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Fond Farewell

*sigh*

So much to say… It’s with bittersweet joy that I inform you, my beautiful African family, that I have decided to focus entirely on our quiet and simple lifestyle and growing with the Spirit. This shall be my last post. I started my blog as a way for me to understand my own mental illness in this oppressive system. I needed an outlet that would provide me with the freedom to cry, scream and write raw, honest truth about my perceived helplessness in this world. I never knew that it would turn into a cyber-family where we would reveal things about ourselves even we never knew existed. God told me to write. And write I did.

The more I wrote my deepest feelings of raw anger, hurtful betrayal and the shameful thoughts of vengeance, I learned, almost by happenstance, that anger is a wasted emotion in the art of war. It weakens the mind and the body. That’s why our enemies have always attacked us in the most vile, anger-inducing ways. When you’re focused on the melanin-pumping emotion called anger and not on how to defeat your captor, the enemy is happy, satisfied and well fed. I finally understand that now. When God told me to write about survival, “dropping out of the system”, obesity, re-learning the miracle of herbs, loving each other and protecting our children, I simply did as instructed. I hope that I did not disappoint you…or Her for that matter. As you read my earlier posts, you’ll see a stark difference in my writing and my level of emotion. I hope that means that I’ve grown somewhat. I hope the Creator is, at the very least, satisfied with my menial efforts. I hope that each and every single one of you can say that you’ve grown with me on this journey of Spiritual awakening.

There’s a few things I shall leave you with that I hope you ponder someday:

Please remember that evil will always tempt you to self-destruct. The stronger you are, the greater the temptation. And when they cannot kill you themselves, due to your strength, they coax you to kill yourself. 

Please remember who you are and why God created you first.

Never forget who the enemy of Man really is and why he needs to keep you in your slumber. 

Know that Man and Mankind are two completely different entities. 

Remember that no one spends time, energy and money trying to destroy a people they deem inferior. It is usually the opposite that causes this cowardly reaction. 

Remember to treat each other with love and respect.

Everyone makes mistakes. The trick is learning from them.

Remember that we are an intentionally broken race. 

Research the reason why it was intentional and you’ll have a keener insight to your enemy’s fear.

Please get as dark as you can in preparation for the coming Spiritual war. Coconut oil will aid you in this process. For those of you that are awake, you’ll understand why “darkness matters.”

Black men, please protect us. We need you. We cannot protect ourselves.

Black women, please love your black man. He needs it now more than ever.

Black men and women, please raise your black children. They are you 20 years from now.

Know that nothing happens in this universe by coincidence. 

Understand…for every ONE conscious black person you’ll meet, there’s 100 waiting to rip you in half.

Understand…not all of us will make it. And that’s perfectly o.k. so please…Accept it.

On a much more somber note…In dealing with Drakkor… They are all around us. They’ve been here on earth for quite some time. The whites at the top of the current Ponzi Scheme called Fiat Money, take orders from them. They all want the same thing. Your asili. Each emotion that you give a Spiritual Vampire depletes you of your asili…which is exactly what it wants. It sucks you dry and drains you of your ability to vibrate at a higher level. That is why food and sex is their primary weapon. Tel-lie-vision and music come in as a close second.

Power doesn’t come from money, material objects, good looks or making and enforcing (man’s) laws. Power comes from your ability to be sovereign. How do you become a sovereign nation? By “knowing oneself.” Evil feeds on fear. Literally. The more you fear an entity , the stronger the entity grows. I finally understand that now. I hope one day soon, for some of you, this will make sense. For others, you know who you are, you’ve known this long before I finally caught up. Thank you for educating me. For some you, just a small few, I’ll be seeing you in this life or the other as we battle this demonic force together side by side. And something tells me we’ll be victorious.

2014 will bring forth many changes, especially around the Spring equinox. Get ready…

For the rest of you, you know who you are, I’m sorry…perhaps next time…when you’re ready.

