said. If they wanted to kill off Blacks, they would have done it a long time ago. Do you think they want to do it in a more covert fashion than how the Nazis did, even though not everyone was familiar with what they were doing. I believe that is the plan.
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:36 PM said:

nmaat

Dr. Kambon’s quote:

“White peoples propensity for evil is not in their past, it’s in their future.”
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:40 PM said:

Mickey

Those folks are planning one of them “Big New York Style Fucks” and it’s coming in the form of a new flu that’s resistant to any treatment, poison air, fish, meat, milk or a vaccine that will kill of blacks with X amount of melanin.

They gotta keep it under wraps so they can keep up the illusion of being “pure and innocent.”
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 8:44 PM said:

Past, Present & Future. It’s ALL they have contributed to the human experience. Which tells you the true lack of caliber there. People of color have been trying to civilize these mofos for millenia & it cannot be done. They think that controlling, subjugating & demeaning someone is normative human interaction. And NOT just with us. Hell, I’ve said plenty of times, all the tactics they’ve employed with us they used against EACH OTHER 1st. So they can’t get along with each other. Their history proves that. And I believe that’s why Garvey’s Back to Africa movement was really squashed: if black people were not here to DISTRACT middle-class & poor whites from who is REALLY screwing them & focusing on US–this would easily turn into Bosnia or any other balkanized nation. Whites are united as 1 as long as their is US or others deemed as perennial outsiders. That unity is tenuous at best & hanging by a damn thread. As it stands now, ordinary whites are becoming hip to the game. They ain’t at the point where they are ready to buss some ass yet…but knowing them, it’s coming. lol..
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 8:48 PM said:

Knowing some of us with that brainwashed Kum-by-ya shit, some of us will fall for the okey-doke. He bet not come to me tho. I figure whites have had half a millenia to show some basic decent human compassion for what this country has done & continues to put us thru. Most of their cowardly asses ain’t worth shit to themselves so they definitely can’t help us. If you’ve been to any so-called progressive sites & heard their boo-hooing about the loss of cherished american ‘liberties’ you can clearly tell their pussy asses ain’t gon be no help to us.
kowaba on February 10, 2013 at 8:52 PM said:

Just wanted to share with everyone what has been going down in Delaware. There are lynchings happening even as recent as September or October of 2012.

Whites have been circulating a flyer around with an image of a black man being lynched and a swastika. (Click on link below to see an image of the flyer) There are interviews on youtube of people whose family members have been lynched and even an interview with a person who was able to escape. It seems that many of the black men being targeting are muslims. Police are not investigating these lynchings and claim they are suicides because individuals have belts around their necks.

http://troubleindover.blogspot.com/2012_12_01_archive.html

Dr. Jahi Issa, a former professor at Del State was exposing and speaking out on these lynchings. Dr. Issa has also written an article on the ethnic cleansing of HBCUs. Now he is facing charges of up to two years in prison. If you want to read more about his case visit the blog link above.

There are definitely things going on, but is not getting wide coverage like the Donner case.

Here’s an article from the dover post discussing this issue.

http://www.doverpost.com/article/20121022/NEWS/121029930
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:52 PM said:

nmaat

LOL!
diaryofanegress on February 10, 2013 at 8:53 PM said:

kowaba

Thanks for the link.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 9:08 PM said:

I have heard about Professor Issa before but this reminds me of the rumblings about the Atlanta child murders. I remember hearing that after the conviction of Wayne Williams, there were still kids disappearing & black people in that area were saying they thought it was the klan or some other organization behind it & never believed it was Williams. I think the same can be said for all of these recent missing black women who just vanish..some of them may be victims of people known to them but I don’t believe all. Who knows what kind of shit goes on in this country that we are oblivious to?
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 9:15 PM said:

@Mickey–I’m sure you’ve heard of the boiling frog theory. It’s killing in slow motion but it’s still killing. We are those frogs. Thinking whites are being so generous, letting us into the funny looking jacuzzi..lol…we’ll learn…unfortunately some of us too late, but we gon learn.
kowaba on February 10, 2013 at 9:16 PM said:

Your welcome!
larissa on February 10, 2013 at 9:22 PM said:

@nmaat I get what you mean, but when I say far fetched, it’s not because I think they are uncapable of it. Far from it, they have shown and continue to show that they are capable of it. I say it’s far fetched because there would be too much at stake: without us, their existence would be devoid of meaning.
kowaba on February 10, 2013 at 9:30 PM said:

I mentioned to my father these lynchings in Delaware and he was in disbelief. Perhaps living in the north doesn’t help much. People I have met from the South, both black and white, know what goes down. Researching the history of this country, more and more I realize it’s best to prepare for the worst because anything can happen when it comes to the mistreatment of black people.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 9:47 PM said:

It will always be that, with us or without us. They are empty vessels, thus the constant need to fill that void with something, anything that they hope will finally make them whole. They were like this BEFORE they discovered us & they will be that way regardless. They need our melanin, not our ambience. They are like frankenstein & really believe they can trump GOD & create a better ‘human’ than HIM. Really I think all the white man’s unacknowledged & suppressed anger is at GOD. But of course he can’t get to HIM, but he can wreak havoc down here & take his anger out on US.
Mickey on February 10, 2013 at 10:00 PM said:

Especially since one-third of all missing persons cases feature non-White people. Bet you never hear about that in the media.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 10:46 PM said:

THe LAPD is now offering a $1 million reward for Dorner. Run Nat Run!…

http://www.presstv.ir/usdetail/288327.html
soforeal on February 10, 2013 at 10:49 PM said:

@nmaat. they probably doing rituals. who knows this world is cold beyond belief. but tell you this a new breed of nubians are watching, some are even walking among us their job is to just observe make no mistake about it we are being shown as an example to our future siblings which will be like no other of our kind. you wanna know when white peole’s time is up? when certain nubians start disappearing because the creator does not want his people that are for their people to be caught in the distruction get ready white people’s clock has ran out. when this information was given to me by the creator i passed out on in the chair as i was recieving overwhelming information i couldn’t take it all at once so i blacked out i still don’t remember the rest i recieved i have never experience anything like this. i would like to share more but i can’t remember.
nmaat433 on February 10, 2013 at 11:02 PM said:

You may be right cuz there has been a lot of people just disappearing. One Sistah, I think her name is Phoenix Colden, went missing while she left her car running at a damn light. And then those 2 brothas who disappeared after getting stopped by a pig. There is something going on for sure. But this is nothing new, I’ve always been fascinated by true crime & I used to read bios of some mass murderers & a lot of times they would deliberately choose blacks & in particular black kids b/c they knew racist police depts would be less enthusiastic about investigating the murders. You & Negress must have some powerful, spiritual leanings cuz HE sho don’t talk to me. I think he blocked my number so he know when my ass is calling…lol
mary burrell on February 10, 2013 at 11:18 PM said:

@nmaat433: You beat me to it. I was just going to say they are offering $1 million for Dorner.
soforeal on February 10, 2013 at 11:41 PM said:

@nmaat. lol who knows, but ever since i was young i would say 10 years old i never felt human my body just feels weird it felt like i was sent here to observe and at the same time help out. because i will be here again i’m not saying i’m the chosen one lol no, but i do believe there is a dozen of us who are here that are not human and the other black people are just humans like the white folks. pour some libations, turn off all the lights in your house and try to tap into the spirit it will take sometime but overtime you will break in and the spirit will take over you and you will be mentally gone from this world for a couple of minutes.

practice, practice and also listen to music that will vibrate your organs. lol i don’t know try something you can do it let me tell supmmm when i listen to my music it literally takes me out into space people look at me crazy because the music takes over my body because it’s high vibration music. listen to some Sun Ra.
soforeal on February 10, 2013 at 11:47 PM said:

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=87FDctNdUOw
nmaat433 on February 11, 2013 at 12:00 AM said:

It’s ok. I accept my role. I think I’m just more plain spoken & tell it like it is. I’ll leave the more spiritual realm to y’all. Plus I think that’s an assignment that is chosen for you, you don’t choose it. Not to say I don’t believe that God protects me & is using me. Just in a different way. And btw, the scene you describe sounds like Whoopi in Ghost. lol. I know it wasn’t meant that way…but I caught myself thinking–Molly girl you in danger!..lol.
soforeal on February 11, 2013 at 12:14 AM said:

gone now. you wrong for that i hope you get chased by a squirrel. na im just playin. lol. i’m just experimenting cause our siblings do it in africa lol whoopi in ghost.
diaryofanegress on February 11, 2013 at 12:19 AM said:

Guys…a one million dollar reward for a Negro? WOW! Just like slavery days, eh?
soforeal on February 11, 2013 at 12:31 AM said:

yes. he has became enemy of the state like will smith i bet you a dollar store candy one of our people turn him in? you know we love money especially a million dollars. boy oh boy
Amarie on February 11, 2013 at 2:18 AM said:

LOL, he’s got those people scared.
Tyrone on February 11, 2013 at 3:22 PM said:

@nmaat433

The Christopher Dorner episode is a vivid example of why blackmen shouldn’t run around trying to be loved by whites and others. Dorner was a “Model Negro” in the eyes of white folk. He played football in high-school, joined the Navy, became an LAPD officer, might have dated a “Becky” every now and then, and so forth. What did all of that brown-nosing achieve for him at the end of the day? I see blackmen like Dorner all the time, they run away from who they are, wrongly assuming that being a good negro will gain them access to the other side…wealth, power, fame, whitewomen, suburbia, etc. Brothas, it’s a waste of time. Being like whitey is not a productive outcome.

GoTeam
Tyrone on February 11, 2013 at 3:30 PM said:

@soforeal

The next time we see footage of the brotha, he will be in a bodybag. LAPD is not gonna allow a blackman to expose them for the devils that they are…Bottomline! Blackmen in Cali have to choose a side? Are they gonna continue being followers of OJ Simpson type blackmen that pollute the state, or, will they finally realize that they’re black too? Cali has become a living hell for blackwomen because of blackmen like Christopher Dorner. Now, he realizes that he f**ked up…Too Little Too Late!!!

GoTeam
Crissjensen on February 11, 2013 at 8:53 PM said:

Great Video!! everything he say’s is sooo true.
Crissjensen on February 11, 2013 at 8:58 PM said:

@ Negress, that is sooo true. the media is playing this up til it’s fullest, every newnetwork is going hard with story. so all black males, dont be fooled make sure to stay low til this die out.
Crissjensen on February 11, 2013 at 9:05 PM said:

@ Mickey, just like the blackwoman who was Burned by three raciat white devils for wearing an wearing obama tee shirt. did the white media play that up? NO!!

http://rollingout.com/culture/black-woman-burned-alive-by-kkk-for-wearing-obama-t-shirt/
Crissjensen on February 11, 2013 at 9:08 PM said:

@ fAMILY, have y’all seen this

http://rollingout.com/culture/5-recent-examples-of-police-brutality/

http://rollingout.com/culture/arkansas-criminal-eviction-law-forces-people-to-pay-rent-or-go-to-jail/

http://rollingout.com/culture/reports-increasing-support-of-alleged-killer-christopher-dorner/

and this one too

http://rollingout.com/culture/pope-benedict-to-resign-at-the-end-of-the-month-vatican-says/
Crissjensen on February 11, 2013 at 9:16 PM said:

http://politicalticker.blogs.cnn.com/2013/02/09/michelle-obama-to-attend-funeral-of-chicago-gun-violence-victim/
mary burrell on February 12, 2013 at 1:36 AM said:

I hear the pope is resigning and a black man from Africa will be put in his place.
diaryofanegress on February 12, 2013 at 1:57 AM said:

Miss Mary

I smell something sinister. I think black people are in for it.
ynotme on February 12, 2013 at 2:03 AM said:

I think the likelihood of having a Pope who is not European is very slim, but Cardinal Francis Arinze of Nigeria, and Cardinal Peter Appiah Turkson of Ghana are among the early favorites. I guess If we can have a black President then anything is possible, we will have to wait and see.
mary burrell on February 12, 2013 at 2:20 AM said:

@ ynotme & sister negress: I feel something is fishy. I said well we’ve got a black President and now the Pope.
nmaat433 on February 12, 2013 at 3:02 AM said:

Yeah, you know whites are up to no good if they are about to bring about a world economic collapse, serfdom & the NWO–with a negro as the figurehead here AND at the vatican…willingly? You know it’s the end of days..lol.
Bry on February 12, 2013 at 9:16 AM said:

People can call me crazy until the sun comes up but “Chris Dorner” is nothing but LL Cool J photoshopped onto someone elses’s body. False flag imo (not like that’s anything outside of S.O.P. for Ameriklan)
Mickey on February 12, 2013 at 2:40 PM said:

OMG! How many other people do you think have seen this connection?
Herneith on February 12, 2013 at 2:41 PM said:

http://newsone.com/2204122/dorner-signs/

I have read Dorner may be in Mexico and had aid. Good for him. They have already shot innocent people in a supposed case of mistaken identity.
T.Bee on February 12, 2013 at 6:46 PM said:

It was on brown watch too. Black people will be hunted and violated in other cities and states as they start to think that he might not be in the area anymore. Actually all nonwhites will be hunted man and woman. They shot two Latina women. The police can’t count don’t know one from two. Can’t tell man from woman. Don’t know make or models of cars thought they pull them over everyday. Must be colorblind cause they can’t tell red from gren, from black, from blue. And last, but not least all nonwhite people look alike. Hey, I’m waiting for them to shoot one of those Melintan fools LOL should be listed as a risk factor on the thing.
Crissjensen on February 12, 2013 at 8:22 PM said:

mary burrell, i agree and why now? hmmm!! i small somthing big is coming.
Crissjensen on February 12, 2013 at 8:31 PM said:

@ nmaat433, right on point!! same p.o.v i had in head. the time is here black family. yes our own will start backstabbing us and selling us out. so don’t be fooled by the evil ones who will be black like us, cause there are black snakes in our community working for the devil. many are already gone. so don’t save ppl who dont wanna be saved. and some won’t be saved so let’s keep it going!!
Crissjensen on February 12, 2013 at 8:35 PM said:

@ negress, whats going on in the vieo??

CIA INFILTRATION . Hmmmm!!!
Crissjensen on February 12, 2013 at 8:48 PM said:

here is his pov on her.
nmaat433 on February 13, 2013 at 2:06 AM said:

Looks like it’s the end for Dorner…

http://www.presstv.ir/detail/2013/02/13/288673/exlapd-fugitive-surrounded-by-police/
diaryofanegress on February 13, 2013 at 2:34 AM said:

Well…if this story is true and I really mean IF, I’m sure they’ll blow this up in the media for the next couple of weeks.

Hmmm….methinks this could be a distraction.
Crissjensen on February 13, 2013 at 9:39 PM said:

@kowaba

Thanks for the links. wow!
Crissjensen on February 13, 2013 at 9:56 PM said:

yes, negress, i think this is a disraction too.
larissa on February 13, 2013 at 9:57 PM said:

It makes more sense to post this here:
To all:
An African once told me that life is all about survival of the fittest/dog eats dog; therefore whites are superior to us, because they have understood the meaning of life. She also said that our purpose on this planet is to serve them. What are your thoughts on this?
Crissjensen on February 13, 2013 at 10:26 PM said:

have ya’ll seen this video??
Crissjensen on February 13, 2013 at 10:29 PM said:

am i the first commenter? i see 109 comments don’t see them but my own.
Mickey on February 13, 2013 at 10:41 PM said:

I own the DVD. I have only watched about half of it. It really opens up your eyes to what is going on.
Crissjensen on February 13, 2013 at 10:46 PM said:

Yes, it did thesame here with me. wow!
Crissjensen on February 13, 2013 at 10:51 PM said:

I mean the dvd did the same here for me open my eyes to the TRUTH! about our enemies.
nmaat433 on February 13, 2013 at 11:14 PM said:

I answered on the other thread but to me it’s like saying the protypical criminal has figured out a way to acquire thru manipulation & theft what the protypical principled person does via following universally accepted rules, standards & mores (the Golden Rule). If you place value on the ends as opposed to the means, then yes, you will see the criminal as the ‘smarter’ one; but if you also look at the downside of this philosophy u see that not only does criminality breed more criminality as well as breaks down interpersonal interaction, I think it as well ultimately stifles the growth & development of ‘legit’ & humane enterprise b/c instead of people thinking about the good of the masses, they are more likely to solely focus on inner group success at the expense of everyone else. Hence you have a situation where those in ‘power’ who may be honest & upstanding are kept out of the ‘loop’ of the wider criminal activities of those in that inner group who wield the most ‘power’ & actually prop up and protect those who they see as allies and punish & drum out those seen as potential ‘whistleblowers’. And add on to all the above: criminals always have to look over their shoulder waiting for the proverbial other shoe to drop. Which in turn leads to more criminal endeavors & lies to stay one step ahead of justice. It’s a vicious cycle and IMO it has led to the world being helmed by criminal sociopaths who have no qualms about using lies, manipulation, theft, graft, torture, endless war & wholesale murder to achieve their aims. For them, it’s all about the end, damn the means. If this is the ‘fittest’ your friend speaks of , then I think we all REALLY need to examine what humanity means & what our true purpose is.
mary burrell on February 13, 2013 at 11:56 PM said:

I don’t believe Dorner is dead. They haven’t proved the charred body is his.
nmaat433 on February 16, 2013 at 6:55 AM said:

Excellent Episode of THe REMIX radio program with Dr. Joy DeGruy talking about Post-traumatic Slave Syndrome…

https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/dr-joy-degruy-sep-13-2009/id297579787?i=126751650
T.Bee on February 16, 2013 at 10:49 AM said:

Hey This Was Really Informative. I Knew Some Of This Information, But Not All Of It. It has changed my thinking of prochoice and abortion rights. I will be sharing this with many people very soon indeed. Thanks for posting this. While long it was very well worth it.
diaryofanegress on February 16, 2013 at 4:12 PM said:

Ms Too Good

Yes, I’m in healthcare.

No, I would NOT recommend it. Healthcare is a poisonous system designed to further sicken patients so the pharmaceutical companies will get richer. And blacks are treated the worst.

My best advice is to begin your own business, no matter how small. We can never be free from slavery if the master holds our bellies in his hands.
Mickey on February 16, 2013 at 5:34 PM said:

I have just watched the HBO movie, “Miss Evers’ Boys” about the Tuskegee Experiments from the 1930s to the 1970s. I plan to purchase the books “Medical Apartheid” which talks about medical experiments on Blacks from colonial times to the present and “Acres of Skin” which speaks on medical experiments done on prisoners, mostly Black, in the prison system. And last but not least, I plan to purchase “The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks”. FYI, The Nazis even experimented on Black POWs in WWII as well.

By the way, in the 13th Amendment which outlawed slavery, has a part that keeps it legal:

Section 1. Neither slavery nor involuntary servitude, except as a punishment for crime whereof the party shall have been duly convicted, shall exist within the United States, or any place subject to their jurisdiction.

Pay attention to the words “except as a punishment for crime whereof the party shall have been duly convicted, shall exist within the United States”. Slavery is STILL in FULL EFFECT. No wonder most of the men in the prison system are Black.
diaryofanegress on February 16, 2013 at 6:02 PM said:

Mickey

Yes, thank you. I saw Ms. Evers Boys.
Crissjensen on February 16, 2013 at 8:28 PM said:

pass it on to other black folks.
larissa on February 17, 2013 at 1:29 AM said:

@sister truth, thank you for all the amazing work you do. You have taught me so much. God bless you and your loved ones.

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