Blessings and best of luck to you:

Truthbetold

P.S. I will not shut the blog down. That way, you can continue to read and grow as you wish…please know that control of the internet is the next phase of The Draco Regime, so print out whatever articles you deem necessary. I will not allow any more comments. This will dissuade trolls and future in-fighting amongst those of us that are not yet awakened. ******************************************************************************************************

To my white readers and lurkers:

I can honestly say, with NO venom, with no hate, that I’ve never, ever, not once, met one white person, in my entire life, that was different from the rest. There is something missing within you. It is that very thing that causes you to despise us. I never knew what that was til now:

Huemanity.

You’ve had your chance to do the right thing many, many times. Your failure comes from the lack of the God Principle called melanin. As a genetic abnormality, your aggression and arrogance and apathy towards us will be your karma. You are a race of people that is known, universally, to cut off your own nose to spite your face. I think Katrina is more than proof of this statement. I’m actually torn between feeling happy for your demise, which will be soon, and feeling sad for you for you are a mere pawn in a very sophisticated Spiritual game.

You are being used to fulfill an agenda and you fell for it hook, line and sinker. That is perhaps why you were chosen. You are destined by your own design to become extinct. The agony you and your children will experience will make the Maafa seem trivial. Some, and I do mean some of you, as in a very small few, will understand what I am saying and try to learn and grow and make amends. The Creator will decide your fate as He/She seems fit. For the overwhelming majority of you…

The awakening you will soon experience will be like a shock of cold water splashed against your face. The very country that you love and hold dear, the same country that you fought and bled for, the same country that you sent your sons and daughters to war for, is about to show you how it really feels about you. You will not handle it well and your sanity will be the first to go. As you wonder why “this is happening”, know that “this” is what blacks have been speaking of for 500 years.

May God have mercy on your souls.

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  1. Jemma Hill on said:

    I hope you get this. I know it won’t post; I wanted to tell you that I respect your search and your journey. I am white, female, 52 next Wednesday. I’m actually trying to go back to college to major in African American studies in order to do what I can to right injustice in my small way. I am trying to move to the Third Ward in Houston, one of the top 25 most dangerous neighborhoods in the U.S., because thanks to a divorce 10 years ago and raising my two sons as a single mom without child support, I am in the same socioeconomic place as the people in that neighborhood. Damn – I feel like I’m writing into the ether – you probably won’t even get this, but here’s the thing. I really do care. I don’t pretend that I’ve walked in your shoes – our Father KNOWS you have experienced a life I would find a nightmare. But I know what it’s like to feel dismissed, and because of a lack of formal education discounted. No matter how big my heart or how sincere my intent, I can’t move any far forward than my resume allows. I’m surrounded by “successful” people with the same color skin as mine who are living like zombies – they pay no mind to the environment, to the suffering of others, to the need for a stronger community through less consumerism. These people don’t yell loud and long for your kids to get the best educations and the highest quality of care; they don’t create more jobs for black men and women to help equalize inequalities that were created and haven’t been righted. I could scream at the unfairness of prisons full of people who had no one to mentor them, to offer them work, or financial security and the opportunities their white counterparts seem to have in spades. Pardon my french, but it fucking rocks me to the core that this country is dealing with illegal immigration and a lot of attention is given to charitable giving to assist in developing countries when our country has a gaping wound in its black population that seems completely ignored. Gentrification is seeing the Third Ward I’m trying to get INTO finding beautiful old houses being boarded up and abandoned as black residents are being forced out by landlords who are selling property to developers building six and seven-figure townhouses where a proud community stood for generations. Okay, I’ll stop. I just want you to know that this white woman and her two white sons are folks you have not met and cannot paint with the brush you used to call us all the same. I don’t need to prove it. Each of us, in our lives, will live it. And I say be as proud and lovely and black as you were born to be – be angry if it keeps you from getting sick from holding it in, but then try to find the way that you empower yourself to feel the peace and joy that is your birthright, as it is mine. I love your spirit (even if I don’t agree with everything you wrote, I do see truth in much of it) – I honor your struggle, and I pray for the day that black men, women and children can expect and realize all of the righteous dreams for a full and financially, mentally and emotionally rich life that we all deserve. Take care. Jemma

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